My experiences from 58 to 73

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I feel responsible to write some of my experiences here since long ago I found this site and it gained me a lot. I need to give back.

At about the age of 58 I started hanging. Not much to start, maybe a pound or so. I didn't check any changes for a while, but in a couple months I had gained .2". That gave me the confidence to carry on. I kept increasing the weight, until it was really heavy. 10-15 lbs. attached to my penis with a homemade choker behind the head and slung over my leg while I sat on the sofa drinking morning coffee and reading. It was quite difficult to keep it attached as the weight increased. By the age of 63 I had gone from 5 3/4 bone pressed to 7.2" bp. Girth around 5.8".

Just about then I was diagnosed with prostate cancer and underwent external beam radiation. I lost about a half an inch in length but didn't notice for a while what with the trauma of the cancer deal. It took 6 months before I became aware of it. I researched why this could happen. It turns out that the radiation causes the prostate to shrink considerably,and the volume of the expected change accounted for the length change. The urethra passes through the prostate and any change to the length of the urethra will impact the length of the penis. Certainly with prostate surgery this will happen even more.

I went back to hanging bigish weights. Next I got a [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]Bathmate[/words]. Very happy with it. I used it very forcefully. I think I modified it to gain suction.

One day after using it, I started to pee blood. Then large blood clots. After a trip to the emergency room - several - this lasted all summer, it seemed as if life would never be the same again. I couldn't possibly detail what the next months were like. I had radiation cystitus. In the process of radiating me, a quantity of the beam was deflected into a full bladder - full because they wanted that to hold the prostate in a known position during radiation. The radiation hit all around inside my bladder. Radiated tissue is a horrible mess. Blood vessels don't know where to go anymore and in the end there was a lot of surface vessels just waiting to pop. And radiated tissue doesn't heal very well either.

If it was not for hyperbaric oxygen therapy, I would be stuck worrying about when the trouble would recur.

Next. Did the radiation fix the problem. No. PSA levels are rising slowly.

What else went away? Well as of some years ago, I can't remember when, I do not any longer feel the rush of orgasm. My body does because it goes through quite a lot of very deep orgasmic thrashing, but I usually sense a nerve blackout during the process. And lacking a functioning prostate I don't ejaculate much at all. No sense of fluid rushing out of me.

I will be happy to answer any questions.
 
Wow, what a story and thanks for sharing. So where are you at today? Are you training? Are you still trying to gain size. is there anything you can do to help in the healing of this tissue? What is the prognosis according to the doctor? Also, when you were having blood in the urine, are you saying this remained for 3 months? When you say 'thrashing' what do you mean. Sorry for all the questions.
 
Big Schwanz Acht;740769 said:
you're always curious :)
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Yes I am and it sometimes gets me in hot water :) I here often, "Michael, you are very curious" wonder why? :)
 
doublelongdaddy;740891 said:
Yes I am and it sometimes gets me in hot water :) I here often, "Michael, you are very curious" wonder why? :)
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it's because you truly care and are interested...too few possess this trait
 
I am sorry that I missed these responses. I was expecting instant email notifications but none ever came!

Radiation cystitus causes constant bleeding in the bladder. The little veins open and in the most severe case cause blood clots that you can't pass, and then your bladder is blocked. A painful hospital procedure alternates pumping fluid through a 5 mm. catheter and then sucking it out. Went into hospital three times and spent the summer with a catheter of that size constantly in me, and a bag in my pocket. I thought I was going to be like this forever. But it turns out that "hyperbaric oxygen therapy" helps tissue to heal. A 10 week - I think it was - process, 5 days a week, placed inside a large clear acrylic tube and the air changed to pure oxygen. In for an hour IIRC. The urologist had a look immediately after treatment and said my bladder looked as if never radiated. Since that time scar tissue in my urethra has prevented further looking inside the bladder.

I am at 6 3/4" BPEL at the moment. Wish there was a way to gain more back. I am clamping at times, but DO NOT want to pull on my urethra ever again.

By thrashing I just mean the normal for some people involuntary body movements and noises. I found out that there is a word for the lack of feeling I am having. google Sexual anhedonia What is the case apparently that there are two directions and different pathways for the brain and sex organs to interact. It seems that the specific one going from my dick to my brain to dump dopamine is hardly working.
 
Big Schwanz Acht;740907 said:
it's because you truly care and are interested...too few possess this trait
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:) Thank you Big! I needed some cheering up today!
 
