I think the main reason I started pe'ing was so I could wear clothes be it going out or in the gym or wherever and not feel like women were talking bad about my penis. It just seems like wherever I go I feel like when I hear a woman laugh, or look over at me I feel like that's what they are talking about, even though I am a good size above average soft. Does this happen to anyone else, this feeling of constanly having your crotch scrutinized by the opposite and sometimes the same sex, even if your not small at all? Or maybe I am just crazy.