case study extremely big problem. HELP SOMEBODY PLEASE....

somehow ive ended here after battling this injury for al most 6 months. im in my 40's . i had jelqed off and on and pumped for a month or 2. nothing serious. felt better, and hung better it seemed. no real serious gains expected. just wanted better bloodflow and quality.

one day, i jelqed a bit harder than i had been, but no pain, and jsut for a minute. next day i pumped and accidentally went more than i wanted. no pain. immediately released and red along the base of the shaft. within the day it was gone. several days later i woke up with a shrunken unit and slight numbess on the shaft. had all hard flaccid symptoms.

was scared, so continued making my self have sex,. after a month or so, it seemed it was subsiding. i still woke up in the morning with a chub. but everything shrank to nothing during the day.then it started seeming like if we had sex more than once a week, it would traumatize everything and destroy my libido and size again.

very sensitive glans with burning /cooling feeling. shrunk all day. no erections. no night erections. then it would come back a week later with her, and we'd have sex again. eventually i figured out we had to quit for awhile. 6 months later, here i am. we just went a month of nothing. i still walk around all day shrunk to nothing. we had sex 2 days ago and it was great, but now it seems to be overly sensitive again. only time i hang normally , is if i lay down in bed awhile. but soon after i get up, its all gone again.

sensitivity/nerve damage, seems likely, but not sure. nothing feels like me down there unless im hard. it doesnt seem like i did anything too hard/painful to cause this, but i obviously did. not sure if this will heal ever, but i cant take any more panic attacks and anxiety. its hard to make it to bedtime every day. its the only relief i get.

it feels like i have half what i did on a normal day now, with no arousal. ive also noticed a constant pressure moreso while shrunken, in my rectum /perenium area,that tightens when i flex my penis. i get decent morning/night erections sometimes, and sometimes not as much. but im sure my anxiety day to day is effecting that . i cannot masturbate to get hard since the 2nd month of this, due to it irritating the nerves it seems on the head. actual sex doesnt irritate it as much, but it still does.

i always have the numbness/sensitivity issue to some degree, but its super bad when its shriveled up and burns. im just not sure the nerves will heal, and i dont know what to do now. im mentally exhausted and depressed. i can barely force myself to work or do anything that involves moving. it lets me know every step of every day what ive lost.
 
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seems common to have issues after doing this stuff. not real sure why its not warned against instead of promoted. this is hell on earth to live through. nothing will stand in my way if i ever make it out of this ok.
For me it is. My head goes numb after orgasm
 
seems common to have issues after doing this stuff. not real sure why its not warned against instead of promoted. this is hell on earth to live through. nothing will stand in my way if i ever make it out of this ok.
Awesome 👌 you will make it happen
 
i cant win. after a horny sat night sleeping i woke up and ended up having sex for around 5 min yesterday. around end of day, i was in rough shape. shrunken with that glans numb i get and stinging. took a viagra at rest time to ease the pain. didnt get much out of it last night. a very shortlived plump event ,an within the hour, lost all flow , and shriveled to nothing. almost feel nothing, and kegels feel totally restricted from getting to my penis. all night have smallest penis that i physically can have, with zero arousal or response. once i woke up with what was a supposed erection, although rather limp and numb. today im super small with no feeling again,cold glans, very disturbing feeling. seems like theres no end to this horrible cycle of events. somedays there seems to be a feeling it could really improve. then it turn and i swear it can never ever feel any different . then the cycle just repeats and repeats. sigh.
 
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I wish I could offer you better advice. It makes me sad you are dealing with this 😞
 
i wish you could too. theres just not much hope. today has been very rough. nothing but aggravating burning while driving. i guess everything is inflamed from the sex this week. i dont know anymore. this is more stress than a person should ever have to deal with,and its not going anywhere
 
i wish you could too. theres just not much hope. today has been very rough. nothing but aggravating burning while driving. i guess everything is inflamed from the sex this week. i dont know anymore. this is more stress than a person should ever have to deal with,and its not going anywhere
Know I am praying for you every day.
 
