Today's Session
- Best Extender 1hr 45mins
- Phallosan ADS 1hr
- Bathmate HydroExtreme 5x2
- Bathmate Expressive Stretches
Had a good session today, more intense than normal. Used the Phallosan as a much higher tension by using my leg as the fulcrum point. During the second set of my Bathmate I felt a pain wizz up my shaft so I stopped, hope it's nothing more than just some expansion, no Bathmate tomorrow anyway so hopefully by that time it'll heal. I've been slightly inconsistent with the expressive stretches but after seeing
@squirt_inducer_man 's post showing the anatomy and all that inner penis we have available to us I just couldn't resist capitalising on those potential gains.
Haven't talked about how I've been doing lately, guess it hasn't come to mind to talk about how I've been feeling. My day-to-day life is getting better, I am on holiday next week so that'll give me some time to get together with my buddies for a meal and train in the gym with some new friends I've made in the last few weeks. My martial arts have also expanded, I've branched out into wrestling, no the WWE kind, the real hands on Greco-Roman wrestling no enough people talk about, I'm enjoying it allot, it's really awesome at the beginning but when you get to the end of the session you are so tired and sweaty that you cannot even get a grip on your partner

My bulk is ending in 1 month for a total of 3 months of consistent bulking, then I will mini cut and continue my progress, with the martial arts I am now doing it will be much easier to do just because of the calories I am burning.
I haven't had any sort of breakdowns at all. I believe that during the time I was having so much difficulty with my feelings and my post-social anxiety was as a result of me getting used to folk being kind to me unconditionally and un-periodically with no asshole hurtful moments in-between. You see most of my life I wasn't treated very well by a lot of people and whenever someone was nice to me they'd usually be horrible the next day, I guess that just got engrained in me and I eventually got hyper focused on making a good impression to everyone I ever spoke to.
After some time in my new environment and with the people who are gracious enough to speak to me I've gotten it out of my head for the most part, granted I still have my moments with it, every once in a while feel the slight urge that I said something stupid that made someone hate me following a conversation but it is nowhere near what it was before. I have to give fighting a lot of credit for helping me get better, everyone should try it sometime if they have issues with anxiety, just throw yourself in guys, you won't regret it.