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The subject is accurate... I've dated 300+ girls and slept with more than half (roughly 2/3)...
But.. .
Not after a rough start...
Now that I'm growing (+ 1.6 in since starting PE)... what will happen?
Oh, yeah... I;m married... I'm a Dom and both my wife (who's 18 yrs younger) and myself have
kinda an open relationship... we go to sex parties and are swingers.
Let me start at The beginning...
The teenage years...
These were NOT fun years...
Ok.. .going back some...
I was abandoned child and beaten so badly in foster homes that I developed a speech impediment.
When I was taken in it was by my grandparents who lacked the funds to properly take care of me or my sister...
so we always wore outdate clothes, hand-me-downs and lacked much social skills.
Although I started rough... somehow I seemed to get girls to like me.. older girls...
I remember when I was 14... my sisters friends, 16-17, wanted me to take them to their prom..
But that's where the cool shit stopped...
Most of the time, due to being socially awkward and still getting over my speech problems...
I rarely got dates...
It wasn't until a spring break trip that I lost my virginity but... I sucked in bed and I could tell
that she wasn't enjoying herself...
See... I had less than 5 in stiff cock.
So.. I learned how to talk to women... eventually getting good at talking wherever I was...
and I was successful...
I was confident...
Until it came to sex... I was always self conscious...
And when the body is stressed... it produces cortisol... cortisol affects erections...
can you say downward spiral?
by the time I was 20 I was married... for the first time...
basically it ended because I was frustrated with our sex... and so was she...
So I was out int he field again...
Chatting up girls... dating... getting to bed once maybe twice... then it would be over...
Convinced the only solution was my mental approach... I got into hypnosis... NLP... and things to
control my mood... and women...
And it helped to an extent...
this is around the time I found BDSM.. early 30's...
I found that it suited my "inner self" a lot to have a woman submit to me... I was more a natural leader
than I expected... figuring my childhood messed this up from seeing the light of day...
Basically the years of mental work had paid off... I was confident... when I enter a room, I own it...
I also opened my own business consulting gyms...
The more attractive I become socially and business wise... the more I found women who wanted to submit...
I found my wife at one of these gyms...
She's 18 yrs younger...
We were married before I discovered she had a kinky side...
We started going to BDSM/Swingers events...
Things were good, not great...
I was still lacking in the penis department...
No matter how much control I had over a woman.. I still felt off.. and I had a hard time maintaining an erection...
So.. my wife wandered...
She had an affair... and during an argument over our sex life... she said my cock was small and
the reason she wandered... she told me of a story of a guy she dated before me... who got
pulled over on his bike... because he cock was hanging out his shorts as he rode... he was 9 in she said.
We eventually reconciled...
It was then I bought a membership here.
Currently I have 2-3 girls from 18-30 that I fuck as I am their Dom...
I go to parties with my wife and since I've grown my cock... she's actually submitted to me... she wears
a collar and is my toy whenever I want...
So... i'm putting this up I guess to help out anyone who has questions about...
"I've finally gotta a massive cock.. but how do I get dates.." type of thing...
just hit me up... I'll try to check here frequently.
But.. .
Not after a rough start...
Now that I'm growing (+ 1.6 in since starting PE)... what will happen?
Oh, yeah... I;m married... I'm a Dom and both my wife (who's 18 yrs younger) and myself have
kinda an open relationship... we go to sex parties and are swingers.
Let me start at The beginning...
The teenage years...
These were NOT fun years...
Ok.. .going back some...
I was abandoned child and beaten so badly in foster homes that I developed a speech impediment.
When I was taken in it was by my grandparents who lacked the funds to properly take care of me or my sister...
so we always wore outdate clothes, hand-me-downs and lacked much social skills.
Although I started rough... somehow I seemed to get girls to like me.. older girls...
I remember when I was 14... my sisters friends, 16-17, wanted me to take them to their prom..
But that's where the cool shit stopped...
Most of the time, due to being socially awkward and still getting over my speech problems...
I rarely got dates...
It wasn't until a spring break trip that I lost my virginity but... I sucked in bed and I could tell
that she wasn't enjoying herself...
See... I had less than 5 in stiff cock.
So.. I learned how to talk to women... eventually getting good at talking wherever I was...
and I was successful...
I was confident...
Until it came to sex... I was always self conscious...
And when the body is stressed... it produces cortisol... cortisol affects erections...
can you say downward spiral?
by the time I was 20 I was married... for the first time...
basically it ended because I was frustrated with our sex... and so was she...
So I was out int he field again...
Chatting up girls... dating... getting to bed once maybe twice... then it would be over...
Convinced the only solution was my mental approach... I got into hypnosis... NLP... and things to
control my mood... and women...
And it helped to an extent...
this is around the time I found BDSM.. early 30's...
I found that it suited my "inner self" a lot to have a woman submit to me... I was more a natural leader
than I expected... figuring my childhood messed this up from seeing the light of day...
Basically the years of mental work had paid off... I was confident... when I enter a room, I own it...
I also opened my own business consulting gyms...
The more attractive I become socially and business wise... the more I found women who wanted to submit...
I found my wife at one of these gyms...
She's 18 yrs younger...
We were married before I discovered she had a kinky side...
We started going to BDSM/Swingers events...
Things were good, not great...
I was still lacking in the penis department...
No matter how much control I had over a woman.. I still felt off.. and I had a hard time maintaining an erection...
So.. my wife wandered...
She had an affair... and during an argument over our sex life... she said my cock was small and
the reason she wandered... she told me of a story of a guy she dated before me... who got
pulled over on his bike... because he cock was hanging out his shorts as he rode... he was 9 in she said.
We eventually reconciled...
It was then I bought a membership here.
Currently I have 2-3 girls from 18-30 that I fuck as I am their Dom...
I go to parties with my wife and since I've grown my cock... she's actually submitted to me... she wears
a collar and is my toy whenever I want...
So... i'm putting this up I guess to help out anyone who has questions about...
"I've finally gotta a massive cock.. but how do I get dates.." type of thing...
just hit me up... I'll try to check here frequently.