i have been in the Penis Enlargement world for a very long time and have made thousands of posts to many sites, i'll read a lot of shit that red posts, so i consider myself in a position to judge.
I am takeing a break from MOS ... had enough
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REDZULU2003
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Okay let me clear this up.
I AINT LEAVING, I NEVER SAID I WAS.
I am ill at the moment, mentally as some may know and I am mixed up in the head, I dont think right etc etc , plus my OWN family aint supporting me which dunt help.
As for those morons like Executioner and Anon who reckon I want attention and this and that, well NO. ... I dont....I am a DECENT man I thought as I am always here peeps might think '''where the FUCK is red''' well they WILL KNOW NOW so you two,
I will NEVER leave [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words], like fuck I will.
The reason I am posting things like this is cos my mind aint right, I cant think straight...at all.
I lost my job, the job I loved serving the communty saving lives, I lost freind who told me to fuck off cos I am MAD, my family are half assed with suporting me, my sex life is a sham, I feel like shit and I see no future really just patterns.
I suppose to folk like Executioner this is weak and uncalled for....well hard fucking luck sunny...this is a forum these are my freinds I will talk , dont like what I say than dont read....but please dont come out with utter bollocks to me, I mean ya dont fuckin know me mate.
As for that daft cunt who came out with the small dick comment Well I pity you, weak pathetic creature....its things like you that make me wonna stop helping people on places like this.
The main reason I posted this here is like I mentioned so YOU guys wouldnt think ''where is he'' you would know, it wasnt a cry for help, the bits about no thanks were just my mind mixed up over certain things here like the chatroom which was a UTTER failiure and all I got was bad PM's about it.
I am GLAD I have GOOD freinds here, I am UNSTABLE in the head and this may come across now more...i.e. my temper which is BAD right now, I nearly smacked the postman today rofl no shit, I could of killed the paperboy yesterday.
Damn things aint any easy when ya own Mum and dad dont suppport ya, they care yes, but they aint really bothered.....they just think I should get on with it ... TYPICAL UK ATTITITUDE LIKE the executioner and Anon but it pathetic and old ... I cant just move the fuck on.
I am having therapy soon for my mind to get me right, I hope that works.
I can only say sorry for not typing my message clearer for some, but I aint thinking right.
I can hear my ears BURN right now from guys like you know who.....well you guys aint had a problem in ya life otherwise you would support others and not be like thr way you are.
Dont post back and say sorry ,,, I DO NOT accept them from assholes.
Maybe the hostility is cos I was an ex Network Engineer and you two are into the computer world to? you always mouthed of to me about PC's thinking ya could make me look daft , I reckon thats why ya have beef with me on this,tut tut tut tut little men. rofl better get back to Studying Anon for that degree :fight:
As for the rest of ya THANKS for being supportive , I will try to keep active even though my mind is out of shape.
cyaz
I AINT LEAVING, I NEVER SAID I WAS.
I am ill at the moment, mentally as some may know and I am mixed up in the head, I dont think right etc etc , plus my OWN family aint supporting me which dunt help.
As for those morons like Executioner and Anon who reckon I want attention and this and that, well NO. ... I dont....I am a DECENT man I thought as I am always here peeps might think '''where the FUCK is red''' well they WILL KNOW NOW so you two,
I will NEVER leave [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words], like fuck I will.
The reason I am posting things like this is cos my mind aint right, I cant think straight...at all.
I lost my job, the job I loved serving the communty saving lives, I lost freind who told me to fuck off cos I am MAD, my family are half assed with suporting me, my sex life is a sham, I feel like shit and I see no future really just patterns.
I suppose to folk like Executioner this is weak and uncalled for....well hard fucking luck sunny...this is a forum these are my freinds I will talk , dont like what I say than dont read....but please dont come out with utter bollocks to me, I mean ya dont fuckin know me mate.
As for that daft cunt who came out with the small dick comment Well I pity you, weak pathetic creature....its things like you that make me wonna stop helping people on places like this.
The main reason I posted this here is like I mentioned so YOU guys wouldnt think ''where is he'' you would know, it wasnt a cry for help, the bits about no thanks were just my mind mixed up over certain things here like the chatroom which was a UTTER failiure and all I got was bad PM's about it.
I am GLAD I have GOOD freinds here, I am UNSTABLE in the head and this may come across now more...i.e. my temper which is BAD right now, I nearly smacked the postman today rofl no shit, I could of killed the paperboy yesterday.
