I have been on this train for a minute! For the last few months I have dreams that I have masturbated to the point when I wake up I am sure I did it only to find I did not. It is like this every night and now I am never quite sure if it was me or a dream. So strange how the enemy accuses and takes advantage of the times we are most venerable showing itself to be a coward. Well I know this much if I did or I did not, in my heart of hearts I will believe I haven't. I did masturbate on Friday, felt badly after but let it go knowing God has forgiven me already, once and for all. What I am most happy with is my progress. I used to go everyday, all day. Today I can go 30 days! So the progress far outweighs the falls.