begging your forgiveness....

So much has happened over these past 8 months, since the physical building of the ALPHA+BLADE SYSTEMS. I don't want to reiterate what you already know but I do want to interject a overall comment. Nothing of such great potential, not unlike MOS, is easily produced. We can plan and pencil in dates and if the world is perfect maybe these goals would be fulfilled.

The 16th of January, my sons birthday, a date I hold sacred did not allow ALPHA+BLADE to happen. Unfortunately I put my hand through a window out of frustration. I had 2 of the most important people with me with full intension of completing the project and when I realized ALPHA+BLADE would be delayed I lost it Sorry Ben and Nico< Adding insult to injury I severed a main blood supply to my right hand and lost enough blood I needed to be revived...For the second time in my life (or should I say LIVES) I died. Thanks to modern medicine and the Easthampton fire and police department I was quickly revived and found myself in the Cooley Dickinson Hospital.

When I woke I was very weak and mentally/physically drained. My first thought were everyone here who have supported our monumental project. I felt guilty for not being here for you. I knew that I must have disappointed Jen, my family and my online family. The next 10 days were spent in rehabilitation of a hand the hospital said would never work again. When I saw the extensive damage I had done to my hand my mind went into DLD mode and I developed a hand full of exercises I could do in hopes of regaining some use of the injured hand. Unlike the ear I have permanently lost hearing in, the hand is at 90% usage I believe after the scarring calms down I will regain all of it.

Every free moment I had in the hospital was spent on my art. I created over 25 pieces that are a snapshot into my life and every moment up until this point. If you want I will upload all of the art.

I was released yesterday and I am now back in ALPHA+BLADE STUDIOS. My son dropped off his cat to keep me company. The studio is still not complete but with anything I have ever gotten involved with...ALPHA+BLADE will happen and it will be our greatest accomplishment yet.

Peace and 1

Seems fucked up man nothing good comes out of anger good to see u back.

Welcome back!:cool: :cool: :cool: :cool:

welcome back man .. if the mountain was smooth, you could NOT climb it .. get well soon

mikeyyyyyyyyyyy man i took a break from this forum, and tonight
i get on it AND READ THIS???

hope you get better, and no need to ask for forgivness, we all love your
ass

Welcome bavk, Mike, heal brother, heal---take it easy for awhile.


MHS

Glad to see you're back and healing, good pal. I understand that kind of anger and how self-destructive it can be. Of course there's nothing to forgive.
We're just glad you didn't do yourself in. I'm sure your family feels the same way.

Regarding A.B., good things come to those who wait!!

Welcome back Mike! You had us all worried to hell; it just isn’t the same without you.

DLD when I was younger(elementary) came of the bus and thought my older brother was f'n around and wouldn't come to the door, I knock on that window so hard, my hand went right through slicing (at the time seemed pretty bad) my wrist, although i could imagine it coulda'v been worse

everybody loses it. shit i cant count the number of times i have. take care of that hand and the rest of yourself. like i said in another thread we can wait. it sounds worth waiting for.

thats fantastic news that uve come thru it mate.
Whoever wrote that comment about you cant climb your mountain if its smooth, ive printed that and have it on my wall.

Cant wait for alpha blade mate, perhaps chapter one could be on how one should buy a punching bag for stress relief

God Bless you mike.

No need to welcome you back to your house. Just get better and be good.

I'm very glad to see you're back. Hope everything goes well with your recovery. Relax and take your time with the AB project, as you don't want to lose it again.

Hi Mike good to see you back on here. Later.

Mike, it's good to see you back. There's nothing to forgive and we're with you all the way. Get well soon mate.

another achievement to the list!! welcome back

Get well soon. Hey in this life what dosn't kill ya will probably make you stronger.

Glad to see you back. Having flaws is what makes us human. We all make mistakes. At the end of the day all you did was let your anger get the better of you. On top that old Murphy threw you one hell of a curve ball. No forgiveness necessary man.

Hey Mike, it's great to have you back! :D Like so many have said on here, there's no need to apologize for anything. Anger and frustration is part of Penis Enlargement, hell, it's why most of us are here. Anyhow, we'd rather have you than Alpha Blade anyday.

Oh, and if you feel like punching something, I'm sure one of us can get out hands on Pokey. :D

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Oh, and if you feel like punching something, I'm sure one of us can get out hands on Pokey. :D

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hehehehehehheheh OMG that was a low blow (funny though).

Mike I and I'm sure every true fan of MOS is thrilled to hear from you- long live the king of Penis Enlargement!!!!!!