You've sweat, you've bled, you've shed tears...I can barely imagine just what AB is going to be like if it inspires that much passion. Heal, get well; misfortune such as this is energy, powerful energy. Perhaps somewhat misdirected at first but when harnessed, redirected and channeled towards your goal you just may find new strength and clarity of purpose that will scare even you. People quite often attempt to do too much too fast and in focusing too intently on the destination we sometimes lose track of the journey. If the destination is truly worthwhile then the length of the journey is actually inconsequential. Mike; you've done a lot of good for a lot of guys and no apology is even close to being necessary. Just remember to enjoy YOUR journey, hell; I know I am. Welcome back in good health!