Hey guys!! I’ve been so busy with PE, work and life that I barely have time to post anymore so to make up for the last couple of months this is gonna be another long post!
So I've been with my woman now for just over 2 years and we finally decided to move in together. When i first met her i had been on a long PE break that lasted about 5 years. 6 months into dating her I decided to start PE back up again for various reasons, one of them being that I had finished school and had a ton of extra time on my hands with a new shiny job. I immediately knew that we were eventually going to live together so I wanted to get as much PE done as possible in my own apartment before I had to either do it behind her back or eventually tell her when we moved in together. My goal was to make her notice my gains and she would initially start the conversation about "why are you bigger" and then I would tell her about my on and off PE endeavours that I've been doing for the past 12 years.
I decided to stop my length pursuit and only concentrate on girth. I felt like I owed it to myself to try as hard as possible to tackle my girth depression and GO FOR GIRTH LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER. 1.5 years later, I was able to increase my stats to the following numbers using every exercise I could fit into my routine:
BPEL: 8.8” to 9.1”
MSEG: 5.2” to 5.6”
BEG: 5.3” to 6.1”
BPFS: 9” to 9.5”
BPFL: 5.75” to 6.1”
FG: around 4.6” to 5.1”
Of course things never go the way we want and she never mentioned my size increase despite us starting to have “size issues” with certain sexual positions. 1 week before we move in together I decided to tell her and I have to say that I didn’t expected to be so nervous about the whole thing. I told her about my starting stats (which was 6.9 BPEL and 5.0 EG midshaft and base) and how I didn’t like them because everyone assumed I had a huge penis based on my height and ethnicity. I then told her I learned about PE on the internet and went to work on increasing my size.
She seemed genuinely interested in the whole thing and could tell I was very nervous while talking to her about it. To my relief she had told me that she had noticed that my penis was getting thicker for a while but kept thinking that she was crazy because “a penis getting bigger just wasn’t possible” in her mind
. We eventually switched conversations to talk about her friends as if nothing had happened. I COULDN’T BELIEVE IT! There I was sitting with sweaty palms and she was going on about how her friend broke up with her bf hahaha. Once again I was reminded about how much emphasis we men put on her penises while women most of the time don’t even really care that much LOL.
She has been really REALLY interested in watching me do a session so I showed her a simple jelqing routine and she absolutely loved it. I also did some basic uli’s and she kept grabbing it and saying “Omfg it’s so hard!”, with her eye bulging and face like 4 inches away from my penis. She seems to think that it’s equivalent to a masturbation session or something but I told her that my sessions are the furthest away from pleasure to be honest. So far my biggest challenge with doing PE while she knows is I can’t do a successful session with her home and awake. I don’t know why but I get horrible EQ partly because she just so interested in it and wants to keep walking in on me mid session. I think it’s because I feel like I can sense a bit of her wants to poke fun at my weird exercises. This probably isn’t the case but I can feel it none the less. God bless her curiosity but it’s terrible for my concentration. I can only fully concentrate if she is either sleeping or at work. She reminded me many times that I didn’t need to do PE and that my penis size is just perfect for her which I appreciate but you all know that we do PE for ourselves. Some of you might think you’re doing this for the opposite sex but I assure you that we are all doing this for ourselves deep down inside.
My biggest challenges have been trying to let her know just how important my PE sessions are to me. If I’m not 100% in then I feel like I’m wasting my time, especially with PE because if your intensity isn’t high enough and often enough then it’s possible you won’t see any gains at all. Connective tissue is weird and frustrating like that. She has gotten a little frustrated at times when I would get up out of bed to do a session just as she is falling asleep even though I have to be up for work 6 hours later. Sometimes I would do a 2.5 hour session and come crawl into bed at 3am to wake up at 7am and she has questioned me asking “Oh my God why why why why. But it’s so late”.
