DutchAthletic’s ascension path to 10” BPEL

I’ve been praying for you every single night that you get better and better. You seem in much better spirits over the last week so that makes me happy. I hope to get you to a point where self medication is no longer necessary.
 
Thursday december 27th

Bundled stretches 20 mins

I have a lot of work to do, so my plans for new years eve are cancelled.

I have deadlines and projects to finish and I underestimated the time for finishing everything in time. So no party for me, i’m happy that I can make such decisions. It’s OK if I don’t go, and if I go I try to enjoy it.

I’m starting my subliminal programming tomorrow and I wil listen to this daily for a few hours, and a requirement is that you cannot drink any alcohol or taking drugs.

This program is like 3-4 months, so I have to stay sober anyway.

I don’t have problems with that.
 
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DutchAthletic92 said:
So basically I have no friends left anymore, i’m totally isolated and I don’t have a social life. My life revolved around partying / drugs / alcohol / getting fucked up. And now we’re approaching the end of this year I really have these cravings. But i’m sitting on the couch at my parents house, all by myself and I will stay at home alone on december 31th.
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DutchAthletic92 said:
I will just be using 50mg of pure MDMA powder in a gelatin capsule. No contaminations etc, just clean MDMA-crystals. And I have 10mg capsules to increase the dosage until 60-70mg and that should be plenty. Just to have a good time, and approaching girls, getting to know girls and seducing them.
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Why do you believe you require drugs "to have a good time," or for "getting to know girls and seducing them"?

Why do you believe your options are either "parties and drugs" or "sitting at home alone"?

I think you're much more capable and have many more options than you're giving yourself credit for.

I suspect you are feeling some growing pains from the very positive adjustments you've made. Before, your "life revolved around partying/drugs/alcohol/getting fucked up." Now you've removed that from your life, and you're feeling the emptiness it left behind. (And no wonder!) The easiest thing to do is to fill that void with the same old habits again. It's comfortable, effortless, and fun! BUT it can leave you back at square one again, and we both know that wasn't working for you.

For instance, if you roll on some Molly for New Year's, you'll have gone 24 days sober. (Whiskey can be consumed without getting drunk. Molly WILL get you high, that's the only point). You will have gone a lot less time than the 3-6 month breaks you used to take! So how will you have changed the pattern?

The harder thing to do, in your case, is to realize what more to life there is besides partying/drugs and fill the void with THOSE things. (And I'm not just talking about studying and working out ;)). Here's something for starters: you're a Christian! DUDE!! Go find a local church with a young population and join in their activities. Church girls are just as attractive as non-church girls, and if you find a community with a good balance of liberal and traditional attitudes, you'll get ladies who are willing to sleep with you before marriage AND don't want drugs to do it! That's just one example, and it's a friggin GOLD MINE.

I'm not saying that one can't responsibly use drugs, or even that you specifically can't or won't responsibly use drugs in this lifetime. At the same time, since we know drugs have been a problem for you in the past, this plan to jump back in already with MDMA is at LEAST a yellow flag here. Heads up!

EDIT: Dammit and then you ninja'd a post in while I was writing. :D Well, I'm glad to hear you'll be staying out of trouble on New Year's, and it sounds like you've really got your head on straight!
 
How are you feeling lately? Have things improved in your life from a couple weeks ago when we spoke?
 
I am happy to hear about that subliminal programming and that "requiring" you to stay clean so to speak of!

I love @Brawn Johnson 's reply to you, I thought it was very insightful and full of Brotherly love. :)

With many things in life it's about certain moderation and balance.
Believe or not, I used to be an absolutist and I still went to great parties.
Later on I did start to drink a bit, as in our "culture" it's easier to have a drink or two.
Getting wasted hasn't been my game and it has happened less than 10 times to my best memory. (And I do have quite clear memory.) Considering I'm 32 as I'm writing this, I think it's pretty low ...

Finding the confidence within without any substances is the best for approaching women.
It doesn't have to be so complicated, far too often we place others on a pedestal where it's best meeting eye to eye.
Doesn't have to be "how about it?" but it's not good beating around the bush either; in this the balance is also the key.

Focus on the good things in your life. Find strength in the people you meet. If someone is "draining" your life force, try to push them further. It's not always sunshine and rainbows, but it's ideal to try keeping people close to you that have good intentions and positive vibes.

I look forward to reading about your progress in more than one way!
All the best to you @DutchAthletic92 and stay strong, you can do it!
 
An absolutist, I have never heard that term used before but it completely describes me LOL For me it’s all or nothing. I’ve been able to let go of much of my obsessive behavior but in some cases that absolutist pops his head out every now and again. In some cases it’s very good to be in absolutist; For instance if I were not completely and absolutely obsessed with PE when I started I would’ve never made to gains I made or the exercises and tools I created. But there’s other situations where this absolute behavior has caused problems. I think we can all agree that moderation in all things is positive. The mind can be tricky and it becomes very important to navigate those thoughts with mastery. Ask yourself, is this something that’s going to benefit me or is this just something I am wasting my time with. You need to be honest with yourself. The behaviors I have given up on were behaviors that did not benefit me in anyway they just made situations worse. I guess what I’m trying to say is there’s a time and a place to be in absolutist.
 
DLD said:
An absolutist, I have never heard that term used before but it completely describes me :D For me it’s all or nothing. I’ve been able to let go of much of my obsessive behavior but in some cases that absolutist pops his head out every now and again. In some cases it’s very good to be in absolutist; For instance if I were not completely and absolutely obsessed with PE when I started I would’ve never made to gains I made or the exercises and tools I created. But there’s other situations where this absolute behavior has caused problems. I think we can all agree that moderation in all things is positive. The mind can be tricky and it becomes very important to navigate those thoughts with mastery. Ask yourself, is this something that’s going to benefit me or is this just something I am wasting my time with. You need to be honest with yourself. The behaviors I have given up on were behaviors that did not benefit me in anyway they just made situations worse. I guess what I’m trying to say is there’s a time and a place to be in absolutist.
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Friday december 28th

20 minutes of bundled stretching and kegel routine.