im still trying to come through this and understand what has even happened. my junk is still in there somewhere and functional even. it just gets clamped off it seems all hours of the day now , unless my wife gets around it. i cant release it no matter what i try. its like it has to come out on its own or its not happy about it. it is the worst when im up moving and active. which is destroying me as a person entirely. if i could just get the life into it, the feeling is really not that wrong. im just a little fuzzy on feel with light touch on top of the glans it seems. but if its normal size, and my insides dont feel like theyre clamped off, it really doesnt effect me all that much. it just doesnt ever happen anymore.

after i took a crap this morning , there are wrinkles and veins ive never ever seen in my life it was so constricted. and when its like this,its just impossible to feel aroused whatsoever. (all day usually). and that makes it all that much more sensitive and heightened awareness of it being absent in my pants. i tried some things on it this morning to see if i could feel it on glans. sheets i can feel . towels i can feel. boxers i could feel. a super light feather duster i "could" feel, although it was a little hard to make out. and the boxers might have been a little on the soft side. but i could feel it.

through this whole year, ive seemed to progressively lose my healthy plump package into this shrunken worthless, hard flaccid crap. and sometimes, it is hard like hard flaccid, but mostly just limp. like really limp , where i only feel kegels deep in my rectum. early on,it would seem fine sometimes even during the day, although i had couldnt feel correctly. it didnt bother me much though. then after that stopped happening ,id only regain my penis at night when i lay down, and was fine when i got up in morning till i hit my feet.. then that started slowly changing. thats when i started stretching, and i could actually feel stuff inside flowing into my penis. it would even bring arousal again,kegels would work, and nocturnal erections would return very strong(that night even) as time went on though, it just kept fading away. stretches did nothing . so, now , i generally sleep all night with the limpest of things ive ever seen. and nocturnals either dont happen, or arent strong and sometimes num.

but....if i get a stretch like last week, where i do have sex, and dont cum, ill seem to do ok at night, and even wake up aroused some. then its like i seem to overdo it , and it puts me right where im at now, crashed with nothing again. i dont get it. with arousal, and healthy feeling flaccid size, i could deal with the off feelings i have all day long. but without that, it just destroys me . all i feel like this when i hold a kegel is a tight sensation right up through my penis like it just cant get through or something. and when i do have sex, my whoel erection seems tight as well. really weird.
 
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im just rambling here for my own records,or any helpful idea. i took another viagra sat at lunch to try to ease pain. it didnt do anything at all. i was in pretty good pain that day which drained me mentally. that night i had strong erections. evenwoke up in morning horny, and plump like i should, and it felt good even. its the only time i really felt like a kegel had a good feeling at the other end like its supposed to. sunday was kinda meh, didnt really have any pain though. sun night i had good erection again. woke up horny as night earlier. seems the pill does "something" although very delayed? again though, oncei get up moving , my glans just feels destroyed and numb. with zero kegel response.shrunk and cold. so then i go sit down awhile, and i get a little relief inside. i feel the flow/burn sensation inside my penis from kegeling. it just doesnt ever open up enough. i get up and work, and i usually lose that sensation, andreverts to feeling disconnected,and cold again. other notes, last night i had a hard walk through a thick field. anytime i do anything strenuous, i completely lose my penis. i dont mean the normal way i always have. i mean extreme. very cold, lose all feeling, zero flow. my glans has issues feeling in clothing. i feel things when actually touching it, although a little skewed, and sensitive in spots. it feels actually ok to live if i have a normal plump day. i just dont anymore.
 
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looking back, i should have let it be the first month, but i panicked. then after hard flaccid did resolve itself, it was looking up i thought. i had sex. then that night got a good erection while sleeping and finished that off. then at daylight woke up again really hard, and thought this must be a good sign and did it again. next few days put it in a coma. and ive not really had a good day since.that was late october.

i dont have any drive unless i intentionally get physical. i still get morning erections generally. some good, some not so good. but there is no fullness or length there when flaccid anymore, and the life just seems gone. i thought after going 30 days of nothing, sex would be ok . and it was. but now im back to square one again with not much arousement if any all day. and the dissapearing act is very hard to deal with in my head.

im totally lost here. i just want my life back. all i want to do is be asleep now. i avoid showers and using the bathroom cause i dont even want to look at it anymore. what i had was just fine, and for some reason i believed this would give me a little boost. and it did....until it didnt
I know it’s been awhile since you posted this. This info makes me think so many ejaculations in a short time made an excess amount of Prolactin kicked in. Which will crush your drive among other things too.
 
