I understand, but I have to be hard on myself if not I can’t get things done. I would procrastinate all day long.
Discipline is forcing yourself to do things you hate because in the end there’s greatness - David Goggins.
LOVE that Goggins quote, have his book even and read it at least 2 times, a really good read. Extreme Ownership by Jocko Willink is also very, very good read, read that 2 times as well. Will read both a third time I think.
Also, I perfectly understand how much determination it takes to be disciplined enough to do what we do and at the same time having to juggle real life on top of it all.
And one really just have to learn to love what one does as squirt_inducer_man says.
Like me I have a love/hate relationship with almost everything I do, especially working out everyday, balls to the walls for over 1 hour on average leaving nothing left in the bag, repping those kettlebells and body
weight(with a 31 lbs weighted vest on as well) sets to absolute failure really takes a toll on the whole nervous system.
I never look forward to my workouts though still I just bite down hard and get it done as I know I’ll feel so much better about myself after getting it done. Same thing goes for PE.
Anyways, I have a tendency to write too much, but have to finish off by saying that both you and squirt_inducer_man seem pretty damn consistent to me, so missing a workout every now and then means nothing in the bigger picture.