I am takeing a break from MOS ... had enough

[REDZULU2003]

Wont be takeing as much active roles here,
meaning I wont be posting much anymore or answer PM anymore.

I have had enough with it, running around and getting no thanks ... nah I aint being a mug anymore.

Will still come here but not as much, I have had it.

Cya around.

 

[playa7]

mHydromax.... know what you mean.... sorry to hear that.... we will miss you and your posts! Keep your head up!
Good luck!

C YA!

 

[pUNKY]

Red mate dont leave, you have been here all though my Penis Enlargement quest and as soon as im comming back ur goin . Mate i need to here to help me though it.

 

[REDZULU2003]

no I aint LEAVING....I wont be as ACTIVE here as I normally am, cos of certain feelings I have, but feel free to email me or PM me cos they pop up right away.

 

[oopapercutoo]

Sorry to hear that you're taking a leave of absence, although I really can't say that I agree with your reasons for doing so. Why does it matter whether or not your receive praise, Red? I would wager to say that you have never, nor will you ever meet anyone on this board in person, so why do you care so much about whether they want to bow before you and kiss your feet or not?

The choice is yours to make, but I'm not going to say that I agree with it. Hopefully you'll change your mind and decide not to leave, but like I said, the choice is yours.

 

[DLD]

RED, you are so appreciated here. I sometimes get envious of how much you're respected. I think you may be off target here and need to reevaluate your decision.

 

[Anon]

Red, I think perhaps you need to stop expecting so much praise. You're constantly mentioning that you "pioneered" this, and "introduced" that, calling yourself an "unsung guru of Penis Enlargement"... it's as if you're only doing it so others realise how good you are.

It's obvious you know a lot, and have had a lot of experience with Penis Enlargement in all forms, and you are seen as a "guru" due to your hardcore experiments. I don't like big-headed people, and it looks like you're one of them from where I'm sitting. I don't think you mean to come across that way, but maybe stop asking people for praise, and it might come your way.

 

[shojii]

Guys, I think the most important thing about [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] and Penis Enlargement is that for whatever reason we want to improve ourselves. And in doing that we have let go of a very important defense mechanism, EGO.
That is the hardest part, and we have all already accomplished it.
Yes, for most of us it has been anonymously, but so what. Supra was having a bad day and look at the tremendously positive response he had with the slammers. Besides being a great FYI forum. People also get to vent and look for encouragement and recieve it. I see that as very positive. Don't let one or a couple of bumps get in the road. Real life is hard.....this is the fun stuff.

 

[crzy_young_gun]

Red im new here but i know that your respected and that you have contributed A LOT of shit on these forums. I personally grew up with a very strict father who never told me i did a good job when i made the honor roll in school and just said it was "ok". When i won the National Forenics Skills Award in 10th grade he said that i was "ok". He reacted like that to every good thing i did. And when i had the occasinal C or D he'd flip out and kick my ass.

Im in college now but before i left he told me he was sorry and that he only held in those emotions to make me a "tougher man". And hell it worked, although i wish he could have done it another way.

So what im trying to say is that people don't have to tell you your great in order for you to be great...

Besides there are always a few inconsiderate people everywhere so dont make their mistake your loss.

 

[TheExecutioner]

Hopefully you will come back with a better attitude, not to mention it seems as though this is an attmept for tension seeking.
If your gonna leave why Announce it to the world? just keep your feelings to yourself and do what you have to do.

 

[fallen_one23]

sorry to hear what your going through good luck aned cya!

 

[QuestionMark]

good point, why would he announce that he's leaving unless he wanted more attention. for some reason i wish he had a smaller dick, it would suit his personality.

 

[DLD]

Originally posted by Innocent
good point, why would he announce that he's leaving unless he wanted more attention. for some reason i wish he had a smaller dick, it would suit his personality.

Comments like this are totally out of order! We are a team guys no matter what personality differences we have. Some peoples faults show more than others but who among us goes without sin? Instead of attacking try supporting.

