Sounds like you have a very sentimental view of the brotherhood and it brings you security and happiness when you’re here. I see the brotherhood as a second family so if I was to leave the brotherhood I would be missing my family. And so what if he could only get three days in a week, it’s better than getting no days in. MOS is a site that does a lot more than give instructions on PE! I get my spiritual, emotional and physical directions from the brotherhood. There’s so much here to leave behind so don’t make any plans until you know exactly where you’re landing.