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Hey all,

So for the last year and a half, I've been dealing with some shit. I won't go terribly far into it here, but CPPS looks to be the culprit - seems to fit the bill, and the age. If you're interested, I made a few posts a while back about what I was experiencing, and for a while I thought it was a medication I'm on - still not sure about it, but we'll see.

Point is, I've been off the PE wagon for a long while now. I still have the high and tight scrotum, small and hard flaccid that comes with CPPS, which has put me off doing anything for the sake of not exacerbating any issue. I still want to do PE, and I'd love to find a way that I can get as far the fuck away from the symptoms of CPPS as I can - this shit isn't tolerable, and it's definitely led to a diminished quality of life. At 26 years old, and having had this now for two birthdays, I'm fucking done with it. I want a giant dick, but moreso, the normally functioning body. If not doing PE ever again, and having a normal body is what it's going to take - fine.


Anyone else deal with this shit? In my age range, or anyone else older and more experienced who has dealt with this.

Thanks,
Blue
 
Reposting here, doesnt seem like the boo-boos in PE category gets much love.

Hey all,

So for the last year and a half, I've been dealing with some shit. I won't go terribly far into it here, but CPPS looks to be the culprit - seems to fit the bill, and the age. If you're interested, I made a few posts a while back about what I was experiencing, and for a while I thought it was a medication I'm on - still not sure about it, but we'll see.

Point is, I've been off the PE wagon for a long while now. I still have the high and tight scrotum, small and hard flaccid that comes with CPPS, which has put me off doing anything for the sake of not exacerbating any issue. I still want to do PE, and I'd love to find a way that I can get as far the fuck away from the symptoms of CPPS as I can - this shit isn't tolerable, and it's definitely led to a diminished quality of life. At 26 years old, and having had this now for two birthdays, I'm fucking done with it. I want a giant dick, but moreso, the normally functioning body. If not doing PE ever again, and having a normal body is what it's going to take - fine.


Anyone else deal with this shit? In my age range, or anyone else older and more experienced who has dealt with this.

Thanks,
Blue
 
bluetard117;730997 said:
Hey all,

So for the last year and a half, I've been dealing with some shit. I won't go terribly far into it here, but CPPS looks to be the culprit - seems to fit the bill, and the age. If you're interested, I made a few posts a while back about what I was experiencing, and for a while I thought it was a medication I'm on - still not sure about it, but we'll see.

Point is, I've been off the PE wagon for a long while now. I still have the high and tight scrotum, small and hard flaccid that comes with CPPS, which has put me off doing anything for the sake of not exacerbating any issue. I still want to do PE, and I'd love to find a way that I can get as far the fuck away from the symptoms of CPPS as I can - this shit isn't tolerable, and it's definitely led to a diminished quality of life. At 26 years old, and having had this now for two birthdays, I'm fucking done with it. I want a giant dick, but moreso, the normally functioning body. If not doing PE ever again, and having a normal body is what it's going to take - fine.


Anyone else deal with this shit? In my age range, or anyone else older and more experienced who has dealt with this.

Thanks,
Blue

That doesn't sound like a fun situation to be in, my medical knowledge is far to insignificant to help in this case but i would imagine that PE could potentially exacerbating the issue. I would talk to your doctor and ask if things like pelvic floor exercises would potentially help or make things worse. Just to make sure i know what your talking about that is chronic prostatitis/chronic pelvic pain syndrome correct?
 
bluetard117;731244 said:
Reposting here, doesnt seem like the boo-boos in PE category gets much love.

Hey all,

So for the last year and a half, I've been dealing with some shit. I won't go terribly far into it here, but CPPS looks to be the culprit - seems to fit the bill, and the age. If you're interested, I made a few posts a while back about what I was experiencing, and for a while I thought it was a medication I'm on - still not sure about it, but we'll see.

Point is, I've been off the PE wagon for a long while now. I still have the high and tight scrotum, small and hard flaccid that comes with CPPS, which has put me off doing anything for the sake of not exacerbating any issue. I still want to do PE, and I'd love to find a way that I can get as far the fuck away from the symptoms of CPPS as I can - this shit isn't tolerable, and it's definitely led to a diminished quality of life. At 26 years old, and having had this now for two birthdays, I'm fucking done with it. I want a giant dick, but moreso, the normally functioning body. If not doing PE ever again, and having a normal body is what it's going to take - fine.