I’m trying not to get mad at her for not understanding PE from my point of view and what it means to me. Instead I try to calmly remind her during times of friction that it is my hobby and a life style for me. The other day she came home early from work and thought it would be fun to try and surprise me and catch me in the middle of a clamping session. We have a weird sense of humor together so I can see why she initially thought this was a playful idea but I got kinda mad and locked the door to the room I was in. She felt a little betrayed and got kind of angry when I wouldn’t let her in.
Some of you may think that this is an amazing thing but I am a very introverted person and I thrive on being alone and having private time. I almost had a fucking heart attack when she came home and I was pretty frustrated that my session was ruined. She opened the front door sort of smiling and laughing and I had a clamp on at full force with a adult entertainment clip on in another room. I instinctively jumped up and almost ran to the room door to shut it and lock it which hurt like fucking crazy. Never walk or run around with a fucking clamp on… We had a talk about it and she has apologized for joking around about my PE session and intruding in my private space. I told her that I will take her through a couple more of my advanced sessions with clamping and stretching to take away from the mysteriousness of my PE but I NEED MY REGULAR SESSIONS TO BE PRIVATE GOD DAMN IT.
One day we were going out dancing and partying for the night and I kindly told her that regardless of the time we get home, before I goto bed I would like to do a PE session. She instinctively got defensive and said, "Oh so you're not going to fuck your gf because you want to do PE instead!?" How do i regularly remind someone that PE is more important to me than my work (which I take pride in) or sometimes eating!?! Anyhow, I stopped myself my overreacting and told her that I won't let PE intrude with our relationship. We can have sex all we want but all I ask is that at the end of the night when it's time for her to goto bed, I would like to stay up and finish my routine. She understood, told me that she was going to work on accepting my PE needs and that she was sorry for having that initial reaction. Surprisingly she then told me that her negative reaction came from her own insecurities and she will continue to work on them. Needless to say we then had an amazing night afterwards.
So far telling her has been an overall success with a few hiccups along the way. I know this "obsession" with improving ourselves can put a strain on the relationship sometimes but I'm at the point in my life now where I am content with putting my own needs ahead of everyone else. I will try my absolute hardest to make our relationship work because she is worth it, but the woman I'm with is going to have to accept my PE endavours if she wants me to be happy.
So I've been with my woman now for just over 2 years and we finally decided to move in together. When i first met her i had been on a long PE break that lasted about 5 years. 6 months into dating her I decided to start PE back up again for various reasons, one of them being that I had finished school and had a ton of extra time on my hands with a new shiny job. I immediately knew that we were eventually going to live together so I wanted to get as much PE done as possible in my own apartment before I had to either do it behind her back or eventually tell her when we moved in together. My goal was to make her notice my gains and she would initially start the conversation about "why are you bigger" and then I would tell her about my on and off PE endeavours that I've been doing for the past 12 years.
I decided to stop my length pursuit and only concentrate on girth. I felt like I owed it to myself to try as hard as possible to tackle my girth depression and GO FOR GIRTH LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER. 1.5 years later, I was able to increase my stats to the following numbers using every exercise I could fit into my routine:
BPEL: 8.8” to 9.1”
MSEG: 5.2” to 5.6”
BEG: 5.3” to 6.1”
BPFS: 9” to 9.5”
BPFL: 5.75” to 6.1”
FG: around 4.6” to 5.1”
Of course things never go the way we want and she never mentioned my size increase despite us starting to have “size issues” with certain sexual positions. 1 week before we move in together I decided to tell her and I have to say that I didn’t expected to be so nervous about the whole thing. I told her about my starting stats (which was 6.9 BPEL and 5.0 EG midshaft and base) and how I didn’t like them because everyone assumed I had a huge penis based on my height and ethnicity. I then told her I learned about PE on the internet and went to work on increasing my size.