I can't figure out how to get instant notifications. If I click the place against a thread in the subscribed threads folder, and then reload the page the check mark disappears!
 
itsme;740979 said:
I can't figure out how to get instant notifications. If I click the place against a thread in the subscribed threads folder, and then reload the page the check mark disappears!
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See if it works for you now. I changed some things for you.
 
This story was all a little while ago, except for the sexual anhedonia which has come about sometime in the last few years.

I have been having sex continually except for that period with the catheter in me.

My main reason for relating all this is a warning to men who have had radiation for prostate cancer. There are more potential problems than anyone warned me about, and DO NOT put much tension on your dick/urethra, as it may give the problems I had.

DLD, I had to come back to the thread to see if anyone had posted. So still not happening.
 
itsme;741265 said:
This story was all a little while ago, except for the sexual anhedonia which has come about sometime in the last few years.

I have been having sex continually except for that period with the catheter in me.

My main reason for relating all this is a warning to men who have had radiation for prostate cancer. There are more potential problems than anyone warned me about, and DO NOT put much tension on your dick/urethra, as it may give the problems I had.

DLD, I had to come back to the thread to see if anyone had posted. So still not happening.
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That is odd as you have everything set up right now. Let me have LIGHTNING look at it to see if I missed something.
 
itsme;741605 said:
I received no notice of this post.
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maybe just stop-by the site, check-out a few threads (comment if you feel you have something to contribute) and see if your thread has any new responses. I like to read about everyone's experiences with my morning coffee :)
 
Big Schwanz Acht;741608 said:
maybe just stop-by the site, check-out a few threads (comment if you feel you have something to contribute) and see if your thread has any new responses. I like to read about everyone's experiences with my morning coffee :)
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Exactly!

I "know" that some of us are tight on time and perhaps not always on the computer, but there are certain things that are good to make a habit out of! Such as checking [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MoS[/words] every once in a while.
I come on this forum even though I don't write a log of my "progress", but to read of other people's logs, questions and so on.
Many times I don't have anything to say, but sometimes reading and being quiet gives you the opportunity to learn.

I hope itsme got all the noticement things in order: for me personally I dislike the noticements. It's in the same line as Youtube for me; I go there so often that I don't really need any notes. :D But of course not everyone is me (thank goodness!) so I do see the viewpoint for wanting that note about new posts etc..

P.S; It's fantastic to hear from veterans! That gives hope and safe feelings in my opinion: nice things don't have to come to an end when you reach a certain age.
 
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P.S; It's fantastic to hear from veterans! That gives hope and safe feelings in my opinion: nice things don't have to come to an end when you reach a certain age.
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That is the best as it is complete altruism with nothing wanted in return. So many have done this and so many others will.
 
[QUOTE = "itsme, publicación: 69895, miembro: 2401"]
Me siento responsable de escribir algunas de mis experiencias aquí desde hace mucho tiempo que encontré este sitio y me ganó mucho. Necesito devolver

At about the age of 58 I started hanging. Not much to start, maybe a pound or so. I didn't check any changes for a while, but in a couple months I had gained .2". That gave me the confidence to carry on. I kept increasing the weight, until it was really heavy. 10-15 lbs. attached to my penis with a homemade choker behind the head and slung over my leg while I sat on the sofa drinking morning coffee and reading. It was quite difficult to keep it attached as the weight increased. By the age of 63 I had gone from 5 3/4 bone pressed to 7.2" bp. Girth around 5.8".

Just about then I was diagnosed with prostate cancer and underwent external beam radiation. I lost about a half an inch in length but didn't notice for a while what with the trauma of the cancer deal. It took 6 months before I became aware of it. I researched why this could happen. It turns out that the radiation causes the prostate to shrink considerably,and the volume of the expected change accounted for the length change. The urethra passes through the prostate and any change to the length of the urethra will impact the length of the penis. Certainly with prostate surgery this will happen even more.

I went back to hanging bigish weights. Next I got a [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]Bathmate[/words]. Very happy with it. I used it very forcefully. I think I modified it to gain suction.

Un día después de usarlo, comencé a orinar sangre. Luego grandes coágulos de sangre. Después de un viaje a la sala de emergencias, varios, que duró todo el verano, parecía que la vida nunca volvería a ser la misma. No podría detallar cómo fueron los próximos meses. Tuve cistitis por radiación. En el proceso de irradiarme, una cantidad del rayo se desvió hacia una vejiga llena, llena porque querían mantener la próstata en una posición conocida durante la radiación. La radiación golpeó todo alrededor de mi vejiga. El tejido irradiado es un desastre horrible. Los vasos sanguíneos ya no saben a dónde ir y al final había muchos vasos de superficie esperando a explotar. Y el tejido irradiado tampoco cicatriza muy bien.