Anyone else deal with this shit? In my age range, or anyone else older and more experienced who has dealt with this.

Thanks,
Blue

Have you thought about Bundled Stretching to help? Also, in this condition I would assume upward stretching will be the best but, of course, upward stretching is very hard to make gains manually. I believe you have a LengthMaster, this will be exactly what will make the upward stretching so effective. Much intensity is needed to do upward stretching so the LM is the tool. I understand your frustration but please change that to determination is solving this. I hope others will give some more accurate advice by relating themselves. I will pray for you!
 
I answered you in another thread. Did you want to create 2 threads?
 
@DLD
No, I made two threads because the one I made in the Boo boos section wasn't getting any traction, so I figured this would be a better place for visibility. If that one needs to be deleted, or this one, that's okay.
I'd love to keep up with the PE, but I fear that would exacerbate the issue. I've warmed up and gotten into the SG under light traction a few times recently, and each time, the rest of the day is just... shaky. I think a lot of this is that I hold a lot of stress in, and have since stopped exercising regularly, in an effort to not strain the pelvic floor - ironically, doing just that by internalizing stress and not releasing this tension in a constructive way. I also am curious to know if the meds I'm taking for my mood swings are causing the muscle tension, as Lamotrigine is known to cause some muscle tension. I'm hesitant to ditch the meds though, since they've done absolute wonders for my ability to focus and keep my objectivity. I am the person I wish to be with this medication, though with the issues I'm currently facing, I might as well be off it for all the good its doing me. I'm going to take a few weeks off the medications and see if that ends up working for me - I can probably find ways to manage my head, but for me at least, I need to be occupied with work or school to maintain that objectivity and not go dark on everyone.

I've been on these meds since roughly November 2015, and I ramped up to the dosage to what is the standard dose at 200mg XR, by March 2015. Two weeks later, shitshow began, and I've been on the meds the entire time since then, to now, May 2017.

@Sinthious
That's my thought. I'd like to stay away from PE until I can isolate the issue and hopefully resolve it, but I hate to lose the time from gaining while I do that. I went to a physical therapist a little while ago, and he said a good chunk of what's happening is likely stemming from my poor posture. While my profession and school life have me sitting a lot, I find I often sit in the way that they tell you how to in middle school when you're learning how to type - back straight up and down, elbows at 90 degrees, knees as 90 degrees. I've since learned that in that posture, you end up putting pressure on the nerves in your spine that run lines to the muscles and other nerve fibers in your pelvis - namely the ones that control all functions in the pelvis. That same angled pelvis, where the hips lean forward, end up splaying the hips outward, so the pelvic floor under you swings inward, causing the floor to dip, and thus giving you the feeling like you're sitting on a golfball, all while also weakening (stretching out) the tendons on the back of your thighs, so when you stand up again, your pelvis doesn't revert to standard position, but one where it also dips forward, continuing the problem.

I've spent the last few weeks since meeting the physical therapist consciously balancing my weight on my heels, walking with my feet straight forward instead of splayed, making sure my hips werent pushing my butt out and back, and sitting on the bones of the pelvis, and not with my back arched like they taught in middle school. So far, if I manage my stress, drink water, sleep well, dont smoke, it makes a difference. Since I'm not doing really any of the aforementioned stress management (fuck me, right? I like American Spirits, so I smoke when I'm stressed, and I'm stressed, so I smoke), it still makes a night/day difference, but I'm not perfect yet. I want to get back to 100%, and I need to do what I know I need to do to get there. Meanwhile, getting back into the job market, getting back into education, getting insured again (just turned 26, all this shit started just before my 24th birthday, diapers are not fun man) so I'm still stressing out.

Fuck.
 
I would agree with your plan to hold off on PE until the cause can be identified, its not worth causing agony and issue to just increase penis size. The time frame on which you started an increased dose meds does seem like there are possible correlation, are you limited to that one medication? if not have you talked to our doctor about switching to something else? I wouldn't recommenced quitting the rx cold turkey especially on that dosage as you could get some ill effects but perhaps a change in dosage could reduce the side effects.
 
Sinthious;731696 said:
I would agree with your plan to hold off on PE until the cause can be identified, its not worth causing agony and issue to just increase penis size. The time frame on which you started an increased dose meds does seem like there are possible correlation, are you limited to that one medication? if not have you talked to our doctor about switching to something else? I wouldn't recommenced quitting the rx cold turkey especially on that dosage as you could get some ill effects but perhaps a change in dosage could reduce the side effects.