RED, I know you are going through allot of shit right now and need support. You can always talk with me.

 

[9cyclops9]

Yeah! Whoa! One of the best things about this site is the support and sense of community. Don't knock the guy. He's been a HUGE help to this site and is a great inspiration for me to keep on with Penis Enlargement. He's been through a lot of crap. Cut him some slack. Give him some encouragement.

RED, I'm sad to see this post. But you need to do what you think you need to do. You have my support man. Just make sure that "less involvement" doesn't become "no involvement." I'd hate this forum to lose a guy like you.

John

 

[Shafty]

good point, why would he announce that he's leaving unless he wanted more attention. for some reason i wish he had a smaller dick, it would suit his personality.

Hey, that was totally uncalled for!!
The man is going through a personal crisis right now, so cut him some slack for christ's sake!! Besides, I think you all interpreted what he said the wrong way, placing way too much emphasis on the not-getting-thanked-enough part. I'm pretty sure the real reason he is dropping out for the time being is that he just doesn't have the energy to deal with this forum right now. The way I see it this announcement was more his way of telling us how much he is hurting.

Correct me if I'm wrong Red, but this is how your post came across to me.

I for one totally understand if you wanna take a break from [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MoS[/words] to ''heal your wounds''. I just wish you come back soon with renewed vigor!

 

[lonerj]

Originally posted by Innocent
good point, why would he announce that he's leaving unless he wanted more attention. for some reason i wish he had a smaller dick, it would suit his personality.

Nice one asshole. Maybe your asshole attitude served you a small dick.


Anyway, he's probably just burnt out by requests and stuff like that. The only person that can take such heat is DLD.

 

[TheExecutioner]

Originally posted by Shafty
Hey, that was totally uncalled for!!
The man is going through a personal crisis right now, so cut him some slack for christ's sake!! Besides, I think you all interpreted what he said the wrong way, placing way too much emphasis on the not-getting-thanked-enough part. I'm pretty sure the real reason he is dropping out for the time being is that he just doesn't have the energy to deal with this forum right now. The way I see it this announcement was more his way of telling us how much he is hurting.

Correct me if I'm wrong Red, but this is how your post came across to me.

I for one totally understand if you wanna take a break from [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MoS[/words] to ''heal your wounds''. I just wish you come back soon with renewed vigor!

A Personal Crisis, dont need to be brought onto Penis Enlargement forums, life's tough get over it, a Desperate call for sympathy and attention dont get my vote.
You say the post was to show how much he was hurting, it came accross to me as though he has been doing everything for some sort of praise. Fact is he has an attitude problem which i wont be sad to see it go.

 

[waseechee]

You can't leave! Do you not see what you mean to this forum. You, Supra, and DLD are like the godfathers. Thanks for all the help you've given!

 

[Shafty]

A Personal Crisis, dont need to be brought onto Penis Enlargement forums, life's tough get over it, a Desperate call for sympathy and attention dont get my vote.

Yeah, whatever. :s
Like I said, it's a difference of interpretation. You see it that way, I don't.

 

[German Stallion]

Innocent and TheExecutioner: The attitudes that you have shown toward RED are, as has already been pointed out, very rotten and very much out of line. No use me going into detail but better to be silent and let a fellow voice his hurt than twist the knife like you did. [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] was not built on this type attitude. We don't need it and don't want the smart, hurting, remarks. Sorry to have to tell you both this, but you should know better. Please refrain from this kind of cutting down others. GS

 

[QuestionMark]

i have been in the Penis Enlargement world for a very long time and have made thousands of posts to many sites, i'll read a lot of shit that red posts, so i consider myself in a position to judge.

 

[REDZULU2003]

Okay let me clear this up.
I AINT LEAVING, I NEVER SAID I WAS.

I am ill at the moment, mentally as some may know and I am mixed up in the head, I dont think right etc etc , plus my OWN family aint supporting me which dunt help.