Si no fuera por la terapia de oxígeno hiperbárico, estaría atascado preocupándome sobre cuándo volvería a ocurrir el problema.

Del mes próximo. ¿La radiación solucionó el problema? No. Los niveles de PSA están cada vez más lentamente.

¿Qué más se fue? Bueno, como hace algunos años, no recuerdo cuándo, ya no siento el impulso del orgasmo. Mi cuerpo lo hace porque pasa por una gran orgásmica muy profunda, pero generalmente siento un desmayo nervioso durante el proceso. Y sin una próstata funcional no eyaculo mucho en absoluto. No hay sensación de fluido saliendo de mí.

Estaré feliz de responder cualquier pregunta.
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itsme said:
I feel responsible to write some of my experiences here since long ago I found this site and it gained me a lot. I need to give back.

At about the age of 58 I started hanging. Not much to start, maybe a pound or so. I didn't check any changes for a while, but in a couple months I had gained .2". That gave me the confidence to carry on. I kept increasing the weight, until it was really heavy. 10-15 lbs. attached to my penis with a homemade choker behind the head and slung over my leg while I sat on the sofa drinking morning coffee and reading. It was quite difficult to keep it attached as the weight increased. By the age of 63 I had gone from 5 3/4 bone pressed to 7.2" bp. Girth around 5.8".

Casi en ese momento me diagnosticaron cáncer de próstata y me sometieron a radiación de haz externo. Perdí alrededor de media pulgada de largo, pero no me di cuenta por un tiempo con el trauma del tratamiento del cáncer. Pasaron 6 meses antes de que me diera cuenta. Investigué por qué esto podría suceder. Resulta que la radiación hace que la próstata se reduzca considerablemente, y el volumen del cambio esperado explica el cambio de longitud. La uretra pasa a través de la próstata y cualquier cambio en la longitud de la uretra afectará la longitud del pene. Ciertamente, con la cirugía de próstata, esto sucederá aún más.

Volví a colgar pesas grandes. Luego obtuve un [palabras = https: //officialhydromaxpump.com/? Uid = 6 & oid = 2 & affid = 98] Bathmate [/ palabras]. Muy contento con eso. Lo usé con mucha fuerza. Creo que lo modifiqué para ganar succión.

Un día después de usarlo, comencé a orinar sangre. Luego grandes coágulos de sangre. Después de un viaje a la sala de emergencias, varios, que duró todo el verano, parecía que la vida nunca volvería a ser la misma. No podría detallar cómo fueron los próximos meses. Tuve cistitis por radiación. En el proceso de irradiarme, una cantidad del rayo se desvió hacia una vejiga llena, llena porque querían mantener la próstata en una posición conocida durante la radiación. La radiación golpeó todo alrededor de mi vejiga. El tejido irradiado es un desastre horrible. Los vasos sanguíneos ya no saben a dónde ir y al final había muchos vasos de superficie esperando a explotar. Y el tejido irradiado tampoco cicatriza muy bien.

Si no fuera por la terapia de oxígeno hiperbárico, estaría atascado preocupándome sobre cuándo volvería a ocurrir el problema.

Próximo. ¿La radiación solucionó el problema? No. Los niveles de PSA están aumentando lentamente.

¿Qué más se fue? Bueno, como hace algunos años, no recuerdo cuándo, ya no siento el impulso del orgasmo. Mi cuerpo lo hace porque pasa por una gran orgásmica muy profunda, pero generalmente siento un desmayo nervioso durante el proceso. Y sin una próstata funcional no eyaculo mucho en absoluto. No hay sensación de fluido saliendo de mí.

Estaré feliz de responder cualquier pregunta.
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elburrodecali said:
[QUOTE = "itsme, publicación: 69895, miembro: 2401"]
Me siento responsable de escribir algunas de mis experiencias aquí desde hace mucho tiempo que encontré este sitio y me ganó mucho. Necesito devolver

At about the age of 58 I started hanging. Not much to start, maybe a pound or so. I didn't check any changes for a while, but in a couple months I had gained .2". That gave me the confidence to carry on. I kept increasing the weight, until it was really heavy. 10-15 lbs. attached to my penis with a homemade choker behind the head and slung over my leg while I sat on the sofa drinking morning coffee and reading. It was quite difficult to keep it attached as the weight increased. By the age of 63 I had gone from 5 3/4 bone pressed to 7.2" bp. Girth around 5.8".

