Same here man, i cant be bothered to eat all the time im eating twice in 24hrs and drink a lot of water while at home.Wednesday december 5th
Went to the gym for my full body routine, got home and cooked dinner. Lol I ate 2900 calories in 2 meals, rice, veggies, avocados, chicken breast, all the good healthy stuff, like I really can’t be bothered to eat 6-7 small meals a day.... Fuck that shit.
I have some stretching to do. So i’m doing my bundles again 20 mins and my weighted kegels & reverse kegels.
I’m on day 4 of Nofap
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So yesterday (wednesday) I have missed a full day of training.
I had doubts, motivational problems, like rationalizations etc, like “why am I doing this?” “What is my purpose in life?”
“Why am I doing PE? I’m not even talking to girls, i’m not even looking at girls.
In 2014 I did a cycle of testosterone enanthate, which fucked up my hormone levels.
I never really recovered 100% from it, I know I have to see a doctor but I don’t have the money for a specialised clinic.
So I fucked up big time, last time I tested my testosterone levels I had 200 ng/dl.....
Like almost at castration levels lol.
Normally a healthy young man of 25 should be at a 500-700 ng/dl range.
And no improvements in hormones, and that’s what’s really hindering my progress, my motivation, my mood etc.
I made so much stupid choices in my past, it’s a miracle that i’m still alive!
And I still have my whole life in front of me.
My low test levels keep me demotivated, like this is 100% a mental discipline game.
It’s 7:30 PM and I didn’t stretch one set today. It’s Thursday november 15th and I have to get those sets in before midnight.
I’m procrastinating, slacking, and i’m going through some rough mental times.
My emotions are fucked up, but I have to keep going. This journey is tough.
Special note: I tried the egyptian sexual energy circulating technique, and I was drained every day. It’s very hard to do, and maybe I should keep that practice to only once a week.
The clue is to not lose your life energy when masturbating but it’s not something you will learn in a few days.
I have problems with low libido, if I orgasm, I can go 3-4 weeks without a damn feeling in my dick + testicles before I get horny again. So there’s really something wrong with my body.
And because of daily orgasm since monday I couldn’t train kegels properly. My erection strength is 0 if I orgasm, and it stays 0 for days / weeks.
That was the reason why i’ve been doing Nofap, just to get a easy strong erection.
It’s easier to kegel and reverse kegel then.
I’m a complete mess, but I have to keep going. I don’t know what the future brings. I live day by day. I try to get in my sets per dAy.
I have a couple options that both of you (Dutch and Enrik) might like. Both are fast, easy, and CHEAP.I HATE wasting time on that shit also. Fu*in* he*l it feels like the whole day revolves around scavanging for food (going to the grocery store, cooking, doing dishes) I'm so incredibly sick at it it is 2,5 hours WASTED.
I have no option for something like you said though.
But I could buy extreme bulk package of rice I guess and Rice porridge and make in microwave
thank you I'll look into rice cooker with a steamer. However I'm a little concerned about basing my diet on rice since there is a lot of heavy metals etc. I'd rather base my diet on pasta.I have a couple options that both of you (Dutch and Enrik) might like. Both are fast, easy, and CHEAP.
1) Rice cooker with steamer on top. Rice, beans, steamed veggies. Add some oil and seasoning when it's done, and you have yourself a pretty tasty whole protein with plenty of carbs, fat, fiber, and micronutrients!
2) Check out Soylent. Ease into it, see how it works for you. If you can handle future-food every day, all you'll need is some peanuts laying around to keep your jaw moving. VERY cheap, VERY fast, VERY little cleanup required.
In talking with people about this, I've found there is no "magic diet" that works for everyone. Definitely experiment and see what works best for your body!thank you I'll look into rice cooker with a steamer. However I'm a little concerned about basing my diet on rice since there is a lot of heavy metals etc. I'd rather base my diet on pasta.
And consider the Soylent, too!
It's basically that goop they eat on the ships in The Matrix. "Everything the body needs," at least that's the idea. I lived on this stuff and peanuts pretty exclusively for over a month, and that was years ago when we were all guinea pigs. You want to get the powder and mix it yourself if you're looking for maximum cheap.What is this?
So basically this gives you everything you need nutrition wise? And this is a valid way to lose weight? If so how quickly could I see weight drop if I started using this as the predominant source of my meals?It's basically that goop they eat on the ships in The Matrix. "Everything the body needs," at least that's the idea. I lived on this stuff and peanuts pretty exclusively for over a month, and that was years ago when we were all guinea pigs. You want to get the powder and mix it yourself if you're looking for maximum cheap.
I always caution people to ease into it, though, and don't feel like you have to use it exclusively or not at all. Some people need the experience of food, and there's only one formula right now for every kind of body out there. Results may vary.
https://soylent.com/
In reverse Kegel really just feels like you’re pushing your stomach and your batt out at the same time. Really isn’t that much feeling to it. But if you’re suspensory ligament has been cut there’s no reason for you to do a reverse Kegel.
As far as the Lengthmaster goes, are you saying you’re using it without any wrap? If so, is this causing you pain or skin problems? Let me know cause I have another solution if that be the problem
Yeah my suspensory ligaments have been cut and when I stretch I put full force on my tunica shaft. I tried kegeling en reverse kegeling but it doesn’t matter for me.
I guess I just have to keep stretching this way. No more gains to be made with kegeling for me.
Maybe I can just do the kegels for the sake of kegel training while stretching. That will give me 20x 1 minute kegel sets which will help me in erection quality ?
There aren’t any problems with the lengthmaster, I just hate it when i become erect while training, I have to wait a bit or meditate while my erection fades away.
Sunday december 16th
I did 12 minutes of bundled stretching, had to file in a report for a science project. So the deadline was today.
Did not have the time for proper PE.
Well, that depends...So basically this gives you everything you need nutrition wise? And this is a valid way to lose weight? If so how quickly could I see weight drop if I started using this as the predominant source of my meals?
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