So much has happened over these past 8 months, since the physical building of the ALPHA+BLADE SYSTEMS. I don't want to reiterate what you already know but I do want to interject a overall comment. Nothing of such great potential, not unlike [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words], is easily produced. We can plan and pencil in dates and if the world is perfect maybe these goals would be fulfilled.
The 16th of January, my sons birthday, a date I hold sacred did not allow ALPHA+BLADE to happen. Unfortunately I put my hand through a window out of frustration. I had 2 of the most important people with me with full intension of completing the project and when I realized ALPHA+BLADE would be delayed I lost it:O Sorry Ben and Nico<
Adding insult to injury I severed a main blood supply to my right hand and lost enough blood I needed to be revived...For the second time in my life (or should I say LIVES) I died. Thanks to modern medicine and the Easthampton fire and police department I was quickly revived and found myself in the Cooley Dickinson Hospital.
When I woke I was very weak and mentally/physically drained. My first thought were everyone here who have supported our monumental project. I felt guilty for not being here for you. I knew that I must have disappointed Jen, my family and my online family. The next 10 days were spent in rehabilitation of a hand the hospital said would never work again. When I saw the extensive damage I had done to my hand my mind went into DLD mode and I developed a hand full of exercises I could do in hopes of regaining some use of the injured hand. Unlike the ear I have permanently lost hearing in, the hand is at 90% usage
I believe after the scarring calms down I will regain all of it.
Every free moment I had in the hospital was spent on my art. I created over 25 pieces that are a snapshot into my life and every moment up until this point. If you want I will upload all of the art.
I was released yesterday and I am now back in ALPHA+BLADE STUDIOS. My son dropped off his cat to keep me company. The studio is still not complete but with anything I have ever gotten involved with...ALPHA+BLADE will happen and it will be our greatest accomplishment yet.
Peace and 1
The 16th of January, my sons birthday, a date I hold sacred did not allow ALPHA+BLADE to happen. Unfortunately I put my hand through a window out of frustration. I had 2 of the most important people with me with full intension of completing the project and when I realized ALPHA+BLADE would be delayed I lost it:O Sorry Ben and Nico<
Adding insult to injury I severed a main blood supply to my right hand and lost enough blood I needed to be revived...For the second time in my life (or should I say LIVES) I died. Thanks to modern medicine and the Easthampton fire and police department I was quickly revived and found myself in the Cooley Dickinson Hospital. When I woke I was very weak and mentally/physically drained. My first thought were everyone here who have supported our monumental project. I felt guilty for not being here for you. I knew that I must have disappointed Jen, my family and my online family. The next 10 days were spent in rehabilitation of a hand the hospital said would never work again. When I saw the extensive damage I had done to my hand my mind went into DLD mode and I developed a hand full of exercises I could do in hopes of regaining some use of the injured hand. Unlike the ear I have permanently lost hearing in, the hand is at 90% usage
I believe after the scarring calms down I will regain all of it.Every free moment I had in the hospital was spent on my art. I created over 25 pieces that are a snapshot into my life and every moment up until this point. If you want I will upload all of the art.
I was released yesterday and I am now back in ALPHA+BLADE STUDIOS. My son dropped off his cat to keep me company. The studio is still not complete but with anything I have ever gotten involved with...ALPHA+BLADE will happen and it will be our greatest accomplishment yet.
Peace and 1
Like so many have said on here, there's no need to apologize for anything. Anger and frustration is part of Penis Enlargement, hell, it's why most of us are here. 