As for those morons like Executioner and Anon who reckon I want attention and this and that, well NO. ... I dont....I am a DECENT man I thought as I am always here peeps might think '''where the FUCK is red''' well they WILL KNOW NOW so you two,

I will NEVER leave [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words], like fuck I will.
The reason I am posting things like this is cos my mind aint right, I cant think straight...at all.

I lost my job, the job I loved serving the communty saving lives, I lost freind who told me to fuck off cos I am MAD, my family are half assed with suporting me, my sex life is a sham, I feel like shit and I see no future really just patterns.

I suppose to folk like Executioner this is weak and uncalled for....well hard fucking luck sunny...this is a forum these are my freinds I will talk , dont like what I say than dont read....but please dont come out with utter bollocks to me, I mean ya dont fuckin know me mate.
As for that daft cunt who came out with the small dick comment Well I pity you, weak pathetic creature....its things like you that make me wonna stop helping people on places like this.

The main reason I posted this here is like I mentioned so YOU guys wouldnt think ''where is he'' you would know, it wasnt a cry for help, the bits about no thanks were just my mind mixed up over certain things here like the chatroom which was a UTTER failiure and all I got was bad PM's about it.

I am GLAD I have GOOD freinds here, I am UNSTABLE in the head and this may come across now more...i.e. my temper which is BAD right now, I nearly smacked the postman today rofl no shit, I could of killed the paperboy yesterday.

Damn things aint any easy when ya own Mum and dad dont suppport ya, they care yes, but they aint really bothered.....they just think I should get on with it ... TYPICAL UK ATTITITUDE LIKE the executioner and Anon but it pathetic and old ... I cant just move the fuck on.

I am having therapy soon for my mind to get me right, I hope that works.

I can only say sorry for not typing my message clearer for some, but I aint thinking right.

I can hear my ears BURN right now from guys like you know who.....well you guys aint had a problem in ya life otherwise you would support others and not be like thr way you are.

Dont post back and say sorry ,,, I DO NOT accept them from assholes.
Maybe the hostility is cos I was an ex Network Engineer and you two are into the computer world to? you always mouthed of to me about PC's thinking ya could make me look daft , I reckon thats why ya have beef with me on this,tut tut tut tut little men. rofl better get back to Studying Anon for that degree :fight:

As for the rest of ya THANKS for being supportive , I will try to keep active even though my mind is out of shape.
cyaz

 

[DLD]

Originally posted by Innocent
i have been in the Penis Enlargement world for a very long time and have made thousands of posts to many sites, i'll read a lot of shit that red posts, so i consider myself in a position to judge.

Who the fuck are you? You are making youself the odd guy out very quickly.

 

[channel7]

RED,

I feel you completely. Do not even worry about those people. I know you and you are a good person. Do whatever you have to do. I know it feels like your life is in shambles but it will get better.

Email me, Believe me. I completely understand.

silver7titan@hotmail.com

I am here for you, brother.

Not to take pity but for an ear.

Later,

Channel7

 

[REDZULU2003]

I wouldnt worry about him dld, hes just a sad creature like that Gollom thing of LOTR.....tut tut tut how sad, he hasnt a life.
He must of hated me from day one and this is his chance to come out the shadown, well welcome to [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] .... rofl NOT.

Thanks channel for the offer.

 

[ctmwm]

Just a few words Bro. I have always looked forward to reading your posts. You have great information and a great sense of humor!! I understand about kicking back for a while. You do what you gotta do Bro. Just remember there are A LOT of us out here that truly admire you and have some kind of link to you in this brotherhood.

We'll be here for you and be sure to step in and post whenever you feel the need. <

 

[REDZULU2003]

I hope ya werent crying ctwm get them tears wiped away goddam it, I am here to stay so hard luck rofl J/K I just wanted to tell yaz all if I am ABSENT dont worry I aint strung myself up [bad joke] but am healing if ya will :O

cyaz and cheers.

