DutchAthletic’s ascension path to 10” BPEL

[DLD]

Believe me my brother I’ve been in your shoes and so tough place but what I could tell you that help me most was coming to the brotherhood and looking for daily help. Your brothers are willing to do whatever it takes to help you, that’s why we’re a family here.

Have you considered testosterone therapy or is that out of range because of money? How much would it cost me to get this work done? I would say you’re low testosterone is the root problem of everything else that’s happening. So look into that and let me know.

During these times of stress the best possible thing you can do is PE. Look at it as a relaxing time that you’re spending with yourself. Try to meditate and pray while training to keep your focus on the positive.

 

[Big Schwanz Acht]

We're family here and I know everyone is pulling for you. Your health should be priority 1, and all you do should be in support of that. Do some research, I'm certain there's a clinic or doctor that would work with you not only financially, but also cure your hormone imbalance. Do it for yourself so you can be better for everyone else

 

[huge-girth]

Do not be discouraged. There is light at the end of the tunnel

 

[DLD]

 

[DutchAthletic92]

Hey guys,

Thanks got the encouragement! It really helps me alot.

I’ve been to lectures today from 8:30 AM till 6:00 PM, long day i’m exhausted and I still have work to do.

I have to complete multiple assignments and i’m stretchingnl for 10-12 minutes this friday night. It’s 10 PM and I will go to sleep early, tomorrow a full day of stretching and studying.

I’ll be at the gym at 11:00 AM. Just keep going... step for step...

I’m saving up and getting a job to pay the medical treatments because this low testosterone is really something I have to address. It’s holding me back.

I need that raging testosterone back, it helps with gains.

 

[enrikxl]

Hi guys,

So yesterday (wednesday) I have missed a full day of training.

I had doubts, motivational problems, like rationalizations etc, like “why am I doing this?” “What is my purpose in life?”

“Why am I doing PE? I’m not even talking to girls, i’m not even looking at girls.

In 2014 I did a cycle of testosterone enanthate, which fucked up my hormone levels.

I never really recovered 100% from it, I know I have to see a doctor but I don’t have the money for a specialised clinic.

So I fucked up big time, last time I tested my testosterone levels I had 200 ng/dl.....
Like almost at castration levels lol.

Normally a healthy young man of 25 should be at a 500-700 ng/dl range.

And no improvements in hormones, and that’s what’s really hindering my progress, my motivation, my mood etc.

I made so much stupid choices in my past, it’s a miracle that i’m still alive!

And I still have my whole life in front of me.

My low test levels keep me demotivated, like this is 100% a mental discipline game.

It’s 7:30 PM and I didn’t stretch one set today. It’s Thursday november 15th and I have to get those sets in before midnight.

I’m procrastinating, slacking, and i’m going through some rough mental times.

My emotions are fucked up, but I have to keep going. This journey is tough.

Special note: I tried the egyptian sexual energy circulating technique, and I was drained every day. It’s very hard to do, and maybe I should keep that practice to only once a week.

The clue is to not lose your life energy when masturbating but it’s not something you will learn in a few days.

I have problems with low libido, if I orgasm, I can go 3-4 weeks without a damn feeling in my dick + testicles before I get horny again. So there’s really something wrong with my body.

And because of daily orgasm since monday I couldn’t train kegels properly. My erection strength is 0 if I orgasm, and it stays 0 for days / weeks.

That was the reason why i’ve been doing Nofap, just to get a easy strong erection.
It’s easier to kegel and reverse kegel then.

I’m a complete mess, but I have to keep going. I don’t know what the future brings. I live day by day. I try to get in my sets per dAy.

If you can get your hands on some Clomiphene or clomid and do a regular 2-3 week clomid pct you will soon be up and running at at least 400ng/dl! I myself am "only" 500ng/dl when I tested last time but it's an ok level

 

[enrikxl]

Hey guys,

Thanks got the encouragement! It really helps me alot.

I’ve been to lectures today from 8:30 AM till 6:00 PM, long day i’m exhausted and I still have work to do.

I have to complete multiple assignments and i’m stretchingnl for 10-12 minutes this friday night. It’s 10 PM and I will go to sleep early, tomorrow a full day of stretching and studying.

I’ll be at the gym at 11:00 AM. Just keep going... step for step...

