Progress thread Journey To Massive Cock - Colossaltitan's Journey

squirt_inducer_man said:
Cognitive-Behavioral Therapy is nothing like you are describing it as. Stop believing and know instead what you are talking about. You should not assume things of this importance. What about autistic people, why are you mentioning them here? It's not bullshit.

You are incorrect about all this. They are highly specialized in these kind of things. It's individualised to 100%. You are the one that chooses what you want and needs to work on, and have problems with in your life. You learn how to approach the things you have problems with in a systematic way, in order to deal with them in a more appropriate way.
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I did in fact misunderstand that. My apologies. I was drawing a parallel to something else, It's 5am here my brain is a little screwed atm. Time to go to bed. My bad..
 
I'm very thankful for both of you guys @squirt_inducer_man and @Abem1 , you've both really helped my see the true colours of what I'm experiencing and what life should be spent doing.

I know I'll get better by listening to you guys and I'll keep documenting my days here on the forum, just as a way of clearing my mind and being heard.

"No one gives a fuck about you" words to live by🤣

Now it's time for a progress report.
 
Today's Session

  • Weight hanger 1hr
  • DLD Blasters 2-3 mins
  • Bundled stretches 2-3 mins
  • Bathmate HydroExtreme 5x3

Fresh off of a day off with no length or girth work. Weight hanging felt more sore on the ligament than it normally does, took a brak halfway through the hour and restarted in order to allow for some more circulation. My penis was whiter on the glans than it normally is, anyone have any ideas as to why besides less circulation? Regardless, I finished the session after the prescribed hour. Did a few DLD blasters and bundled stretches while running a bath, didn't go too extreme, just to warm up the penis for the Bathmate. The pumping session was fantastic, very intense and little to no fluid retention following.

I'd say this is a great day to have gotten back from the rest day as things really felt good today. As someone who deals a lot with overthinking about if someone hates me following a social interaction, I really have my day made when I have a good experience that I leave with no regrets. This happened today. I was chatting with a friend today as we were getting on the bus(I had a moment of post social anxiety after talking to her before) and she was as always very kind to me , and when she was getting off the bus we exchanged a few more words and she left with a smile on her face following our conversation. Small things like that really make me happy, I suppose after several years of dealing with this post social anxiety the idea of a friendly interaction with no intrusive thought afterwards is foreign to me. I hope to have more of those, I really do.
I also opened up to a close friend about my struggles and what he told me was pretty much a repetition of what @squirt_inducer_man and @Abem1 told me "This is very common and completely normal, people don't hate you, it's all overthinking" and that made me feel a lot better about it all.

Can't wait to get back to training and growing tommorow!
 
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collosaltitan said:
I'm very thankful for both of you guys @squirt_inducer_man and @Abem1 , you've both really helped my see the true colours of what I'm experiencing and what life should be spent doing.

I know I'll get better by listening to you guys and I'll keep documenting my days here on the forum, just as a way of clearing my mind and being heard.

"No one gives a fuck about you" words to live by🤣

Now it's time for a progress report.
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Happy to support/help.
I highly recommend keeping hand writrwn notes of every session, and everything you do in PE.
 
squirt_inducer_man said:
Interestig. Yeah I have heard about that concept, you get humble when you do MMA...you just don't want to mess up a random person on the street. Your first defense is to run away. If they grab you...it's another story. When being really good at this you become more confident in yourself I would assume? You can handle almost any situation. If a person gets up in your face you can get him to sleep, to protect yourself and others. That's at least leagal where I live. That is, you can make people going to sleep (choking them sleepy) if the situation requires that. But you can't use excessive use of force.


That guy in that story sounds like a narcissist and a liar. These kind of people usually dilutes the stories of everything they are talking about. They try to look the best in everyone's eyes, but it backfires becouse regular smart people see through that bullshit.

Just be careful with your head...it's sensitive and light blows to the head can be dangerous. I'm studying about high-energy trauma to the head...and it's no fun to read about it, but intersesting.
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From seeing all of your supportive messages I completely overlooked this post, my apologise. You definitely become more confident knowing how to throw a proper strike and guard and be able to get someone to the ground, just knowing that you're a strong opponent for anyone is confidence galore.

In my country you can use whatever method in order to protect yourself so long as it is justifiable. For example is some wanker comes up to you and hits you then you've got every right to hit him back, not officially but I think you get the idea.

That guy for sure fall under that category, ever since he hung with the wrong crowd he's fallen further and further from grace, not that he was every in a good place anyway. Started smoking at around 15, both weed and cigs, regularly does ketamine and tried it first at 16-17, claimed to be Muslim despite having relations with men and never praying nor reading the Quran or attending the Mosque. Not a good man in my opinion.

And I'll make sure to be careful, the place I train is a fully equipped and professionally run and taught martial arts gym/facility with real fighters with pro experience teaching us, all the guys I train with are also under the beginner category so they're more than understanding of the potential risks and that we should be avoiding them at all costs. It's funny because, despite all of this, everyone there are some of the nicest people I've ever met, literally no one has ever been so nice to me without knowing me before, it's crazy how kindness flows like that in a fighting sports facility.
 
collosaltitan said:
From seeing all of your supportive messages I completely overlooked this post, my apologise. You definitely become more confident knowing how to throw a proper strike and guard and be able to get someone to the ground, just knowing that you're a strong opponent for anyone is confidence galore.