 

[Anon]

Red, I'm not going to apologise but I want to clarify - I'm not having a go, nor do I have a typical english attitude. It seems I just misunderstood your original post, which often happens on the net. I have had problems myself, and have had friends and girlfriends with serious problems, so I understand if you're having them too.

I do enjoy your posts here (except the ones aiming abuse at me ), and you've obviously contributed a lot to the Penis Enlargement world. It would be a shame if you left [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MoS[/words] for good, but it sounds like you're not going to. One of the biggest and hardest steps to take is to get help, and you're well on the way. Get well soon

 

[Super]

Well I am glad to see this is getting worked out.

 

[DLD]

RED has more issues than a news stand but so do I I have a feeling this is really the only forum that will accept us

 

[Super]

Originally posted by doublelongdaddy
RED has more issues than a news stand but so do I I have a feeling this is really the only forum that will accept us

My issues are my fucking balls

 

[REDZULU2003]

RED has more issues than a news stand

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rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl If I were a newspaper I would SELL SELL SELL rofl rofl rofl summuts always going on with me, never a calm moment

And Anon, I make an exception I FORGIVE you man.
I have been HARD and NASTY to you once before in the past in that PM which wasnt nice, glad to see you are decent and have the balls to come out....thanks.

 

[ctmwm]

Originally posted by REDZULU2003
I hope ya werent crying ctwm get them tears wiped away goddam it, I am here to stay so hard luck rofl J/K I just wanted to tell yaz all if I am ABSENT dont worry I aint strung myself up [bad joke] but am healing if ya will :O

cyaz and cheers.

No tears here Red. Sometimes I can finally express myself the right way.

The BROTHERHOOD OF THE [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] LIVES!!!!
(sword pitched to the sky shouting, lighting flashing)

 

[wants9]

Red, I don't know what's going on in your life, but I really do hope they get resolved as quickly as possible. God speed.

 

[bigbutnottoo]

Originally posted by REDZULU2003
Wont be takeing as much active roles here,
meaning I wont be posting much anymore or answer PM anymore.

.

I just wanted to say that I appreciate your posts on this forum and that I hold you in high regard as far as people here. You are definitely in the top handful of guys on this site.

I didnt always agree with you on some of the viewpoints ( and still dont on some) you had, but after reading your posts I got a better understanding of where your point of view is coming from; and I like the way you think. You seem to be a rare thinker these days- someone who takes principled stands in spite of the opposition. That resolve should help you get through whatever problems you are having.

 

[LilD]

Originally posted by REDZULU2003
I can hear my ears BURN right now from guys like you know who.....well you guys aint had a problem in ya life otherwise you would support others and not be like thr way you are.

Thats exactly what i wanted to say u Red. Dont let this fuckers bother u, they r just dumb and shortsighted. And i wanted to tell this nut who said this thing with a small dick and personality, that even the strongest man can mentally brake.
Red u have a great personality and u r a big supporter for this forum. Even im new here, i noticed u and enjoyed all your posts. I hope u get better and come back stronger than ever.

 

[longTom]

Hey Red I've enjoyed your posts, and learned some from them to!
Take some time and work though the crap we call life, heal up and come back stronger than ever, and remember what don't kill ya, just makes you stronger!
LT

ps:blahblah: :blahblah: :blahblah: :blahblah: to all the assholes in life we all half to put up with!rofl rofl rofl

 

[TheExecutioner]

Nothing that i said was out of line in the slightest, out of line would be sayiing Things directed to him in a totally offensive mannor like he has done to me in the past eg Go on a swearing Rant "fucking this fucking that" as i recall was the last thing he said to me in a post which did not at all deserve such a response and i was simply saying how an attitude like that is something i wont be missing.
And as for the Guy who reckon i was on a "Hard Man" act, no one is trying to be a hard man im just stating a FACT:
Life is tough thats a fact, this aint no fucking hard man act.
"CHECK it out, no one is making you read this thread"
Its a public Thread in the General Forums, people read threads like that dude incase you never realised

 

[TheExecutioner]

Originally posted by REDZULU2003

I suppose to folk like Executioner this is weak and uncalled for....well hard fucking luck sunny...this is a forum these are my freinds I will talk , dont like what I say than dont read....but please dont come out with utter bollocks to me, I mean ya dont fuckin know me mate.

