You guys want me to tell you the sneakiest, creepiest, and probably meaniest demon of them all? Be glad to. PAINPILLS. I shit you not. This has to be one of the worst drugs ever to surface. When I say painpills, I am referring to Hydrocodne (vicodin, lorcet, lortab, etc) and Oxycodone (percocet, oxycontin). I'll explain why.
What I mean about these drugs being sneaky and creapy is due to the fact that they give you a headbanging high. You could give me a Hydrocdone 10 or two and I could conquer the world. No one could out talk me, out negotiate me, I was always on top. Had fun doing it. You could take these pills and go to school, go to work, handle any social meeting no matter how big or small with ease and making yourself the life of the party. The whole time, no one knows. They do not cause you to act messed up or loopy. No, you can act just fine, I would say if your feeling 80% that day, your going to feel 200% after these little fuckers. Oh, and how easy these little things are to take. Simply pop one in the morning and go. Two-three hours later pop another one. You have a sustained high all day long, the pills are small and easy to ingest, and NO ONE knows. This makes you develop a love for these things. You don't get addicted at first. You think you can quit any minute. Then you find yourself doing them everyday. Then one day you wake up and for some "weird" reason you feel awful, not quite like yourself. You can't figure out what is wrong with you. So you take a pill, BAM!!! all better. These little things sneak up on you, congratutalions your addicted.
These pills love to win. Once you begin to try and kick the habit, you better kick hard because they put up one hell of a fight. People have bad hangovers, people feel like shit coming off coke, hell people wig out coming down off heroin, but a day later everyone's just fine. You may have to mentally fight those drugs I just named, but these pills beat the shit out of you. When you leave them behind, they fuck you up. Usually after about 24hours of taking your last pill comes the fight. You first notice your eyes staying teary. Then your nose starts running profusely. This goes on for about 4 good hours. Then comes the worst cramps you will ever imagine followed by diarhea. And I mean about 4 days worth of this diarhea I am referring to. I am talking about being on the toilet probably every hour. Not exagerating. You can't go anywhere because your constantly shitting. Then you get hit with extreme fatique. You can't hardly move, but yet you can't stay still either. Your legs constantly move when going through withdrawals. Then you get the worst joint pain you could ever imagine, elbows, knees, upper and lower back. I am talking about extreme bone aches. Then your skin stays clammy and hot and very sweaty. You can't eat a thing, you will throw it up. You have the headache worse than 10 hangovers. And this goes on for 4 straight days. After that it is still there, it just starts declining. Oh and did I mention that you can't sleep? LOL, no, you will not be sleeping through this, your going to fill every little minute of this. But you are so tired you cannot move. So imagine that. This is what I mean by this drug being the meanest.
The thing with this drug is, it's afforadable and very easy to obtain. This is one of the reasons it is so hard to get off. Yes it is a prescription drug, and yes it can be pricey on the streets if you don't know the right people. But this drug is so easy to obtain and affordable. And the amount you get can last you a whole month. It's to EASY to get and its right in front of you. Even those who don't do it are starring it in its face right now and thats all i'll say.
So imagine a drug that good. So easy to take, no one knows your high, you feel like a million bucks and are extremely head strong, its easy to get and cheap, and the amount you get last you for a whole month. Not like coke and weed where you burn and snort all day then have to worry about buying more or finding a new dealer because yours is all out. No, not with this drug. It is convienent and it lasts.
The people that are mainly abusing this drug are middle class and high class people. Actors, realitors, car dealers, etc etc. The thing about this drug is you never asked to get hooked. I remember when i first started I was given 2 whole 10mg hydrocodone tablets. I had no idea what they would do to me so I broke one in half and took the half. I had already had about 8 beers that night. After about 10 minutes I developed the best high I ever had while drinking. For the first year of taking these things I would only take halfs. I would buy some once every 3 months, usually about 10. That would last forever. Than I got up to taking a whole tablet, I liked that even better than the halves. At the time I also only drank with them. I would never take them sober. So I did good my first year. Then I met a new connection. He had pills coming from everywhere. I still would only buy 10 at a time, but I found myself doing it once a month now. Then one day he got a good deal on 50 10mg percocets. I bought them. That was the begining of my addiction right there. I started taking these sober. I would take one in the morning, then I would take 3 at night throughout the night, usually from about 6-12 at night. After I finished those, I discovered the first signs of withdrawal, didn't know it at the time though. I had really bad diarhea and had trouble sleeping. The next day I was fine.
Now, about a year after doing this, I found the ultimate pill source, the one I mentioned earlier that you are starring at right now, yep that one. I ordered 120 this time and only paid about a $1 per pill for 10mg. This was suppose to last a month. I went through them in 3 weeks. My mentality was I had more so why not take more. I did this for about a whole year. I built myself up to 12 pills a day. I have went through withdrawals probably 15 times. I am talking about really bad withdrawals like the ones described above.
See when you are withdrawing you don't ever want to touch another one of these things again beileve it or not. You would think you would be craving the drug. But no, you hate what its doing to you so bad that you make vows to yourself declaring you'll never take another one of these again. But here's the shitty part. After you come clean and its taken about a week, your feeling awesome again, almost like you've never ever touched a drug, then your mental withdrawing starts to cave in. Yep, you start telling yourself your clean now and the new high is going to be so awesome and that this time you won't withdrawal like before, you'll just moderately take them. So then your ordering more. Then when that batch is gone, welcome to withdrawals again.
Stay away from pain pills. If you have never done them, do not start. I started with only a half. Some people can take pain pills and never touched one again. Some people hate them. Some people like myself love them. You wil never know which one you are until you have taken them. Its really not worth finding out.
.. Cocaine is a very easy drug to abuse, its not like pot, acid, or schrooms. It keeps calling you after you do that first line, and its hard to say no. Since crashing is so awful!!
