Amazing expansion! You’re really doing a good job and I love seeing the daily updates it really hits home to people looking on, it shows them how well this works. Keep it up my brother I see very good things happening for you in the future!
Oh I can see good things as well!
Let's talk about "Doing PE for ME".
In the time I have been practicing PE, I have only seen a very few who are actually doing this for themselves, and not just to put a needle-eye in the ICU for sutures.
These individuals are abstinent, and have been since they started. I am one of those individuals.
I was exposed to the world of PE about two years before my divorce. My ex-wife is the only person I have ever been intimate with, and after the split, I needed plenty of time for myself, to figure out who I really was. Soul searching/mid life crisis phase, lol.
Anyways, she took off and left us ???. I had to figure things out. Who am I? What is my purpose now? Should I even continue? I have no paper trail. All my knowledge has been gained through my own eyes, and hands-on experience. Nobody believes anybody's "word" anymore. You must show proof.
House gone to the bank. Need to relocate and start again. Move across state, clean slate, old stomping grounds with a new direction. Now to install a phone booth in my new location because Superman needs to have a place to unwind.
30 years old, twin daughters, back in my mother's house. I have failed as an adult. Even though I was never "trained", and had to learn all my lessons without a father figure. MAN THE F&@K UP!!
Great. New outlook on life, but still don't know myself. I strive for perfection.
Mental breakdown!!!!! Holy hell does my life take a turn! JD, JD, JD, JD, JD....... and I can't remember much. This was during my "personal time". I was SUPER DAD when needed, but I was killing myself as Clark.
Fast forward.....
I lose major weight (300lbs down to 160lbs), and am working a steady job in Cali with the ultra rich and famous. I build credit, and am really moving forward in life. Kids are the brightest in their classes, and things are looking up.
Well.... I put all my eggs in a basket for a business venture, and it eventually fell FLAT. I was screwed. Everything I ever worked for, wiped out with a keystroke.
Uproot, time to leave LA. Too expensive now. I don't get financial help from the mother, she now has a 3 year old boy and a family. We all screw up. We are all unsure. Regret, remorse.... those are the feelings to let us know we are human. I got this!
Move across two states, all of our belongings. I went through the darkest year of my life. I should be dead, with all of the alcohol ingested over that year.
Something CLICKED. I don't know what it was, but right after my 36th birthday, May 22nd 2019, I felt reborn. The first time in my whole damn life.
I do this for ME.