warning: i may ramble a bit on here rofl . i have just finished a week off from doing pe. this week off was not by choice mind you. i have been at this for over 4 months and am still wet behind the ears. i had a great session tonight and good ones on the last 2 days. i thought a lot about my goals and also about the anxiousness to "want it all to happen NOW". it is hard to be consistent when the light at the end of the tunnel is very faint. but somehow i felt inspired and wanted to share my thoughts so that anyone else feeling like they won't win this "war" might feel a bit better. i thought to myself " i can go about this in one of 2 ways ." either (1) i can bitch and complain and be faithless with nothing to gain but frustration or (2) i can focus myself, realize this will take time and GO FOR IT and get close to or maybe beyond my goals. i have gained from pe but within the last few weeks, i have plateaued. but i gotta remember... THIS IS THE WAY THAT PROGRESS GOES!! it is similar to when i started lifting weights because i used to be a skinny little kid. i ate and trained and pushed soooo hard. it took some time, but i gotta bigger and muscular. within 3.3yrs i went from 148lbs to 192lbs. it happened cause i pushed, i believed, i followed through. so now, just because i hit a tough time with pe, should i quit..... HELL NO!!! i gotta keep pushing along and fight this "war" with ALL my heart. it is the only way to succeed. this forum provides the weaponry to do it. a lot of informative pros and a bunch of inspiration. thanks guys.... this fight is far from over!!
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