Damn things aint any easy when ya own Mum and dad dont suppport ya, they care yes, but they aint really bothered.....they just think I should get on with it ... TYPICAL UK ATTITITUDE LIKE the executioner and Anon but it pathetic and old ... I cant just move the fuck on.
I am having therapy soon for my mind to get me right, I hope that works.
I can only say sorry for not typing my message clearer for some, but I aint thinking right.
I can hear my ears BURN right now from guys like you know who.....well you guys aint had a problem in ya life otherwise you would support others and not be like thr way you are.
Dont post back and say sorry ,,, I DO NOT accept them from assholes.
Maybe the hostility is cos I was an ex Network Engineer and you two are into the computer world to? you always mouthed of to me about PC's thinking ya could make me look daft , I reckon thats why ya have beef with me on this,tut tut tut tut little men. rofl better get back to Studying Anon for that degree :fight:
As for the rest of ya THANKS for being supportive , I will try to keep active even though my mind is out of shape.
cyaz
RED,
I feel you completely. Do not even worry about those people. I know you and you are a good person. Do whatever you have to do. I know it feels like your life is in shambles but it will get better.
Email me, Believe me. I completely understand.
silver7titan@hotmail.com
I am here for you, brother.
Not to take pity but for an ear.
Later,
Channel7
I feel you completely. Do not even worry about those people. I know you and you are a good person. Do whatever you have to do. I know it feels like your life is in shambles but it will get better.
Email me, Believe me. I completely understand.
silver7titan@hotmail.com
I am here for you, brother.
Not to take pity but for an ear.
Later,
Channel7
REDZULU2003
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I wouldnt worry about him dld, hes just a sad creature like that Gollom thing of LOTR.....tut tut tut how sad, he hasnt a life.
He must of hated me from day one and this is his chance to come out the shadown, well welcome to [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] .... rofl NOT.
Thanks channel for the offer.
He must of hated me from day one and this is his chance to come out the shadown, well welcome to [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] .... rofl NOT.
Thanks channel for the offer.
Just a few words Bro. I have always looked forward to reading your posts. You have great information and a great sense of humor!! I understand about kicking back for a while. You do what you gotta do Bro. Just remember there are A LOT of us out here that truly admire you and have some kind of link to you in this brotherhood.
We'll be here for you and be sure to step in and post whenever you feel the need. <
We'll be here for you and be sure to step in and post whenever you feel the need. <
REDZULU2003
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I hope ya werent crying ctwm 
get them tears wiped away goddam it, I am here to stay so hard luck rofl J/K I just wanted to tell yaz all if I am ABSENT dont worry I aint strung myself up [bad joke] but am healing if ya will :O
cyaz and cheers.
get them tears wiped away goddam it, I am here to stay so hard luck rofl J/K I just wanted to tell yaz all if I am ABSENT dont worry I aint strung myself up [bad joke] but am healing if ya will :O cyaz and cheers.
Red, I'm not going to apologise but I want to clarify - I'm not having a go, nor do I have a typical english attitude. It seems I just misunderstood your original post, which often happens on the net. I have had problems myself, and have had friends and girlfriends with serious problems, so I understand if you're having them too.
I do enjoy your posts here (except the ones aiming abuse at me), and you've obviously contributed a lot to the Penis Enlargement world. It would be a shame if you left [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MoS[/words] for good, but it sounds like you're not going to. One of the biggest and hardest steps to take is to get help, and you're well on the way. Get well soon 
I do enjoy your posts here (except the ones aiming abuse at me
), and you've obviously contributed a lot to the Penis Enlargement world. It would be a shame if you left [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MoS[/words] for good, but it sounds like you're not going to. One of the biggest and hardest steps to take is to get help, and you're well on the way. Get well soon 
I have a feeling this is really the only forum that will accept usREDZULU2003
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RED has more issues than a news stand
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rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl If I were a newspaper I would SELL SELL SELL rofl rofl rofl summuts always going on with me, never a calm moment
And Anon, I make an exception I FORGIVE you man.
I have been HARD and NASTY to you once before in the past in that PM which wasnt nice, glad to see you are decent and have the balls to come out....thanks.
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rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl If I were a newspaper I would SELL SELL SELL rofl rofl rofl summuts always going on with me, never a calm moment
And Anon, I make an exception I FORGIVE you man.
I have been HARD and NASTY to you once before in the past in that PM which wasnt nice, glad to see you are decent and have the balls to come out....thanks.
Originally posted by REDZULU2003
I hope ya werent crying ctwm
cyaz and cheers.
No tears here Red. Sometimes I can finally express myself the right way.