I don't claim to know you, from what i see your true colours really do shine from posts like these, what i do know of you is you got Serious Issues as we can all see and your attitude should be on the first of things to sort out, bad sex life you can live without but an attitude problem dont go down with no one.

I may seem harsh to many people, but i aint gonna Bum lick anyone even if they are a mod or having a hard time in life, im not here to dish out pitty, sitting around in a depressed state will only destroy you so instead of hanging around waiting for praise do something about it and move on.

 

[poonologist]

RED,man ive been around these forums since it pretty much started.i havent posted a whole lot but i definitely know who you are as ive read alot of threads.i was also at thunders and a couple other forums as well.this forum is the best and most receptive as far as the members go that ive seen.i think maybe those that are giving you a hard time here might have seen your progress pics and are envious a bit maybe! :blahblah:

on the real though,you just gotta try to brush assholes and their opinions off bro.the saying goes,opinions are like assholes everyones got em.thats so true to me.you just gotta take a look at how valued around here you are.as said previously youre one of the gurus around here and i should know cause ive read and seen enough from you to know that.i definitely feel what youre goin through as i myself go through some of my own mental battles as much as every couple days i imagine.just remember to keep fighting it.you can never lose the war if you dont give up,only a battle here and there.but thats why this forum being pretty close knit is a good thing.you get low and a shitload of your friends will be here to drag your ass back up above ground again.so hang in there man and dont leave,this community would suffer a loss if ya did.laterz

 

[REDZULU2003]

thanks guys I will NEVER forget.
As for Executioner, think what ya like man...you would have attitude problems if you were MENTALLY ILL , I am getting on with it I dont sit here moaning ya dum ass, I have FREINDS here and will tell them what I want.....I aint even takeing heed your words for the simple reason they are SHIT....you talk SHIT, but I admire you for stickingto your guns....you havent as YOU CALL IT Lickass which is bullshit anyway but ya know What I mean.

''''''''attitude like that is something i wont be missing. '''''''''

^^^ Nuthing wrong with my attitude you are the ONLY ONE who has said this out of 5000+ members here, I have worked with 100's of people and even in charge of my division in the fire service and I got on well with them all and did the job great, you are the one with the problem.....if I had an attitude problem how come I HELP peeps here so much with such warmth, I always make time, do you????? no, at least respect me for that.

As for

;''''''i see your true colours really do shine from posts like these'''''''

^^^ that was me defending myself, I wont be walked over by NO ONE

As for your Get on with it speech and life is hard rofl damn what a MIRACLE MAN you are dont ya think I know this.....I have been thru alot already this is the aftermath of it, the post traumatic stress and what goes with it, I have seen kids burned to death and mangles on train tracks...I did my job than and got on with life I will again so dont fucking preach me on this HARD MAN shit...cos it dunt wash off.

---------------

I am slowly getting better, and in the months ahead will join the Military Police.
I have my bad days but am loking forward to the good ones.

 

[Gandolf]

Everyone can check out my new thread to see my viewpoints to this one, it will probably branch out into a separate discussion.

http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?s=&threadid=4493

 

[REDZULU2003]

I think this should be left.

 

[TheExecutioner]

Originally posted by REDZULU2003
I think this should be left.

Of course you would think this. The Moment people actually see what you are really like and start making a stand for themselves you hide away for it to die down, and you will return to your normal hostile self.

Originally posted by REDZULU2003
Nuthing wrong with my attitude you are the ONLY ONE who has said this out of 5000+ members here

Maybe thats because me with the execption of a few others, will stand up and say what we beleive and not be intimidated by your swearing and hostility.

I shall not be intimidated by you, or anyone else for that matter and i will stand up for what I beleive.