Ever since I’ve been Penis Enlargement’ing it’s been a secret, the only people that know I’m doing it is you guys. In some way this is not a thing I’m happy about. I would like to be able to tell my girlfriend, and have her support me in all my work. But I’m to much of a chicken to tell her or anybody else. I’ve talked to her about my size and that I would like to do something about it. Actually told her about doing some exercised some years ago. But she just couldn’t understand me; she thinks that I’m good enough as it is. That was nice to hear and helped my confidents for some days, but it didn’t take long for before I was back thinking the same things. Another reason she doesn’t think it’s a good idea is that she is not very big, and already I have to be careful in some positions. I understand this point of view, and the last thing I want to happen is sex being equal to pain. This thought really haunts me when ever I’m Penis Enlargement’ing. Can’t stop thinking about what she would say if she knew.
A couple of weeks ago I started a new education, and in doing so didn’t have the time to Penis Enlargement. In this periode of time I started thinking about why I was really doing this. And if I really needed it. At the end of the two weeks of intro at my new school I was positive that I was quitting Penis Enlargement altogether. Then I got home and back in my old habits, and what happened? I was back thinking about my size! The strange thing is I should be happy with what I’ve got. The last couple of time I’ve had sex with my girlfriend she has actually gotten pretty sore, and sometimes not able to have sex. Should that not be enough for me to think of myself at “big”? You should think so, even I think so. But still I keep returning to the excises, always on the quest to get bigger. I know that a lot of the reason for my “quest” is the images in my mind of all the adult entertainment stars, people like Mandingo and Rocco keep me going so to speak. I actually get turned on by the thought of a big dick. When my Penis Enlargement is going well and I fell like I gaining I can get more turned on! I don’t know if this thread is going anywhere, maybe it’s just a way for me to get the things of my mind. Maybe I’m trying to find a answer to some of my questions. I don’t really know but I would like to hear from other people that has the same thought and doubt as me. Maybe together we can find some of the answers?
A couple of weeks ago I started a new education, and in doing so didn’t have the time to Penis Enlargement. In this periode of time I started thinking about why I was really doing this. And if I really needed it. At the end of the two weeks of intro at my new school I was positive that I was quitting Penis Enlargement altogether. Then I got home and back in my old habits, and what happened? I was back thinking about my size! The strange thing is I should be happy with what I’ve got. The last couple of time I’ve had sex with my girlfriend she has actually gotten pretty sore, and sometimes not able to have sex. Should that not be enough for me to think of myself at “big”? You should think so, even I think so. But still I keep returning to the excises, always on the quest to get bigger. I know that a lot of the reason for my “quest” is the images in my mind of all the adult entertainment stars, people like Mandingo and Rocco keep me going so to speak. I actually get turned on by the thought of a big dick. When my Penis Enlargement is going well and I fell like I gaining I can get more turned on! I don’t know if this thread is going anywhere, maybe it’s just a way for me to get the things of my mind. Maybe I’m trying to find a answer to some of my questions. I don’t really know but I would like to hear from other people that has the same thought and doubt as me. Maybe together we can find some of the answers?