defining my value as a person about the mere inches of my dick is a horrible way of looking at yourself.
but i think it is just part of being the "victim" mentality.
im ugly.
im short
im stupid
im shy
im introverted
im depressed
i was bullied in school
when i grew up the neighboor kid had better toys than i did.
i ordered a chicken bacon sandwich and they didn't put enough bacon in it.
"life is a game of [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?83810-MoS-Online-Texas-Holdem-Poker-League-and-Tournament-to-win-P-E-Prizes!!!]poker[/words]. and you play the hand you are dealt or you faul!"
i had this really funny experience one day. i visit an old friend. who just bought his first porche. 911 now in denmark there is a 180% tax on cars. so that! is a fucking expensive car!
anyway i ask him what he believes is the reason for him to get to this point?
and his answer: i got bullied when i went to schooi. it taught me to be strong. and never give up!
so anyways a couple of days later (we are talking like 3 days)
i meet another old friend i haven't seen in a long time. he was actually quite a big pop name for a small period of time (one hit wonder) and now he looks like shit and life is just in the way for him really.
so we sit down and smoke a blunt. and i ask him the same question: "who do you think you ended up here?"
"i think it was because i was bullied at school. it taught me not to trust anyone. and even when i had success i always felt it was fake!"
for me it was a moment of realization.
2 guys with the same basic drive force. they just went into 2 entirely different directions.
that is kind of funny!