Just about then I was diagnosed with prostate cancer and underwent external beam radiation. I lost about a half an inch in length but didn't notice for a while what with the trauma of the cancer deal. It took 6 months before I became aware of it. I researched why this could happen. It turns out that the radiation causes the prostate to shrink considerably,and the volume of the expected change accounted for the length change. The urethra passes through the prostate and any change to the length of the urethra will impact the length of the penis. Certainly with prostate surgery this will happen even more.

I went back to hanging bigish weights. Next I got a [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]Bathmate[/words]. Very happy with it. I used it very forcefully. I think I modified it to gain suction.

Un día después de usarlo, comencé a orinar sangre. Luego grandes coágulos de sangre. Después de un viaje a la sala de emergencias, varios, que duró todo el verano, parecía que la vida nunca volvería a ser la misma. No podría detallar cómo fueron los próximos meses. Tuve cistitis por radiación. En el proceso de irradiarme, una cantidad del rayo se desvió hacia una vejiga llena, llena porque querían mantener la próstata en una posición conocida durante la radiación. La radiación golpeó todo alrededor de mi vejiga. El tejido irradiado es un desastre horrible. Los vasos sanguíneos ya no saben a dónde ir y al final había muchos vasos de superficie esperando a explotar. Y el tejido irradiado tampoco cicatriza muy bien.

Si no fuera por la terapia de oxígeno hiperbárico, estaría atascado preocupándome sobre cuándo volvería a ocurrir el problema.

Del mes próximo. ¿La radiación solucionó el problema? No. Los niveles de PSA están cada vez más lentamente.

¿Qué más se fue? Bueno, como hace algunos años, no recuerdo cuándo, ya no siento el impulso del orgasmo. Mi cuerpo lo hace porque pasa por una gran orgásmica muy profunda, pero generalmente siento un desmayo nervioso durante el proceso. Y sin una próstata funcional no eyaculo mucho en absoluto. No hay sensación de fluido saliendo de mí.

Estaré feliz de responder cualquier pregunta.
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One day after using it, I started to bleed. Luego large blood clots. After a trip to the emergency room, several, which lasted all summer, it seemed that life would never be misma again. I couldn't detonate as I did in the coming months. You had cystitis by radiation. In the process of irradiating, a corner of the ray has gone astray, a beautiful woman, because she wants to keep her prostate in a position known during radiation. The radiation hit all around my body. The irradiated roof is a horrible disaster. Blood vessels did not know where to go to the end, there were many surface vessels waiting to explode. The irradiated tissue also heals very well. If I didn’t fight for hyperbaric oxygen therapy, I’d be bothered worrying about what would happen again. Next month. Did radiation solve the problem? No. The PSA levels are slowly getting worse. What's wrong? But, as some years ago, in the back of the day, I don't feel the impulse of orgasm. My body does it because it goes through a very deep orgasmic granule, but I usually feel nervous wasting during the process. And without a functional prostate in the eyo too much at all. There is no sensation of fluid coming out of me. You will be happy to answer any question.
 
DLD said:
Indeed! But none of that really matters too much as I know that Jesus is on his way very soon!
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Mmm ? i don't think so we'd die before he visits this trashy planet again..This Is a troubled planet everything sucks or most things suck, there's poverty,famine, wars, disease, destruction, death and corruption of all kind.But no i Don't think Jesus will visit us i think as you mentioned before Satan owns the world ? fortunately some people have the heart to help others and talk about a real GOD even when we cant see him he's everywhere in nature everywhere..
 
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Mmm ? i don't think so we'd die before he visits this trashy planet again..This Is a troubled planet everything sucks or most things suck, there's poverty,famine, wars, disease, destruction, death and corruption of all kind.But no i Don't think Jesus will visit us i think as you mentioned before Satan owns the world ? fortunately some people have the heart to help others and talk about a real GOD even when we cant see him he's everywhere in nature everywhere..
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The book of life is extremely thin
 
LONGERDICK7+ said:
Wow our name is written on the book of life.
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It is written and it can’t be undone. You have been saved once and for all. There is no way you can lose your salvation no matter what. Jesus bought you by his blood at the cross, you belong to Christ! Your name is certainly written in the book of the Lamb (life)
 
DLD said:
It is written and it can’t be undone. You have been saved once and for all. There is no way you can lose your salvation no matter what. Jesus bought you by his blood at the cross, you belong to Christ! Your name is certainly written in the book of the Lamb (life)
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Jesus is wisdom n Love but not everybody got their name written in that book
 
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Jesus is wisdom n Love but not everybody got their name written in that book
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for someone to be in that book need to believe that Jesus came to earth to die for their sins. He came to be crucified, buried, raised to life and accented into Heaven and that He will return...if someone has faith in this they are in the book. The scripture says “many will come up to me on the day and say Lord, Lord I have done great things for you but I will say ‘I never knew you’” this is because they did not truly believe in God and did not want to know Him so He did not know them. His reaction is completely justified.

