Sorry for your loss, DLD. This has been said about three times so far, but ill say it again. I know how it feels to lose an animal that has been so close to you it's like your best friend. My dog, (RIP buddy), Patrick, died two years ago, and I was just devastated. I would sit for long periods of time just petting him and chiling with my dog, and I loved him a great deal. He was the best friend I ever had, and I'm not ashamed to say that. He was with me through the good times and the bad, so it was tough. I just would remember(and still do remember) walking through the door and him bounding over to me. It's the memories like that that get you through these hard times....