She seemed genuinely interested in the whole thing and could tell I was very nervous while talking to her about it. To my relief she had told me that she had noticed that my penis was getting thicker for a while but kept thinking that she was crazy because “a penis getting bigger just wasn’t possible” in her mind
. We eventually switched conversations to talk about her friends as if nothing had happened. I COULDN’T BELIEVE IT! There I was sitting with sweaty palms and she was going on about how her friend broke up with her bf hahaha. Once again I was reminded about how much emphasis we men put on her penises while women most of the time don’t even really care that much LOL.She has been really REALLY interested in watching me do a session so I showed her a simple jelqing routine and she absolutely loved it. I also did some basic uli’s and she kept grabbing it and saying “Omfg it’s so hard!”, with her eye bulging and face like 4 inches away from my penis. She seems to think that it’s equivalent to a masturbation session or something but I told her that my sessions are the furthest away from pleasure to be honest. So far my biggest challenge with doing PE while she knows is I can’t do a successful session with her home and awake. I don’t know why but I get horrible EQ partly because she just so interested in it and wants to keep walking in on me mid session. I think it’s because I feel like I can sense a bit of her wants to poke fun at my weird exercises. This probably isn’t the case but I can feel it none the less. God bless her curiosity but it’s terrible for my concentration. I can only fully concentrate if she is either sleeping or at work. She reminded me many times that I didn’t need to do PE and that my penis size is just perfect for her which I appreciate but you all know that we do PE for ourselves. Some of you might think you’re doing this for the opposite sex but I assure you that we are all doing this for ourselves deep down inside.
My biggest challenges have been trying to let her know just how important my PE sessions are to me. If I’m not 100% in then I feel like I’m wasting my time, especially with PE because if your intensity isn’t high enough and often enough then it’s possible you won’t see any gains at all. Connective tissue is weird and frustrating like that. She has gotten a little frustrated at times when I would get up out of bed to do a session just as she is falling asleep even though I have to be up for work 6 hours later. Sometimes I would do a 2.5 hour session and come crawl into bed at 3am to wake up at 7am and she has questioned me asking “Oh my God why why why why. But it’s so late”.
I’m trying not to get mad at her for not understanding PE from my point of view and what it means to me. Instead I try to calmly remind her during times of friction that it is my hobby and a life style for me. The other day she came home early from work and thought it would be fun to try and surprise me and catch me in the middle of a clamping session. We have a weird sense of humor together so I can see why she initially thought this was a playful idea but I got kinda mad and locked the door to the room I was in. She felt a little betrayed and got kind of angry when I wouldn’t let her in.
Some of you may think that this is an amazing thing but I am a very introverted person and I thrive on being alone and having private time. I almost had a fucking heart attack when she came home and I was pretty frustrated that my session was ruined. She opened the front door sort of smiling and laughing and I had a clamp on at full force with a adult entertainment clip on in another room. I instinctively jumped up and almost ran to the room door to shut it and lock it which hurt like fucking crazy. Never walk or run around with a fucking clamp on… We had a talk about it and she has apologized for joking around about my PE session and intruding in my private space. I told her that I will take her through a couple more of my advanced sessions with clamping and stretching to take away from the mysteriousness of my PE but I NEED MY REGULAR SESSIONS TO BE PRIVATE GOD DAMN IT.
One day we were going out dancing and partying for the night and I kindly told her that regardless of the time we get home, before I goto bed I would like to do a PE session. She instinctively got defensive and said, "Oh so you're not going to fuck your gf because you want to do PE instead!?" How do i regularly remind someone that PE is more important to me than my work (which I take pride in) or sometimes eating!?! Anyhow, I stopped myself my overreacting and told her that I won't let PE intrude with our relationship. We can have sex all we want but all I ask is that at the end of the night when it's time for her to goto bed, I would like to stay up and finish my routine. She understood, told me that she was going to work on accepting my PE needs and that she was sorry for having that initial reaction. Surprisingly she then told me that her negative reaction came from her own insecurities and she will continue to work on them. Needless to say we then had an amazing night afterwards.
So far telling her has been an overall success with a few hiccups along the way. I know this "obsession" with improving ourselves can put a strain on the relationship sometimes but I'm at the point in my life now where I am content with putting my own needs ahead of everyone else. I will try my absolute hardest to make our relationship work because she is worth it, but the woman I'm with is going to have to accept my PE endavours if she wants me to be happy.