We know the simple requirements to be saved. It has nothing to do with religion, rules or rituals, it is simply believing in Christ Jesus! The message is too simple and that is why man has had the constant desire to complicate for money or fame. We don’t need that! We don’t gotta go some church to get to know God, you simply need to believe and Jesus freely gives us salvation as a gift! Priceless indeed! It doesn’t hurt to read some of your Bible everyday. 5 minutes of reading goes a long way.

Your in the book, I know this because I recognize Christ in you as you do in me. Fellowship proves our love for Christ and our desire to learn and spread the word. I want everyone to have what I have! I don’t want to see anyone to miss out on eternity with God, but the choices they make will determine their destiny.
 
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The choices they make will determine their destiny.Whats our destiny well here on earth is what we choose right? If we choose wrong we will suffer,n we will have spiritual death.Sin, jealousy lies lust laziness etc rules the heart of men.

What's the opposite i wonder?
 
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LONGERDICK7+ said:
The choices they make will determine their destiny.Whats our destiny well here on earth is what we choose right? If we choose wrong we will suffer,n we will have spiritual death.Sin, jealousy lies lust laziness etc rules the heart of men.

What's the opposite i wonder?
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The first thing to understand is we will always do wrong until the day of the Lord. We all commit sin and it’s a part of the human condition. Being Christians we do not sin as much as we used to but we still fall for temptation. Perfection is something we should never seek out because it’s just like trying to follow rules, it does not work. What works is what we know, the grace of Jesus Christ. As long as you have been saved by Jesus Christ there’s no way you can lose your salvation. He’s in you and you’re in him and us forever. What God wants us to do is to tell everybody else about what we have received. Spread that beautiful awareness and bring as many people to Christ as possible
 
itsme said:
I feel responsible to write some of my experiences here since long ago I found this site and it gained me a lot. I need to give back.

At about the age of 58 I started hanging. Not much to start, maybe a pound or so. I didn't check any changes for a while, but in a couple months I had gained .2". That gave me the confidence to carry on. I kept increasing the weight, until it was really heavy. 10-15 lbs. attached to my penis with a homemade choker behind the head and slung over my leg while I sat on the sofa drinking morning coffee and reading. It was quite difficult to keep it attached as the weight increased. By the age of 63 I had gone from 5 3/4 bone pressed to 7.2" bp. Girth around 5.8".

Just about then I was diagnosed with prostate cancer and underwent external beam radiation. I lost about a half an inch in length but didn't notice for a while what with the trauma of the cancer deal. It took 6 months before I became aware of it. I researched why this could happen. It turns out that the radiation causes the prostate to shrink considerably,and the volume of the expected change accounted for the length change. The urethra passes through the prostate and any change to the length of the urethra will impact the length of the penis. Certainly with prostate surgery this will happen even more.

I went back to hanging bigish weights. Next I got a [words=https://officialhydromaxpump.com/?uid=6&oid=2&affid=98]Bathmate[/words]. Very happy with it. I used it very forcefully. I think I modified it to gain suction.

One day after using it, I started to pee blood. Then large blood clots. After a trip to the emergency room - several - this lasted all summer, it seemed as if life would never be the same again. I couldn't possibly detail what the next months were like. I had radiation cystitus. In the process of radiating me, a quantity of the beam was deflected into a full bladder - full because they wanted that to hold the prostate in a known position during radiation. The radiation hit all around inside my bladder. Radiated tissue is a horrible mess. Blood vessels don't know where to go anymore and in the end there was a lot of surface vessels just waiting to pop. And radiated tissue doesn't heal very well either.

If it was not for hyperbaric oxygen therapy, I would be stuck worrying about when the trouble would recur.

Next. Did the radiation fix the problem. No. PSA levels are rising slowly.

What else went away? Well as of some years ago, I can't remember when, I do not any longer feel the rush of orgasm. My body does because it goes through quite a lot of very deep orgasmic thrashing, but I usually sense a nerve blackout during the process. And lacking a functioning prostate I don't ejaculate much at all. No sense of fluid rushing out of me.

I will be happy to answer any questions.
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Basically what happened is you cost too much pressure along the What vessels lining your urethra. One of those little micro vessels ruptured releasing blood.
 
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