I spoke to the psychiatrist about this, and while she said that there was the possibility of correlation, she wouldn't officially say it to an insurance company on our behalf, so I'm out of insurance for the moment, so medicaid for temporary assistance is probably my only route right now. And yeah, quitting this stuff cold turkey isn't really an option - not only do you have to step up on dosages to reach a max dose level for your particular needs, you have to step down as well, because the possible schizophrenic repercussions are reportedly fucking awful, and on the days where I havent taken the medication, it's clear that I don't want to go on anything less than what the doctor says. Plus, lamotrigine has this wonderful 1-1000 chance of making all your skin fall off and killing you, so that's another reason for the precautionary measures.

The goal right now is to go from 200mg XR, to 100mg, to 50, to off it, one week per dosage change. The doc wants me to take 5mg of Abilify each day starting now so I don't have a break in my mental state, but after looking up reported cases, Abilify has a greater chance at causing the issues I'm facing than lamotrigine - plus, Abilify recently entered a class-action lawsuit for amplifying addictive personality traits in certain individuals, so that's neat. No, I want to get off the pills entirely to see how this turns out. If it turns out I still have the issue, then good thing is, I can get back on Lamotrigine and find other solutions. If it is the meds, well, that'll suck for a bit, but there are other medications, and in the time I've been on this med, I've developed my own personal toolkit on maintaining my mental health, so we'll see what happens.
 
Ouch yea i would be cautious i wouldn't want my skin falling off, unfortunately medications can have side effects as dangerous as the condition they are treating. Hopefully changing meds help i know i would stay away from Abilify made my wife act like she was on cocaine or meth and she wouldn't remember it at all. I will be wishing you luck on things changing for the better!
 
Blue, There is 24 hours in the day and 365 days in the year....you have plenty of time to rest, heal and feel better! Once you have healed you can come back with a vengeance! It is frustrating to have to be out of the game but that is the deal some times. I will continue too pray for you and I hope things happen with great speed.
 
doublelongdaddy;731787 said:
Blue, There is 24 hours in the day and 365 days in the year....you have plenty of time to rest, heal and feel better! Once you have healed you can come back with a vengeance! It is frustrating to have to be out of the game but that is the deal some times. I will continue too pray for you and I hope things happen with great speed.

Thanks DLD, I hope I will soon. This thing has put a lot of things on hiatus for a year and a half now, but I've had a great opportunity to learn a lot that I might not have had time for otherwise. Silver linings, but I'm looking forward to the future.
 
bluetard117;731903 said:
Thanks DLD, I hope I will soon. This thing has put a lot of things on hiatus for a year and a half now, but I've had a great opportunity to learn a lot that I might not have had time for otherwise. Silver linings, but I'm looking forward to the future.

When we suffer our vision can become cloudy to the grace of the suffering. The silver lining you speak of is your ability to see through the cloud of suffering to see how this benefits you. This is a wise use of suffering. And we all suffer in one way or the other. Continue to take advantage of the time you do have in studying and preparing. This ritual of preparing and studying will open the door to training so much faster as the mind is getting primed.
 
Hey all,

So for the last year and a half, I've been dealing with some shit. I won't go terribly far into it here, but CPPS looks to be the culprit - seems to fit the bill, and the age. If you're interested, I made a few posts a while back about what I was experiencing, and for a while I thought it was a medication I'm on - still not sure about it, but we'll see.

Point is, I've been off the PE wagon for a long while now. I still have the high and tight scrotum, small and hard flaccid that comes with CPPS, which has put me off doing anything for the sake of not exacerbating any issue. I still want to do PE, and I'd love to find a way that I can get as far the fuck away from the symptoms of CPPS as I can - this shit isn't tolerable, and it's definitely led to a diminished quality of life. At 26 years old, and having had this now for two birthdays, I'm fucking done with it. I want a giant dick, but moreso, the normally functioning body. If not doing PE ever again, and having a normal body is what it's going to take - fine.


Anyone else deal with this shit? In my age range, or anyone else older and more experienced who has dealt with this.

Thanks,
Blue

Has this been fixed yet? I honestly know nothing about it though.
 
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