Yeah you’re right DLD, a very good strategy is to ask myself if something is gonna benefit me.

I have been taking a great interest in lucid dreaming lately and I am trying to accomplish that.

The benefits are amazing and pretty sick. You can heal yourself, your traumas, you can practice difficult things that you have to master in real life. And it feels just as intense and real like your normal waking life.

You can fly around, having sex with the hottest celebrities or that goodlooking stranger that you’ve seen downtown. The options are limitless.

I had 2 luciddreams but very short, and I didn’t had control over my body. Lucid dreaming is essentially you becoming aware that you are dreAming. Normally it’s something passive that you see, or you cannot change the scenery and things just happen to you.

In a lucid dream you can change the scenes, you are in charge. You can talk to your nightmonsters that have besn scaring you as a child, your worst nightmares can become your biggest comedy.

It affects you on a deep spiritual level and especially the subconsciouss mind. We have two minds, your logical analytical one, and one buried deep beneath. The subconsciouss mind is the one in control really, your emotions, decisions, behavior, all the things you do in real life is being controlled by your subconsciouss mind.

It is very hard, to access this part of your mind. And with lucid dreaming it is accessible.

I want to do some heavy introspection into my soul / mind / body to discover the reasons why I made certain decisions in the past.

What is my subconsiouss mind hiding from me?

And also I will be heavily using this lucid dreaming for PE of course. I have some dramatic inevitable gains.

Also my meditations will enhance lucid dreaming, and decrease stress.
 
That sounds pretty cool, do you have a link to the meditation you are using or post directions, this sounds very interesting.
 
DLD said:
That sounds pretty cool, do you have a link to the meditation you are using or post directions, this sounds very interesting.
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I bought this online course on Udemy.com:

https://www.udemy.com/the-ultimate-guide-to-lucid-dreaming/

This guy is the best online lucid dreaming expert, with the latest tips and trick, bought it for €40

And I listen 5 days on, 2 days off to subliminal programming, it’s the latest technology from Indigo Mind Labs, and I am now testing out a new program:

Subliminal Shop | Develop Maximum Sexual Irresistibility Ver. 3.3-D (5.5g – Type A/B/D Hybrid – Test Release)

They have the best products in the industry, and they will refund every penny if the program doesn’t work out for you after 3 months of use.

I volunteered to test out their newest product, so I get free updates until he has the final version which works for everyone.

So have a look, you might find something interesting.

Saturday december 29th

Bundled stretching lengthmaster 20 minutes
 
Wow, that sounds so cool. I have always wondered how well these work. We had some mp3s on here by Wendi, I ? think. They were specifically about PE and a few guy tried but never heard back. So that makes me eager for results, looking forward to updates as you get them.
 
DLD said:
Wow, that sounds so cool. I have always wondered how well these work. We had some mp3s on here by Wendi, I ? think. They were specifically about PE and a few guy tried but never heard back. So that makes me eager for results, looking forward to updates as you get them.
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They have their own forum as well with lots of people trying out their programs and having detailed logs of women seducing / social interactions

I have my log as well on that forum, and that DMSI what i’m testing is explicitly for women to approach you, hence the name Develop Maximum Sexual Irresistibility

They have sick technology and no-one in their industry is coming close to what Indigo Mind Labs is producing.

I’m not affiliated in any way but I like their products and I believe the owner can develop more sick techniques/ technology for improve it even better.
 
Monday december 31th

6:00 PM

I’m gonna do my bundled stretches for the night.
20 minutes of stretching with my awesome lengthmaster!

So I will start my PE journey officially tomorrow on januari 1th ?

No time to waste! I dropped my friends and relatives off at the train station, they’re gonna party in our capital city Amsterdam. And I went back to my parent’s house.

I’m all alone doing my thing, it’s almost therapeutic. And I keep our family dog company because of all the fireworks.

Damn next year I want to show you guys pics of my new 8 incher!

This year I will break through and arrive in 8”-land.

I still have to make starting size pics but I have a problem with uploading. My file sizes are too big. I use my iphone camera and it takes ultra high resolution pics.

How can I upload them on this forum?
 
Two of my favorite phrases, besides ‘I gained’ is lengthmaster and bundled stretches! Two things that make length game so much faster, easier and exciting! I’m so happy you’re loving it.
 
@DutchAthletic92 Happy New Year and I'm sure you'll make your goals come true!

About picture upload, isn't there a resize option on the phone? I would personally transfer pictures to a computer and resize them on a different program. (I use Irfanview personally most of the time, just a personal preference.)

Best of times gaining to you!
 
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!

Tuesday January 1th ??

After a turbulent night with horrible sleep i’m ready to tackle this day!

20 minutes bundled stretching + (reverse) kegels

I’m currently searching for a penis enlargement subliminal program. I’m looking for the best technology and effectiveness because the program that I now have is too heavy for my mind.

I’m resisting the program, my subconscious mind is stonewalling the program and is very stubborn. I wish I started executing the program but I have to call this one off unfortunately if the horrible sleep continues....

I need my deep recovery sleep and without interruptions / waking up several times a night

because i’m on a gaining streak with my lengthmaster !!!

So today my journey has begun.... i’m so motivated and excited to let the world see what I have gained after 365 days of DAILY stretching.

I will let you guys know when I have found a new PE subliminal program.

Cheers!
 
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