Strange thought this morning

[Manimal]

Hi everyone

I know this sounds stupid as I only started my first session last night but when I woke up this morning I looked at my cock and thought...'Well you don't look any f*cking bigger'.

Yes I know it takes months/years of exercise to gain but even so I couldn't help but think, 'Shit, it looks the same'. I didn't expect this reaction. What a funny thing the human mind is!

I suppose it just comes from really wanting this project to work and probably goes to explain why so many men give up due to this yearning for instant gains without success.

Well whatever I think I'm still going to Penis Enlargement until Xmas day and see if Santa brings my first goal! Hope I can resist from measuring until then.

 

[StillHangin]

don't worry about it bro. that happens to all of us....especially after girth routines like clamping and such where the difference between clamped girth and unclamped girth can be anywhere up to 3/4 of an inch different.

 

[MAXAMEYES]

Hi everyone

I know this sounds stupid as I only started my first session last night but when I woke up this morning I looked at my cock and thought...'Well you don't look any f*cking bigger'.

Yes I know it takes months/years of exercise to gain but even so I couldn't help but think, 'Shit, it looks the same'. I didn't expect this reaction. What a funny thing the human mind is!

I suppose it just comes from really wanting this project to work and probably goes to explain why so many men give up due to this yearning for instant gains without success.

Well whatever I think I'm still going to Penis Enlargement until Xmas day and see if Santa brings my first goal! Hope I can resist from measuring until then.

Dude, I gotta ask ya; you been here since April '06 and yer first session was last night ?!?
Whatcha been waitin' for ?

 

[Manimal]

Hi stillhangin

I've read before about the girth difference from clamped to unclamped and if I got a 3/4" less girth difference knowing it had been much bigger it would just do my head in! Some very tricky shit to get your head round.

Saying that, I do hope to do some clamping many months down the line of my journey because I really need more girth - only got 4" EG! Very disappointing - well that's why I'm here.

Thanks for the response.

Manimal

 

[Manimal]

Hi Maxameyes

I posted a brief introduction in the newbie forum but a quick recap goes like this:

Started Penis Enlargementing for about 3 weeks last year but had to stop due to a flare up of my Crohn's disease, only just starting to get my health back after numerous hospital admissions, operations, etc...

Feel very p*ssed off that I could have a much bigger dick now if I had been exercising all this time but was too ill to do so.

Well at least I'm fit enough to start now, so I'm going to play catch up!rofl

 

[MAXAMEYES]

I gotcha. I had a coupla relatives had Crohn's; that's some serious shit. Glad to hear you're on the mend and I hope everything works out for ya.
Good luck on your gains ! Stay healthy bro' !

 

[Manimal]

Thanks for the kind words Maxameyes, staying healthy is now my No 1 goal and making my dick bigger comes a close second!rofl

 

[goinfor11x7]

Welcome back, Manimal!

Fuck the P.E. Just stay healthy!! Glad you're here!!

 

[Manimal]

Hi goinfor11x7

I thought 'Fuck the Penis Enlargement' for over a year, that's why I've only just started again. But I know what you mean, our health is the most important thing. Took me a while to get back to feeling something like myself. Had this disease for years now so I'm used to flare ups but it's been quite a big one this time.

So let the gains begin! rofl

Thanks for the welcome.

 

[penguinsfan]

It's a long process and you need to be in for the long haul, so do Penis Enlargement while you're watching TV, talking on the phone, etc. to make it seem like less time taken away from other things.

 

[ithiel]

you best get those type of thoughts out your mind cuz I aint way you can keep consistent like that. Best of luck tho.

 

[Threak-X]

ithiel is correct, keep those negative thoughts out of your head. It'll only impede your focus and goals. Your healthy, back on track and thats what's going to move you forward. Stay focus, healthy and positive ... keep pushing.

 

[Manimal]

Hi guys

Thanks for all the comments. Yes I know this type of thinking is negative and destructive to commitment and gains. I really wasn't expecting to feel this way, just kind of took me by surprise and thought I'd voice it.

I must say though I've been at it again today, everytime I go to the toilet I can't help looking at my dick and thinking, 'Looks the same'. Of course it looks the same, it is the same, it's only been 2 days. I know it's irrational but even so I think it, I don't get upset about it as I know this takes time to work - so why am I thinking like this? Strange!

So obviously I've got a bit of mental work to do as well as Penis Enlargement work. Starting from now I'm not going to look at my dick when in the toilet. Strong mental focus is obviously what I need so here goes. (Use the force Luke...) rofl