In my country you can use whatever method in order to protect yourself so long as it is justifiable. For example is some wanker comes up to you and hits you then you've got every right to hit him back, not officially but I think you get the idea.

That guy for sure fall under that category, ever since he hung with the wrong crowd he's fallen further and further from grace, not that he was every in a good place anyway. Started smoking at around 15, both weed and cigs, regularly does ketamine and tried it first at 16-17, claimed to be Muslim despite having relations with men and never praying nor reading the Quran or attending the Mosque. Not a good man in my opinion.

And I'll make sure to be careful, the place I train is a fully equipped and professionally run and taught martial arts gym/facility with real fighters with pro experience teaching us, all the guys I train with are also under the beginner category so they're more than understanding of the potential risks and that we should be avoiding them at all costs. It's funny because, despite all of this, everyone there are some of the nicest people I've ever met, literally no one has ever been so nice to me without knowing me before, it's crazy how kindness flows like that in a fighting sports facility.
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For sure, I used to train Muay thai and all the trainers are super friendly. It feels like a brotherhood.
 
Today's Session

Weight hanging 2hrs
DLD Blasters and bundled stretches 20-30 mins
Isolated compression squeeze

More length focused today as I had little time to use Bathmate, isolated compression squeeze works just fine though so no worries at all.
Hanging session was lovely, felt more sore around the ligament which makes me think that the gains are on their way soon.
Plenty of DLD blasters and bundled stretches in all directions, felt fantastic.

Very good day today, no negativity, lots of pizza, I'm much better than I was a few days ago.

Let's keep growing!
 
Today's Session

  • Weight hanger 1hr 15 mins
  • Bathmate HydroExtreme 5x3
  • Isolated compression squeeze 20+ minutes(stopped watching the clock so I'm unclear, more bellow)
Today's session was very good as always, weight hanging went well, I'm considering going up in the weights, I've been using around 3.8 pounds for the last few weeks until the ligament gets sore but I think I can perhaps go up another 50-100 grams, I'll concentrate on how I feel in the next session. Bathmate session was very good, went a little higher in pressure than normal just to continue expansion and had very little water retention. The isolated compression squeeze session was one of the best it has been in a while, I started out by just watching the clock but stopped as I got very very into it, had to cut it off at the end as I was pretty much about to finish with every squeeze that I attempted.

Hope everyone is having a lovely day, and I hope you've had a great session as well!
 
Today's Session
  • Weight hanger 1hr
  • Bathmate HydroExtreme 5x3
Girth work absolutely destroyed my dick yesterday so it's a light one today, but no less intense. Weight hanging was very good today, going to 100% up the weight tomorrow. Bathmate session was also very nice, no fluid retention, so pain, no bleeding, wonderful. I also performed extreme kegels to the point when I had to stop due to feeling pain in them for the first time - a different kind of Kegel pain, one that tells you your body has had enough.

Today I was feeling a little but more self conscious of myself as I am currently on a bulk and I'm a bit fatter than normal(to put it simply). But regardless I pushed through the day and it didn't end up affecting my wellbeing as a whole. My post social anxiety isn't being aggravated but that's mostly because I'm occupied and haven't been in any situations with multiple people that I don't know and/or I know but am not close or familiar with. My next MMA training sessions are Wednesday and Thursday and it was after them that I broke out in tears from the post social anxiety and hating what I was feeling. I hope that things will be different this time, that I'll feel less intrusive thoughts following seeing my MMA buddies and the people around my campus. Whichever way the dice rolls I'll report it all on the forum along with my PE sessions to keep everyone in the loop.
 
collosaltitan said:
Today's Session
  • Weight hanger 1hr
  • Bathmate HydroExtreme 5x3
Girth work absolutely destroyed my dick yesterday so it's a light one today, but no less intense. Weight hanging was very good today, going to 100% up the weight tomorrow. Bathmate session was also very nice, no fluid retention, so pain, no bleeding, wonderful. I also performed extreme kegels to the point when I had to stop due to feeling pain in them for the first time - a different kind of Kegel pain, one that tells you your body has had enough.

Today I was feeling a little but more self conscious of myself as I am currently on a bulk and I'm a bit fatter than normal(to put it simply). But regardless I pushed through the day and it didn't end up affecting my wellbeing as a whole. My post social anxiety isn't being aggravated but that's mostly because I'm occupied and haven't been in any situations with multiple people that I don't know and/or I know but am not close or familiar with. My next MMA training sessions are Wednesday and Thursday and it was after them that I broke out in tears from the post social anxiety and hating what I was feeling. I hope that things will be different this time, that I'll feel less intrusive thoughts following seeing my MMA buddies and the people around my campus. Whichever way the dice rolls I'll report it all on the forum along with my PE sessions to keep everyone in the loop.
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Hey bro. Been reading through your log and noticed the piss pulls.

obviously I can read between the lines and figure out you’re doing manual length work when you piss for a minute- but what’s the method to the madnesswith it
 
Dave4139 said:
Hey bro. Been reading through your log and noticed the piss pulls.

obviously I can read between the lines and figure out you’re doing manual length work when you piss for a minute- but what’s the method to the madnesswith it
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Piss pulls should happen every time you pee. A minute or two can make a difference
 
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