I'm so depressed

[bigpenis22]

I have a thick penis and length is about 6.5 inches and I wanna go to be 10 inches but when I try do penis enlargement I feel depressed. I'm 22 years old virgin, I never had sex I had beautiful random girls in my life but sex scares me I dunno.

I have a great body and trying out fitness modeling and in terms of face I look good not that I'm bragging just wanna give you some vision that I still fucked up.

Nowadays, I just look at ground when I walk in the street, no clubbing or bar, basically I isolated myself from others, when i try to do penis enlargement I feel sick I say to me why I'm doing this I never used and probably I never will. I've lost confident and recently I'm thinking about suicide and get over it.

Sorry I just wanted to get it out of my chest, people around me don't know these thing about me and how i feel cos I never show my weakness. again I'm sorry if I'm being a buzzkill.

 

[animalwannabe]

You might have a bigger penis then me. I manage to satisfy plenty of women. Go on the internet, try to hookup with women, find a chick that will let you eat the pussy cause thats always a good confidence booster if you know what your doing there or she teaches you. Find a new job or get a new friend. Lots of things to do that can help you lookup.

Time to start being thankful for what you do have, which is a nicely sized starting dick, a good body and a nice face as you put it, and it seems to me that you also have a job. I wish I had those. Honestly. I'm jealous.

 

[MAXAMEYES]

If you're actually thinking about suicide then you really need to see a professional. not necessarily a shrink, but at least someone who you can trust and confide in and get some help for yourself.

Clinical depression is nothing to fuck around with.
We here at [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] can give you all kinds of advice, but YOU, really, gotta take the action to change your life around.

We really can't tell you what you need or how you can overcome your situation, especially not from one single post, but I'll tell you this: EVERYBODY needs some kinda help at some time in their lives, sounds like this is the time for you to get some:

http://www.save.org/
www.projectcase.org/
www.suicide.org/

I have a thick penis and length is about 6.5 inches and I wanna go to be 10 inches but when I try do penis enlargement I feel depressed. I'm 22 years old virgin, I never had sex I had beautiful random girls in my life but sex scares me I dunno.

I have a great body and trying out fitness modeling and in terms of face I look good not that I'm bragging just wanna give you some vision that I still fucked up.

Nowadays, I just look at ground when I walk in the street, no clubbing or bar, basically I isolated myself from others, when i try to do penis enlargement I feel sick I say to me why I'm doing this I never used and probably I never will. I've lost confident and recently I'm thinking about suicide and get over it.

Sorry I just wanted to get it out of my chest, people around me don't know these thing about me and how i feel cos I never show my weakness. again I'm sorry if I'm being a buzzkill.

 

[Dickleaker]

Agree with MAXAMEYES,
Depression and having no hope is nothing to fool around with .
Could be a sign your chemicals in your brain are on the low side for some reason.I would go to see my family doctor at the least and tell him/her how you are feeling.Alot of people don't realize that low seratonin in the brain can make you feel hopeless and give you mostly negative thoughts .
I know cause I 've been there .

If you're actually thinking about suicide then you really need to see a professional. not necessarily a shrink, but at least someone who you can trust and confide in and get some help for yourself.

Clinical depression is nothing to fuck around with.
We here at [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] can give you all kinds of advice, but YOU, really, gotta take the action to change your life around.

We really can't tell you what you need or how you can overcome your situation, especially not from one single post, but I'll tell you this: EVERYBODY needs some kinda help at some time in their lives, sounds like this is the time for you to get some:

http://www.save.org/
www.projectcase.org/
www.suicide.org/

 

[Turnover]

Check out this thread: http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?62093-So-unmotivated&p=429889#post429889

 

[keepingitbig]

You might have a bigger penis then me. I manage to satisfy plenty of women. Go on the internet, try to hookup with women, find a chick that will let you eat the pussy cause thats always a good confidence booster if you know what your doing there or she teaches you. Find a new job or get a new friend. Lots of things to do that can help you lookup.

Time to start being thankful for what you do have, which is a nicely sized starting dick, a good body and a nice face as you put it, and it seems to me that you also have a job. I wish I had those. Honestly. I'm jealous.