I know it’s been awhile since you posted this. This info makes me think so many ejaculations in a short time made an excess amount of Prolactin kicked in. Which will crush your drive among other things too.
i understand that for sure. that was a long time ago though. im not sure thats improved much though at this point.
 
@notmeanymore you might have multiple things going on. Some other posts I read of yours also makes me think of low Testosterone. …Dr.’s will say it is in range, nothing to worry about. But that “in range” might be too low for you. Get it tested and let us know what your numbers are/were.
 
Total is a bit low. My total was 875ng/dL 2 months ago. Free level was 267pg/ml. This is the level for the healthy late 20s or early 30s males. Those who are in their 40s and 50s doing weight lifting and chiseled or athletes are the same.
 
well id hate to see what it is now after ive dealt with this. sex is actually the last thing i want to regain. its rediculous what i am. i try to do any simple thing outside, even walking, an i draw up like a pencil and get even number. if i could just kegel and feel anything, that would help a lot. yetthis morning i wake up aroused, and the feelign is there. holy crap this is so frustrating. if my nerves could heal a tad more,
this would all go away id think, yet so much time has passed....
 
i had around 550 . that was in april or may.
Bottom is 300 before they offer TRT on average. Mine was 400, found a TRT/men’s heath dr. Now I’m around 1,000. Get yours higher, your libido and some other symptoms should go away. (Don’t know about the weird sensations you describe though)

You can raise it naturally with herbs too, just slower.
 
Bottom is 300 before they offer TRT on average. Mine was 400, found a TRT/men’s heath dr. Now I’m around 1,000. Get yours higher, your libido and some other symptoms should go away. (Don’t know about the weird sensations you describe though)

You can raise it naturally with herbs too, just slower.
these sensations and lack of them, are the worst thing on the planet. the only time i get away from it is when im aroused. i never lost feeling or size anything close to this at first. i thought hurting nerves would show up upon injury. not show up later on, and then slowly go in the toilet.
 
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The weird feeling of the numbness is just that, an odd kinking, pinching, or severed nerve ending like we've discussed in the past. It happens all throughout the body, be the fingers, toes, part of the limbs, with penis included. Peyronie's also recorded to have similar symptoms. When we do PE, thrombosis, deep veins thrombosis, kinks, accelerated nerve growth or improper tissue tears without proper healing, and even accidental compression of any nerve branches can cause this numbness to manifest. The closest to describe this phenomenon is a comparative sciatica, influenced by an injury to a nerve branch.
 
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yeah. my whole glans feels it. most times in my pants it feels distant or even gone. in my hand it feels everything. although "brightened" at times. so confusing.
 
That's the strange thing. None of us could figure out the directive of this. We noticed this discussion in the past too, and even to the elite of the medical professionals in the pathology departments, they all came up with the "?!!"

If the nerve branch is damaged, the main two senses cannot be felt. That means pressure (touch) and temperature. Of course, the two senses are really 14, where as the 5 main senses are more than 34 inter-related senses. If the penile shaft and glans can feel "everything", the discussions were thermal, touch, pressure, and sensitivity are all active and optimal on the outside. When blood filled the cavernosa and spongiosum, that's internal triggering to cover the remainder. Both internal and external are optimal. However, when there's no thermal influence, while there's sensivity and pressure, optimal conditions are not reached. This is why we suggested wrapping up to keep the temperature constant to reach optimal point.

But then, we're all scratching our heads about whether or not the nerve endings are too close to approximation to one another, and worst yet, the healing nodes where the kink occurs didn't misfires to one another, causing that weird hot/cold numbness and tingling.
 
That's the strange thing. None of us could figure out the directive of this. We noticed this discussion in the past too, and even to the elite of the medical professionals in the pathology departments, they all came up with the "?!!"

If the nerve branch is damaged, the main two senses cannot be felt. That means pressure (touch) and temperature. Of course, the two senses are really 14, where as the 5 main senses are more than 34 inter-related senses. If the penile shaft and glans can feel "everything", the discussions were thermal, touch, pressure, and sensitivity are all active and optimal on the outside. When blood filled the cavernosa and spongiosum, that's internal triggering to cover the remainder. Both internal and external are optimal. However, when there's no thermal influence, while there's sensivity and pressure, optimal conditions are not reached. This is why we suggested wrapping up to keep the temperature constant to reach optimal point.

