My seven day calendar has been enacted!
I made a new record I got to 14 days this time without whacking it. Hopefully I’ll get 21 days next.
whoops I jerked last night ? Did not view adult entertainment only female faces. I’m not sure if I feel guilty or not. I am a Christian and I guess I get kind of confused when it comes to women in a certain sense. I know there’s no sin in masturbation, the sin is in what I look or think on. So if I am not viewing adult entertainment but still jerk it, theoretically, I should feel no guilt. Perhaps I feel bad about masterbation but why?
It is fucking difficult to do so
There will always be more work to do. And we will never be perfect. The important thing here is that we are taking action to better ourselves. I used to whack off 3 to 4 times a day and today it happens once a week once every two weeks, that’s a big accomplishment in my book. And again we never ever ever ever want to put a law above our heads. Doing this takes Grace not rules.
I’ll get some HCQ for you to get to your penis just in case LOL
Conditions right now:
1. Erection quality decreased
2. Volume of ejaculation decreasaed aswell.
3. Hard kegels hurt. Sometimes soft kegels hurt as well when penis is somewhat erect
4. Peyronies
Things I am doing to better my penis:
1. Jelqed once this week
I think I know what is the cause of all of this fucked up things with my penis........
With close inspection I realized that I have PEYRONIES......
So, I jelqed once this week opposite to the bent and it helped a lot for my penis.......
My EQ was better, penis was somewhat straight, kegels were not hurting........
I never did jeqling again and that is the mistake I did........
I did jelqing for one day that made my penis really good but stopped after that because I thought I didn't need it.......
It made my penis good for only 2 days. After that it was back to square one
1. Erection quality decreased
2. Volume of ejaculation decreasaed aswell.
3. Hard kegels hurt. Sometimes soft kegels hurt as well when penis is somewhat erect
4. Peyronies
Things I am doing to better my penis:
1. Jelqed once this week
I think I know what is the cause of all of this fucked up things with my penis........
With close inspection I realized that I have PEYRONIES......
So, I jelqed once this week opposite to the bent and it helped a lot for my penis.......
My EQ was better, penis was somewhat straight, kegels were not hurting........
I never did jeqling again and that is the mistake I did........
I did jelqing for one day that made my penis really good but stopped after that because I thought I didn't need it.......
It made my penis good for only 2 days. After that it was back to square one
How did you develop the Peyronies?
I was doing hardcore exercises without proper warmup or routine.......
Also, I had improper masturbation practices.......
That's the major problems I have.......
I do not enough privacy for jelqing. Even if I can jelq, I can only do it with soap not oil. Soap is harsh on skin and excessive can result in itchiness......
So I have decided to go in for semen retention......
I won't fap and will jelq my penis upto health
The curve is from mid shaft to the tip......
The curve is more than 30 deg..... So technically it is Peyronies.......
Once I jelqed in the opposite direction of the curve and my penis did got restored for 2 days. It was 100% erect and the pain was almost negligible. However, after the 3rd day, it was back to peyronies......
So I decided not to fap nor even PE for some time..........
After that, I will PE just to treat peyronies (upward jelqing only)
Till I treated my peyronies, I am going to keep fapping to minimum......
The curve is more than 30 deg..... So technically it is Peyronies.......
Once I jelqed in the opposite direction of the curve and my penis did got restored for 2 days. It was 100% erect and the pain was almost negligible. However, after the 3rd day, it was back to peyronies......
So I decided not to fap nor even PE for some time..........
After that, I will PE just to treat peyronies (upward jelqing only)
Till I treated my peyronies, I am going to keep fapping to minimum......
You will need to go against the curve for at least six months for permanent straightening. It actually took me more time, about a year, to create the curve I wanted. So just stick to it and eventually it will remain straight.
