Nofap: day 16
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Nofap: day 16
Don't beat yourself up for studying hard.Sunday January 13th
No PE, I slacked while cramming for final exams..... I still need to prioritize my top priorities, and I still waste some time here and there....
A missed opportunity.
Monday January 14th
No PE, I was at university from 08:00 AM till 10:00 PM studying with classmates and I skipped PE, came home totally exhausted. Might want to start having regular study days instead of learning everything in one session.
I have learned that when I slack in one area, like studying, it directly affects my other routines such as PE, gym training, cooking & eating. This is a very big obstacle and I seriously need to address this.
When I totally go overboard with trying to catch up before finals exams, all my hours are spent studying, so I feel really stupid.
When my 2nd semester starts in februari I won’t procrastinate...... Every hour of study procrastination makes me lose inches on my dick.
That’s the way I see it. Now talk about extra stress and motivation to keep the pace LOL ?
I’m studying for mathematics, have my final semester exam tomorrow at 09:00 PM.
It’s 6:30 PM so for tonight i’m bundled stretching 20 mins and jelqing.
Think of it like this: "Nofap" = immediate, turn-on-a-dime cold turkey. That's the highest possible goal you could have set yourself in terms of reducing masturbation. That means that, even if you "fail" nofap... you have still MASSIVELY reduced your masturbation! That, my friend, is a win. Just keep it up.Oh and I relapsed with Nofap ?
So back to Nofap: day 1.
You fell and he got right back up and I’m very proud of you. You had over two weeks with no fap and to me that is monumental!Wednesday January 16th
11:30 PM
10 mins of bundled stretching and 50 jelqs
I stayed up all night to study for mathematics, this was not a clever move. I had a hangover from pulling an all-nighter and I took some Ritalin (ADHD meds) got it from a classmate and I couldn’t sleep properly.
But the exam went very well, i’m 100% sure that I passed it with a B+ at least so there’s that.
I’m very tired and i’m gonna sleep well tonight, tomorrow I have a day off and i’ll start stretching in the morning so that I can finish my routines and have plenty of time left.
I promise I will do my homework and regular studying this upcoming semester so that I won’t be in an emergency again with the summer finals.....
Today I fapped again, LOL. I’m gonna start tomorrow with Nofap.
Saturday january 19th
11:00 AM
Woke up tired even though I slept like 9 hours. Crazy weird dreams, but that’s ok. I have found a new interest lately. I am very interested in lucid dreaming and astral projection. I want to meet my protection angels. There are arcangels as well like Michael Raphael etc, so i’m practicing that as well. I want to visit the light and I want to get healed by them.
Exiting your body is something that I want to explore, and lucid dreaming is awesome, in lucid dreams you are aware that you are dreaming, it is very cool. You can also do introspection and figuring out why one may not be gaining in PE for example. It’s basically visiting your subconscious mind which is very hard to access when you are awake and alert.
You see our brains have certain “brain wave states”
1th : Ω omega - hyper alert state
2th: β Beta - normal awake state
3th: α Alpha - relaxed state (when meditating ie)
4th: θ Thèta - deep relaxed state (sleep paralysis) on the verge of falling asleep into deep dreams. Everyone’s body releases a chemical every night that makes your body stay in your bed, so that you won’t hurt yourself in wild dreams.
5th: δ Delta - deep sleep (REM sleep), very deep here you are dreaming and recovering from PE and gym training.
So all this stuff requires me to be sober anyway so remember when I suggested to have some drugs once in a while? Well, that will only hinder my spiritual development so I cannot do that anymore LOL.
I want to break free and investigate myself in my dreams and i’m gonna practice astral projection: exiting your body and having out of body experiences. These goals align much better with my PE goals. If I get stuck somewhere in life or with PE I can go to my subconscious mind / intuïtion to ask what’s up.
So for today I have 30 mins of bundled stretching, 100 slow jelqs.
Bundled stretching 30 minutes! (Reverse) kegel work to exhaustion, 100 slow jelqs coconut oil ???
That’s what I call a kick length routine! Reverse Kegels with bundled stretches for 30 minutes? That’s gonna make your dick get so much longer real quick!
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