Hey Littleasiancock, some girl obviously fucked you up bad, your dick is definitely not small at all, the sooner you realize it the better. In fact most legitimately small guys would probably be offended to see that lol. I think you will feel better if you measured if you are anything more than 4.5 mid girth or 6 inch Bone pressed, consider yourself lucky.
Additionally upwards bends are normal, if anything desirable, I would not trade mine for downward one.
Sorry, I hope none of you guys with legit small dicks are offended! I'm just going by what my ex said lol. She was probably expecting me to have a adult entertainment star sized penis and was disappointed to find a "small" one lol. Thank you guys for your input! I hope to one day reach the golden size (8 inches BPenis EnlargementL, 6 inches MSEG)
Best of luck