I’m saving up and getting a job to pay the medical treatments because this low testosterone is really something I have to address. It’s holding me back.

I need that raging testosterone back, it helps with gains.

You dont need medical treatments you are just 26... You need to restart your testosterone production base level by taking clomid

 

[DLD]

You dont need medical treatments you are just 26... You need to restart your testosterone production base level by taking clomid

I agree at 26 that should not be happening and like I said you should definitely look into Testosterone therapy. If you do not have insurance perhaps we can start a go fund me account to help you. But seriously at your age there should be no issues with testosterone. There are other treatments to that you can take that are over the counter. I will search out the various treatments and come back and post what I think to be best

 

[DutchAthletic92]

Well, it’s not testosterone replacement therapy.

In my country we have an anabolic steroids clinic which is secret to most guys. It’s a special clinic which helps bodybuilders and steroid athletes to come off the anabolic drugs. They don’t put you on testosterone replacement therapy, they will fix you and restore your natural hormones.

And indeed it could be that I will get prescribed some clomid or whatever in order to restore my natural testosterone levels but i’m too scared to do anything myself.

I don’t want to fuck this up. This doctor is highly specialized endocrinologist in anabolic steroids and he knows what problems arise when men use anabolic steroids.

This is the only doc in my country who is accessible with my problems. I tried talking to a normal doctor but they don’t know shit and he believed that my 200 ng/dl was just okay.... It is in “normal” range lol, it’s ridiculous really.

So i’m going to this endocrinologist with professional knowledge about steroids.
He want me to recover naturally and if he wants me on testosterone replacement therapy I will decline his offer and I will start to look into clomid myself.

 

[enrikxl]

Well, it’s not testosterone replacement therapy.

In my country we have an anabolic steroids clinic which is secret to most guys. It’s a special clinic which helps bodybuilders and steroid athletes to come off the anabolic drugs. They don’t put you on testosterone replacement therapy, they will fix you and restore your natural hormones.

And indeed it could be that I will get prescribed some clomid or whatever in order to restore my natural testosterone levels but i’m too scared to do anything myself.

I don’t want to fuck this up. This doctor is highly specialized endocrinologist in anabolic steroids and he knows what problems arise when men use anabolic steroids.

This is the only doc in my country who is accessible with my problems. I tried talking to a normal doctor but they don’t know shit and he believed that my 200 ng/dl was just okay.... It is in “normal” range lol, it’s ridiculous really.

So i’m going to this endocrinologist with professional knowledge about steroids.
He want me to recover naturally and if he wants me on testosterone replacement therapy I will decline his offer and I will start to look into clomid myself.

I wish you a speedy recovery! Im sure you will bounce back easy under his guidance, how much will it cost you ?

 

[DutchAthletic92]

I wish you a speedy recovery! Im sure you will bounce back easy under his guidance, how much will it cost you ?

I estimate around €400 - €500. So I have to get a job, this is a high priority.

It’s really affecting all parts of my life. Testosterone and DHT are your most important hormones and you’d better have extremely high natural levels of it...

I will fix this, it can be fixed, i’m searching for natural testosterone optimization.

Blogs like AnabolicMen, Christopher Walker etc have really helped me gain knowledge in this field. Lots of mundane daily things also interfere with testosterone levels. It’s worth looking into if you’re a natural lifter. It helps with PE as well.

 

[REDZULU2003]

I wish you well, keep us informed but try not to worry. Its never as worse like we think in our head. Try the following website which I used for years with trusted advice, and scientific medical studies. Has natural testosterone articles http://www.ergo-log.com/index.html

 

[DLD]

I estimate around €400 - €500. So I have to get a job, this is a high priority.

It’s really affecting all parts of my life. Testosterone and DHT are your most important hormones and you’d better have extremely high natural levels of it...

I will fix this, it can be fixed, i’m searching for natural testosterone optimization.

Blogs like AnabolicMen, Christopher Walker etc have really helped me gain knowledge in this field. Lots of mundane daily things also interfere with testosterone levels. It’s worth looking into if you’re a natural lifter. It helps with PE as well.

As I said you should start a go fund me account and start posting it here and then all your social media networks. You may make enough to get this done. I’ll be the first to donate.

 

[DutchAthletic92]

As I said you should start a go fund me account and start posting it here and then all your social media networks. You may make enough to get this done. I’ll be the first to donate.