But then, we're all scratching our heads about whether or not the nerve endings are too close to approximation to one another, and worst yet, the healing nodes where the kink occurs didn't misfires to one another, causing that weird hot/cold numbness and tingling.
Is this something a doctor could test for? I agree with keeping warm via wrap, very smart. Is it possible for this to heal on its own?
 
Is this something a doctor could test for? I agree with keeping warm via wrap, very smart. Is it possible for this to heal on its own?
This is where pathology comes in. Testing method was a combo of CAT, MRI, and Doppler/ultrasound for discontinuity of blood vessels and branches. An MRI was taken but we didn't get the update on the results.

Even they were stumped, but suggested many approaches. I provided in the earlier discussions. A new one that just came in was an experimental injection of tracer chemical and stem cells, with stimulation of NIR+ using red light therapy. So far, 60 or so patients received interesting results and clinical around the world are testing the methods.
 
This is where pathology comes in. Testing method was a combo of CAT, MRI, and Doppler/ultrasound for discontinuity of blood vessels and branches. An MRI was taken but we didn't get the update on the results.

Even they were stumped, but suggested many approaches. I provided in the earlier discussions. A new one that just came in was an experimental injection of tracer chemical and stem cells, with stimulation of NIR+ using red light therapy. So far, 60 or so patients received interesting results and clinical around the world are testing the methods.
Thanks. The MOSRED would be a good option especially if used multiple times a day. I also agree with getting all those tests done. At this point that is my best advice.
 
my shaft feels as it always has. frenulum feels good also. glans not so much.
That's the strange thing. None of us could figure out the directive of this. We noticed this discussion in the past too, and even to the elite of the medical professionals in the pathology departments, they all came up with the "?!!"

If the nerve branch is damaged, the main two senses cannot be felt. That means pressure (touch) and temperature. Of course, the two senses are really 14, where as the 5 main senses are more than 34 inter-related senses. If the penile shaft and glans can feel "everything", the discussions were thermal, touch, pressure, and sensitivity are all active and optimal on the outside. When blood filled the cavernosa and spongiosum, that's internal triggering to cover the remainder. Both internal and external are optimal. However, when there's no thermal influence, while there's sensivity and pressure, optimal conditions are not reached. This is why we suggested wrapping up to keep the temperature constant to reach optimal point.

But then, we're all scratching our heads about whether or not the nerve endings are too close to approximation to one another, and worst yet, the healing nodes where the kink occurs didn't misfires to one another, causing that weird hot/cold numbness and tingling.
hmm. i feel cold fingers just fine. i feel cold ice very well too. if i held it on awhile, it got downright cold and painful,. i feel hot in the shower, although not as prevalent. i dont think warm water has ever seemed as intense as cold though . feels normal with hot, as does shaft. i can also feel the sprayer on glans. it does feel a tad different though. although i had my eyes closed, i can feel it all. just feels a little tender perhaps. theres a couple spots right at the tip that touch my underwear that gives me unhappy feelings that i dont feel when touching. and not always. i go to see what MRI says wed. figure itll say nothing
 
well... im wrong. i DID feel ice fine. this morning, i dont anymore. there goes hope. 2 months ago i felt it fine and it hurt if held long enough.

edit. now ive confused myself more. an hour later i touched it with a random item at room temp, . i feel the coldness in that. i feel the cold in my fingers. i felt toilet paper, towels, fingers. etc. might get hard later to see what ice feels like then. im not sure what to think. it just feels so soft and lifeless(feelingless) in clothes. and my glans makes my leg cold if i touch it. i still feel like something is clamped off internally when i kegel hard. a sensation/burn up through my junk. harder i kegel the more i feel it. mostly after ive sat down a few minutes. ive also had instances where a constant burning stopped after getting up. or viced versa. im gonna stretch more frequently, although i cant seem to get the results a used to from it.

more edit. tried ice again. i felt it. although very very little. got hard. same result. start to jack off. feel everything. put clothes on. same lack of feeling. what a joke.
 