Yeah if you do eat her out, make sure she washes her ass first. REALLY, REALLY good. Even the cute ones smell like day ole tuna sitting out on the counter for 3 days. Yep...

 

[DLD]

Even the cute ones smell like day ole tuna sitting out on the counter for 3 days. Yep...

Yuck!

 

[REDZULU2003]

Vomit

 

[MAXAMEYES]

Where the fuck you been hangin' ?
"HO's "R" US" ?!?

Yeah if you do eat her out, make sure she washes her ass first. REALLY, REALLY good. Even the cute ones smell like day ole tuna sitting out on the counter for 3 days. Yep...

 

[keepingitbig]

I've been through so many trials in this life it isn't even funny, and I'm only 25. I remember being 21 years old poor, without a job. Lost so many things in my life including my grandfather. Almost took my life one day, but couldn't do it. Got myself together and started improving myself. Have to pull yourself by the boot-straps and move on. That's life.

 

[DLD]

I've been through so many trials in this life it isn't even funny, and I'm only 25. I remember being 21 years old poor, without a job. Lost so many things in my life including my grandfather. Almost took my life one day, but couldn't do it. Got myself together and started improving myself. Have to pull yourself by the boot-straps and move on. That's life.

Thats it! It is what it is and we can make out of it what we choose.

 

[CRIPKING8.5X6.5]

ive been down this road a couple years bacc.

i didnt have a job(still dont), i was poor,ive lost most of my closest friends(either passed away or locced up),i was in fear everyday cuz it could of been my last,and the choices i made in life i know to this day were wrong.
just everyday life was depressing for me because i knew the condition i was living in no human being should have to go through that... and most dont.
so i always thought : why do i have to go through this? simple answer... its the choices i made... im the one who put myself in this situation. and im also the only one who can change it.
weed really helped me in those depressive times but its not the way to solve it. its more just a quicc fix to take the problems away.you need to look at the long term.
you need to love yourself and know youve got the power to change yourself.
i dont need to make dirty money anymore because why should problems have to come with money?.now im lookin for work(as if i was gunna get a job a couple years bacc now the recession just makes it worse)but if it dosent pan out im gunna go bacc to school.educate myself.pave my way to a better safer future.
just know it can be done.cuz in life you may fail all the time... but its just leading you to the bigger picture.

 

[Turnover]

Yeah, its got me right now. I hate living around the people I live around and I am stuck another month at the very least HERE! Right now I feel like you gotta go through it sometimes, just feeling low. I was going to start a thread on it, but there is really nothing to add to "I'm feeling depressed" just gotta pull through. It feels like hell. You really want to act on it but consequences are not possibly good. It has to end. Feeling trapped is a place in your mind and you can find an escape, sometimes it just takes longer than you feel is like the usual.

 

[Turnover]

Comedy helps and poetry. When I'm really sad pouring my heart out into artistic wording usually makes me see other sides of a situation I wouldn't have otherwise seen and comedy will usually be stupid enough to bring the same feelings you feel from sadness in the opposite of feeling like laughing.

 

[keepingitbig]

Obstacles in life are training tools. Your penis might be an obstacle in your opinion. The solution: Make it bigger like all of us had to do to ours. I was black with an average penis at first. Felt bad about myself of not living up to the standard of having a huge dick.

 

[Crazy Doc]

Obstacles in life are training tools. Your penis might be an obstacle in your opinion. The solution: Make it bigger like all of us had to do to ours. I was black with an average penis at first. Felt bad about myself of not living up to the standard of having a huge dick.

Agreed. Many religions teach escapism-that is that you cannot be happy here in this world in this life; instead that you have to be reborn in some promised land at a later date. This always baffled me as frankly, perfection would be boring. Perfection is a static state (that is, you cannot become MORE perfect, anything that can be improved wasn't perfect to begin with-if you ever could achieve perfection it would be a stopping point as any change would make it unperfect and so on). Since it would have to be a static state-it would have to be boring. The talking heads have a song about Heaven that touches on this with lyrics like "Heaven is a place, where nothing, nothing ever happens...." and "If there was a party, everyone would be there.... and everyone would leave at EXACTLY the same time... oh heaven".