I really appreciate your efforts but that isn’t needed.

My parents are gonna help me with this. I’ve told them I have hormonal issues, but I didn’t say anabolics.

I’m seeing a doctor within a few weeks.

 

[DLD]

I really appreciate your efforts but that isn’t needed.

My parents are gonna help me with this. I’ve told them I have hormonal issues, but I didn’t say anabolics.

I’m seeing a doctor within a few weeks.

Praise the good Lord! I was all set to help you out and I was hoping that the other brothers would kick in. I’m so happy your family is going to take care of you and get yourself back into a good place that I know you desire so badly. You’ll always be in my prayers.

 

[DutchAthletic92]

What’s up MOS,

Back at it again. I’ve been dealing with lots of depressed feelings lately. Like I really struggled with the internal motivation, for everything in life. Not only PE. Also for my studies, career path, direction in life, what should I do with my life?

I was procrastinating on my studies, like wtf, this is super important for my future and I was still lying on my bed doing nothing but wasting hours on surfing the web and watching tv....

I can’t believe how strong the chemicals in your brain actually are, it’s amazing really,

Tons of studying and stretching to be done, and you still aren’t doing anything.

I was fapping alot because I was testing this ancient egyptian sexual energy method, but it doesn’t work for me. It would
mean that I have to drain myself weekly in order to get the hang of it.

It could work, after lots of trial & error, months of practice. But I don’t have time for that. So back to Nofap .... Day 1.

This time it will be Nofap to infinity, i’m done with experiments.

The only time I will cum, will be when I am at least a solid 8 inches NBP and 6” girth in a pussy.

Nofap is the only thing i’ve got which seems to work because it will build my momentum, motivation, dopamine levels, energy levels, erection strength.

I feel the best on Nofap, conserving my semen and sexual energy, my mood improves, I can get up more easily.

It’s friday november 23th 11:30 PM and i’m doing my bundles stretching sets before bed.

Goodnight everyone!

 

[MCBLZ]

Stay in there Dutch...I know what is like to be at the bottom of that dark tunnel. This will pass. You will get back to equilibrium. I am not sure what your resources are, but specific light therapy has been shown to do wonders for hormonal balance. Check out joovv.com

I'll be watching your progress here!

 

[DLD]

What’s up MOS,

Back at it again. I’ve been dealing with lots of depressed feelings lately. Like I really struggled with the internal motivation, for everything in life. Not only PE. Also for my studies, career path, direction in life, what should I do with my life?

I was procrastinating on my studies, like wtf, this is super important for my future and I was still lying on my bed doing nothing but wasting hours on surfing the web and watching tv....

I can’t believe how strong the chemicals in your brain actually are, it’s amazing really,

Tons of studying and stretching to be done, and you still aren’t doing anything.

I was fapping alot because I was testing this ancient egyptian sexual energy method, but it doesn’t work for me. It would
mean that I have to drain myself weekly in order to get the hang of it.

It could work, after lots of trial & error, months of practice. But I don’t have time for that. So back to Nofap .... Day 1.

This time it will be Nofap to infinity, i’m done with experiments.

The only time I will cum, will be when I am at least a solid 8 inches NBP and 6” girth in a pussy.

Nofap is the only thing i’ve got which seems to work because it will build my momentum, motivation, dopamine levels, energy levels, erection strength.

I feel the best on Nofap, conserving my semen and sexual energy, my mood improves, I can get up more easily.

It’s friday november 23th 11:30 PM and i’m doing my bundles stretching sets before bed.

Goodnight everyone!

My prodigal son has come home! Dutch sounds like you’re going through a lot of what I go through and it’s very difficult to deal with. I would like to offer you my time to help you work through this depression and get yourself more focused on the good things in life and start projecting a much better future. If you want I will help you over the phone or in private message . What is most important to me is your mental health because when you’re depressed or you’re anxious PE can become impossible. So if you want let me share some of my knowledge to help you and maybe we can help each other in the process. Send me a PM

 

[huge-girth]

I like the No fap idea bro. I trained through my depression. You can do it bro, do not give up.

 

[DLD]

I like the No fap idea bro. I trained through my depression. You can do it bro, do not give up.

We both know this LOL. But I too like the whole no masturbation deal. My mind is so much more clear now.