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Yep, this sounds like a bent nerve branch sporadic misfiring at each other, or a kinked dorsal nerve at or near the base of the penis, causing intermittent signal sending/receiving.

Once again, after getting the MRI results, look into LIST treatment. This may be the best course of action.
 
ill know tomorrow. i dont figure it will show anything though. wouldnt it seem its In the glans though,not the base, since it sex seems to aggravate the tissue? i figure its too late for any shockwave stuff. not that i expect that to even do much . i aint an expert on much though. this seems really like my first doctor visit to amount to anything, and its so long out now it wont matter much it seems
 
wouldnt it seem its In the glans though,not the base, since it sex seems to aggravate the tissue?
Not necessarily. Think about sciatica. The phantom pains are spread between the lower back to the hamstrings and quad regions, but the inflammation/kink occurs in the L's and S's in the spinal colum. That's 10in to 24in away. Think about the penis. From the base to the glans, it's only between 6 to 10in away.

i figure its too late for any shockwave stuff. not that i expect that to even do much .
Never know until you try. LIST is a post-trauma or long term trauma recovery option. This is introduced for those who suffered from long term acute trauma.

i aint an expert on much though. this seems really like my first doctor visit to amount to anything, and its so long out now it wont matter much it seems
There are specialists in all fieds, and there are specialists in specific fields. The specific fields are extremely limited since they can't make money to recover the costs for the fields. Some of these specialists are hidden among the broader specialized fields. You just have to search for them. There are quite a few of them in the Asian countries are they are not limited to their practices. There are quite a few start poppping every where in Euro. In the US, unfortunately, there is an extremely limited count due to the sue-happy idiots out thre.
 
yeah. id try the list. only cause im desperate. other than that. im screwed. staying alive is pretty painful now. can only hope the nerves stop irritating over time. so far, it hasnt enough. feeling issues are only at glans though. anything under that, or frenulum feels nice as always.
 
Nah, you're long from being screwed. Those who made it back from the brink of Stage 4 terminal cancers are screwed to victorious. They did their works and diligence. My brother is at a Stage 4 for 5 years, where the doctors said he could not live past 6 months. He proved them wrong. This is a minor thing. You will conquer it if you walk with your head held high and fight with everything you have.
 
yeah. i understand that....i just miss life.this should never have happened. it makes you totally useless. every single step of every day is a train wreck, and mental stress over such a stupid thing that wont go away. ive fought hard, i just cant fix it . and it hurts.
 
Life throws you challenges when you least expected. Our family constantly go through it all the time. We just have to continually find the answers and act on any possible chance to rectify or conquer the situation. This is how rewards come about. We just went through a $52K situation, but we know the rewards will be returned to us in 5 years or so. Our rewards may not be fully return to us in 10 years, but looking in the long run, not only we benefit as a the main parties, but it's for our kids, grandkids, and their families to be. Don't expect short term pursuant and short term rewards. Think of long term investigation and pursuant for long term rewards.
 
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Life throws you challenges when you least expected. Our family constantly go through it all the time. We just have to continually find the answers and act on any possible chance to rectify or conquer the situation. This is how rewards come about. We just went through a $52K situation, but we know the rewards will be returned to us in 5 years or so. Our rewards may not be fully return to us in 10 years, but looking in the long run, not only we benefit as a the main parties, but it's for our kids, grandkids, and their families to be. Don't expect short term pursuant and short term rewards. Think of long term investigation and pursuant for long term rewards.
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Be in life or in PE, "Never give up, never surrender. " It's easy to take the shortest way out. But what do you truly have at the end? More regrets. Take every path with every possibility, and when there's nothing left at the end where you stand, break the walls in front of you down and make a new path that has yet to be traversed upon. That is life. Anyone can just sit idly and raise their hands up in defeat. I have yet to see you done it. Otherwise, you would have stop posting by now.
 
as expected. MRI is perfect. i have no issues, Dr. has zero ideas. im gonna go on cialis for a week, since ive never tried it more than 2 days cause it shrank me more and freaked me out. at this point im used to it, so it doesnt matter anymore. the 2-3 days of nighttime arousal /horny feelings following one viagra pill has me curious if this happens again. perhaps that will lead to a clue testosterone wise.
 