Suicide is a similar theory. Drugs, suicide, religions that teach this world is defiled, all offer the human being the same FALSE solution: To escape. Escape is never a solution, you can only change your circumstances by changing yourself. The environment reflects us-so to wait for it to change is like trying to make a crooked shadow straight by looking at ways to straighten the shadow. The shadow cannot be fixed until the body which creates the shadow is fixed. Straighten yourself and the shadow will follow. Hell is not a fun place to be, it is a destructive life condition, I hope you find a way to get yourself out of it (talking to OP).

The best journeys include some rough times, so I hope you endure it and press on. Persevere. And keeping is right (back to my heaven discussion)-without obstacles, there can be no happiness. For it is overcoming obstacles that allows for happiness.

There is a Buddhist proverb that says "[when obstacles appear] the wise shall rejoice, while the foolish will retreat."

 

[keepingitbig]

Agreed. Many religions teach escapism-that is that you cannot be happy here in this world in this life; instead that you have to be reborn in some promised land at a later date. This always baffled me as frankly, perfection would be boring. Perfection is a static state (that is, you cannot become MORE perfect, anything that can be improved wasn't perfect to begin with-if you ever could achieve perfection it would be a stopping point as any change would make it unperfect and so on). Since it would have to be a static state-it would have to be boring. The talking heads have a song about Heaven that touches on this with lyrics like "Heaven is a place, where nothing, nothing ever happens...." and "If there was a party, everyone would be there.... and everyone would leave at EXACTLY the same time... oh heaven".

Suicide is a similar theory. Drugs, suicide, religions that teach this world is defiled, all offer the human being the same FALSE solution: To escape. Escape is never a solution, you can only change your circumstances by changing yourself. The environment reflects us-so to wait for it to change is like trying to make a crooked shadow straight by looking at ways to straighten the shadow. The shadow cannot be fixed until the body which creates the shadow is fixed. Straighten yourself and the shadow will follow. Hell is not a fun place to be, it is a destructive life condition, I hope you find a way to get yourself out of it (talking to OP).

The best journeys include some rough times, so I hope you endure it and press on. Persevere. And keeping is right (back to my heaven discussion)-without obstacles, there can be no happiness. For it is overcoming obstacles that allows for happiness.

There is a Buddhist proverb that says "[when obstacles appear] the wise shall rejoice, while the foolish will retreat."

Rough-times are the best. Instead of people taking pills and shit today, they should be improving themselves instead of worrying about the economy. Everyone wants the government to do everything, but everyone doesn't WANT to do anything. That's the sad truth.

 

[DLD]

Rough-times are the best. Instead of people taking pills and shit today, they should be improving themselves instead of worrying about the economy. Everyone wants the government to do everything, but everyone doesn't WANT to do anything. That's the sad truth.

It is not so much that they know what they are doing, moreover they are brain washed. People today are the walking dead, they believe blindly and they don't even know that they are asleep.

 

[Churchill]

I walk by the mirror in the morning and I see a 50 year old fat guy, more gray than black (wife would shit if I colored it) with a beautiful wife 11 years younger than me and most of her friends would give anything to trade places with her (or so she tells me) and she has some hot friends. It's attitude, brother, Good or bad, it's attitude. I mean if it's not attitude, then how the hell does a 50 yr old fat guy be considered as a hot item among 37 - 40 yr old babes?

 

[DLD]

I walk by the mirror in the morning and I see a 50 year old fat guy, more gray than black (wife would shit if I colored it) with a beautiful wife 11 years younger than me and most of her friends would give anything to trade places with her (or so she tells me) and she has some hot friends. It's attitude, brother, Good or bad, it's attitude. I mean if it's not attitude, then how the hell does a 50 yr old fat guy be considered as a hot item among 37 - 40 yr old babes?

I love that mirror view Someone told me I have the body of an 18 year old but I should give it back because I am getting it all wrinkled