3lee said:Im back to drinking. i give up. fuck it all to hell and back. I have learned to controll it . bud light is so good and I usually go like this on drinking nights which are usually weekends. 2 shots of everclear with coke mix, then 4 to 6 beers then `1 shot everclear if needed. fuck it!!
3lee said:Im back to drinking. i give up. fuck it all to hell and back. I have learned to controll it . bud light is so good and I usually go like this on drinking nights which are usually weekends. 2 shots of everclear with coke mix, then 4 to 6 beers then `1 shot everclear if needed. fuck it!!
3lee said:I dont drive at all when drinking. i just dont know what else to do otherwise. Why is life so depressing? Heres my question....I was raised to belive there is a God. I was raised to belive in Jesus. When I was 9 1/2 i was saved. OK? i truely belived that. So if god is real...then why cant he just snap his fingers and make all of this shit go away?? i just dont get it, honestly. i am purposley trying to get his attention. i never drank a drop until about 6 months ago, and Ive been all out ever since just trying to piss him off. Where is he?? Seriously!
MAXAMEYES said:You've been sold a bill of goods kid and fallen for it... completely. Human beings don't need to look anywhere in the universe but inside themselves to find either God or the Devil. YOU are the author of your own destiny. YOU are the cause of and answer to all of your own problems. YOU are free to succeed brilliantly or fail miserably.
And YOU have a family and responsibility. So stop your fuckin' sniveling, grow a set of balls, get a grip on life and start acting like an adult.
Or find a way to finally do yourself in that won't look like suicide. At least that way your widow can ultimately derive some type of benefit from your existence.
Either way, a Penis Enlargement forum is hardly the place for your continual attention-whoring.
3lee said:I dont drive at all when drinking. i just dont know what else to do otherwise. Why is life so depressing? Heres my question....I was raised to belive there is a God. I was raised to belive in Jesus. When I was 9 1/2 i was saved. OK? i truely belived that. So if god is real...then why cant he just snap his fingers and make all of this shit go away?? i just dont get it, honestly. i am purposley trying to get his attention. i never drank a drop until about 6 months ago, and Ive been all out ever since just trying to piss him off. Where is he?? Seriously!
That is the #1 reason why people subscribe to religion.
10inchadvantage said:Ya, I wouldn't mind talking about broad things in PM if you feel like it. I find it near fruitless to talk about such things with people, as people must live out their own divine path. The "#1 reason for religion is to explain death" was something I learned in a class at UT. We were discussing the sociological reasons for people subscribing to religions and that is what the professor claimed through years of research. It made a lot of sense to me, since at the end of the day, no one who likes life will take kindly to the thought of non-existence.
Sorry if I came out too harsh against organized religion. It's just that I often find myself wondering if they've created more harm than good. In my view it just gives people access to many more theories which can polute the mind and further oneself from a spiritual path. Another thing about religions, specifically Christianity, that I find funny is how so many people can take a book so seriously written by some men who never knew Yoshua (Jesus to the Romans) themselves. Also, I get a kick out of reading about all the magick stuff in the Bible. I mean, damn, according to the Bible, only 2000 years ago people were flying, living 900 years old, separating oceans, etc. Where the hell has all this magick gone? Sounds like the Earth was a real life Dragon Ball Z or something. I know quite a few don't take those stories seriously, but I'm always amazed at how many people do. Whenever I read any book that has anything to do with spirituality I always let it resonate in through my Heart area to examine the type of energy that it gives off.
I have attended, seen, and read some works by various Catholic priests and bishops who did lightwork and it was amazing seeing them trying to explain it out of their Catholic mindset. You can always tell when someone is "in the Fire" (divine fire). I am a baptized Catholic, just fyi. I define myself as a spiritual human, not as a religion. It is like the Sun, it is not a Christian or a Hindu sun, it's just the sun. All these labels can further separate people from the divine.
When I started to stop accepting the dogma I was learning and Church at a young age was when I would go out of my body and have mystical experiences. I started regularly meditating and practicing also at astral projection at the age of fourteen. The experiences I had in what people call the "astral" realm (some people call Heaven, hell, etc, depending on where your soul body is vibrating) absolutely changed my life. I quickly started on my spiritual path and have since stopped doing astral projection to move onto more serious things.
Catholicism has been the only Christian religion in which I have found people to be acceptant of mysticism (direct Light work). However, where that stuff follows, many psychic tricksters do as well for their own ego gains, whatever that may be.
The part that frustrates me the most about religious people, when I talk with them, is that they'll spend so much time reading and researching, debating and theorizing. However, they miss the most important thing that they can do, to sit down and actually meditate. I don't blame them though, it's how we grow up that no one knows how to expand their spiritual body and how to find spirit, which can't ever be found in a book, unless one is already open to it. Hell, if people could have just 10 minutes to feel the expansion and integration that you do through spiritual meditation, they'd never want to stop. This stuff puts MDMA to shame, plus it's all natural and in 24/7 supply! With no side effects other than spreading more Joy! I have done some Christ Consciousness work that has made me feel like my whole consciousness, body, everything, is expanding outward into Creation, even when I'm walking around, doing work, etc.
Pandora said:Yeah but can you do it with out drugs?
goinfor11x7 said:Of course one can do it without drugs. I had an out of body experience once--without drugs. I was very young, and it frightened me so, I told no one about it for fear they'd lock me up.
Following 10 incher's experience, I have to say that in my opinion, organized religion has done more harm than good. Spirituality is a completely different story--and we can all plug in to this--without drugs, mind you.
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