It's not the doctor that has no clue, but the radiologist(s) that had no clue. The doctor that received the info from the radiologist(s) can only evaluate the info provided beside looking at the results themselves.

The clues provided already pointed to the lack of free and total testosterone levels. Using Cialis boosted the nitric oxide level up, but also crash your testosterone level down after the "horny" feelings or the blown loads. What you are chasing after to is maintain that testosterone level high. We already acknowledged that the low testosterone level fluctuations caused by the mental and emotion instability. You have to stabilize it. It also comes to an infinite looping that your metal and emotional issues caused by the shrinkage of the penis because of the glans's sporadic sensitivity, resulting from a hidden trauma that manifested like a bad gremlin.

So, hold your head high, and search for solutions under unconventional means. LIST is one. TST is two.
 
i just dont know. it feels really over at this point. i took cialis yesterday. there was one moment for 30 sec, i felt a little urge. then gone. nothing all night either. this sensitivity,and nerve feeling is my pants has never went away. kneeling down really gets to me. i did that yesterday trying to work on something , and it got me overwhelmed with anxiety. which fired my burning nerve irritation again. i just cant figure how this all started so mild, with what seemed like libido issues, then transformed into hypersensitivity 6 weeks later. thenstarted my feelings changing along with this burning.with shriking state. then actually thinking things were going positive for ahiwle. even getting plump again for awhile. now its just all in the toilet. i sleep all night limp like never before. i started out day one losing my kegel response. it ruins everything. theres nothing there. i cant work like this. it eats at my anxiety, and i constantly have to sit down. at this point, i almost feel like killing the nerves is my only chance at living. i wont mentally be able to deal with that either. the left side of my glans is always eating at me in one way or another. it has seemed to permanetly stay shrunk /disconnected now. doesnt respond to anythinhg except manual. yet, i feel it every way all day, in a foreign object way.

of course, there was a time, when i had a little drive connection and size, it didnt seem so bad. i used to remember waking up fat, and at least that felt ok. i wake up with a 3-4 inch stub now limp as a wet noodle.
 
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Just out of curiosity, have you try wrapping the entire penile shaft completely, from the base and go past the glans? It's something to think about. Use a moderate restrictive cock ring, where the restriction of blood flow is up to 70%. This allows the volume of blood to flow into the penis and stay there, but with the capacity to leave when needed. Use flexible bandage and wrap it up to keep it warm, but wrap past the glans to prevent movement of clothing and wrapping from irritating the glans through rubbing/friction.

This is a test to see if the kinked branch terminal is near the surface or keep into the skin (fascias). Once you discover it the finding, you can go one step further. We are now entering the unconventional methods. I have my colleagues on standby for you.
 
no, but i currently have it stuffed in a sock and using the rest of the sock to fill my underwear to keep anything from moving. its the only thing that remotely simulates a normal feeling. until i kegel and feel nothing at all. after a few hours i have to take it out just so i feel something again. nothing i do can appease my anxiety with the feeling for very long.
 
Do what you can and prevent the rubbing. That's what triggers the signal reponses. Do your best to isolate the signal response from being hyperactive.
 
thats all ive done so far. the over all feeling is crap day to day. everything has set in worse. im not sure how after a year, but im no longer feeling a way around this. i really dont understand how i had sex a couple weeks ago. 3 times at that. no way a person can live through this.
 
Consider yourself lucky to have 3 times of enjoyment a week. Some don't have for months on end. Some can't even have sexual excitement for years on end. Your case is considered dire in your point of view. Take your case and spread it across the board, your case it still in the bright and sunshine portion of the issues.

However, keep plugging different solutions by testing it. The critical test is to keep the volume of blood in the penis through restrictive means. Do not exceed 80% restrictive flow more than 30 minutes at any given point. We want the blood to constantly cycle.
 
yeah. i know when you hear me say that, it doesnt sound rough at all. lol. let me tell you, it is . id give up sex entirely just to be able to feel something...anything all day long. its ungodly hard to understand how it feels as if nothing is there, yet when i touch it with a hand i can feel the touch, or showerhead. although it may be a tad underreporting. and to kegel and not feel a thing is super unsettling.

as far as ring goes. im not exactly sure.wouldnt blood get stopped from entering as much as it would exiting?
 
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