First reaction to "big" penis/ Irony

It's ironic I think because I am now average sized, looking to be a little bit above because when I was much younger and saw my teenage cousin taking a leak, I thought that his "area" looked gross. It looked to me like it was fat, hairy and ugly and I did not want to get like that but he told me that mine would eventually be the same way. I remember that I was about to have my first double digit birthday and I was scared that I would wake up and I'd look like him, it scared the crap out of me because none of my friend's parts looked like that and I didn't want to either. Then obviously hormones take over and it is inevitable for most people so 8 years later I start on a journey that is effectively making my parts even more like I said I didn't want them to be. Well if that makes any sense.

any reactions similar to mine?

I was about 7 or 8 and the class went swimming to the YMCA every tuesday and Thursdays for 2 weeks. The very first time we went we all changed, and of course all of our stuff looked the same. Well, to get to the pool you had to go through the showers and get wet yourself down first. We walk in and at was when I saw my first adult penis. I thought it was the ugliest and grosses thing in the world that I started crying. Cried everytime we went. Teacher and everyone else thought I was scared of the water.

Wow. I don't mean to be mean but I've never had those reactions but then again I had 3 older brothers and was exposed to ���� at an early age. Now I want the grossest penis I can get.

I never had those reactions either. Because I wanted my penis to be like that when I was done growing. I almost forgot....my first time looking at a big penis (no homo), was my fathers when he hoped out the tub to catch a very important phone call.