Okay let me clear this up.
I AINT LEAVING, I NEVER SAID I WAS.
I am ill at the moment, mentally as some may know and I am mixed up in the head, I dont think right etc etc , plus my OWN family aint supporting me which dunt help.
As for those morons like Executioner and Anon who reckon I want attention and this and that, well NO. ... I dont....I am a DECENT man I thought as I am always here peeps might think '''where the FUCK is red''' well they WILL KNOW NOW so you two,
I will NEVER leave [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words], like fuck I will.
The reason I am posting things like this is cos my mind aint right, I cant think straight...at all.
I lost my job, the job I loved serving the communty saving lives, I lost freind who told me to fuck off cos I am MAD, my family are half assed with suporting me, my sex life is a sham, I feel like shit and I see no future really just patterns.
I suppose to folk like Executioner this is weak and uncalled for....well hard fucking luck sunny...this is a forum these are my freinds I will talk , dont like what I say than dont read....but please dont come out with utter bollocks to me, I mean ya dont fuckin know me mate.
As for that daft cunt who came out with the small dick comment Well I pity you, weak pathetic creature....its things like you that make me wonna stop helping people on places like this.
The main reason I posted this here is like I mentioned so YOU guys wouldnt think ''where is he'' you would know, it wasnt a cry for help, the bits about no thanks were just my mind mixed up over certain things here like the chatroom which was a UTTER failiure and all I got was bad PM's about it.
I am GLAD I have GOOD freinds here, I am UNSTABLE in the head and this may come across now more...i.e. my temper which is BAD right now, I nearly smacked the postman today rofl no shit, I could of killed the paperboy yesterday.
Damn things aint any easy when ya own Mum and dad dont suppport ya, they care yes, but they aint really bothered.....they just think I should get on with it ... TYPICAL UK ATTITITUDE LIKE the executioner and Anon but it pathetic and old ... I cant just move the fuck on.
I am having therapy soon for my mind to get me right, I hope that works.
I can only say sorry for not typing my message clearer for some, but I aint thinking right.
I can hear my ears BURN right now from guys like you know who.....well you guys aint had a problem in ya life otherwise you would support others and not be like thr way you are.
Dont post back and say sorry ,,, I DO NOT accept them from assholes.
Maybe the hostility is cos I was an ex Network Engineer and you two are into the computer world to? you always mouthed of to me about PC's thinking ya could make me look daft , I reckon thats why ya have beef with me on this,tut tut tut tut little men. rofl better get back to Studying Anon for that degree :fight:
As for the rest of ya THANKS for being supportive , I will try to keep active even though my mind is out of shape.
cyaz