The BROTHERHOOD OF THE [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] LIVES!!!!
(sword pitched to the sky shouting, lighting flashing)
I just wanted to say that I appreciate your posts on this forum and that I hold you in high regard as far as people here. You are definitely in the top handful of guys on this site.
I didnt always agree with you on some of the viewpoints ( and still dont on some) you had, but after reading your posts I got a better understanding of where your point of view is coming from; and I like the way you think. You seem to be a rare thinker these days- someone who takes principled stands in spite of the opposition. That resolve should help you get through whatever problems you are having.
Thats exactly what i wanted to say u Red. Dont let this fuckers bother u, they r just dumb and shortsighted. And i wanted to tell this nut who said this thing with a small dick and personality, that even the strongest man can mentally brake.
Red u have a great personality and u r a big supporter for this forum. Even im new here, i noticed u and enjoyed all your posts. I hope u get better and come back stronger than ever.
Hey Red I've enjoyed your posts, and learned some from them to!
Take some time and work though the crap we call life, heal up and come back stronger than ever, and remember what don't kill ya, just makes you stronger!
LT
ps:blahblah: :blahblah: :blahblah: :blahblah: to all the assholes in life we all half to put up with!rofl rofl rofl
Take some time and work though the crap we call life, heal up and come back stronger than ever, and remember what don't kill ya, just makes you stronger!
LT
ps:blahblah: :blahblah: :blahblah: :blahblah: to all the assholes in life we all half to put up with!rofl rofl rofl
T
TheExecutioner
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Nothing that i said was out of line in the slightest, out of line would be sayiing Things directed to him in a totally offensive mannor like he has done to me in the past eg Go on a swearing Rant "fucking this fucking that" as i recall was the last thing he said to me in a post which did not at all deserve such a response and i was simply saying how an attitude like that is something i wont be missing.
And as for the Guy who reckon i was on a "Hard Man" act, no one is trying to be a hard man im just stating a FACT:
Life is tough thats a fact, this aint no fucking hard man act.
"CHECK it out, no one is making you read this thread"
Its a public Thread in the General Forums, people read threads like that dude incase you never realised
And as for the Guy who reckon i was on a "Hard Man" act, no one is trying to be a hard man im just stating a FACT:
Life is tough thats a fact, this aint no fucking hard man act.
"CHECK it out, no one is making you read this thread"
Its a public Thread in the General Forums, people read threads like that dude incase you never realised
T
TheExecutioner
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I don't claim to know you, from what i see your true colours really do shine from posts like these, what i do know of you is you got Serious Issues as we can all see and your attitude should be on the first of things to sort out, bad sex life you can live without but an attitude problem dont go down with no one.
I may seem harsh to many people, but i aint gonna Bum lick anyone even if they are a mod or having a hard time in life, im not here to dish out pitty, sitting around in a depressed state will only destroy you so instead of hanging around waiting for praise do something about it and move on.
RED,man ive been around these forums since it pretty much started.i havent posted a whole lot but i definitely know who you are as ive read alot of threads.i was also at thunders and a couple other forums as well.this forum is the best and most receptive as far as the members go that ive seen.i think maybe those that are giving you a hard time here might have seen your progress pics and are envious a bit maybe! :blahblah:
on the real though,you just gotta try to brush assholes and their opinions off bro.the saying goes,opinions are like assholes everyones got em.thats so true to me.you just gotta take a look at how valued around here you are.as said previously youre one of the gurus around here and i should know cause ive read and seen enough from you to know that.i definitely feel what youre goin through as i myself go through some of my own mental battles as much as every couple days i imagine.just remember to keep fighting it.you can never lose the war if you dont give up,only a battle here and there.but thats why this forum being pretty close knit is a good thing.you get low and a shitload of your friends will be here to drag your ass back up above ground again.so hang in there man and dont leave,this community would suffer a loss if ya did.laterz
on the real though,you just gotta try to brush assholes and their opinions off bro.the saying goes,opinions are like assholes everyones got em.thats so true to me.you just gotta take a look at how valued around here you are.as said previously youre one of the gurus around here and i should know cause ive read and seen enough from you to know that.i definitely feel what youre goin through as i myself go through some of my own mental battles as much as every couple days i imagine.just remember to keep fighting it.you can never lose the war if you dont give up,only a battle here and there.but thats why this forum being pretty close knit is a good thing.you get low and a shitload of your friends will be here to drag your ass back up above ground again.so hang in there man and dont leave,this community would suffer a loss if ya did.laterz
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