09.09.23- Took the day off from using the Lengthmaster 3 and did extending only for 5h30mins.
Gotta admit I’ve struggled a bit with the motivation part lately, feel like I need to see some proper gains soon to keep it going. Maybe I’ll just measure today and see if there are any definitive gains, I mean I’ve been doing PE now for almost 4 months straight or even longer, and going hard at it.
Just need to see my dick at that 19,5 cm mark, or maybe even better at that 20 cm mark. This forum, my house, my dog, my working out, my fasting and my meditation is all I’ve got to keep going in life. Absolutely zero social life, as much as I hate admitting it. But that’s to expect when all people I’ve hung out with were junkies and drug abusers.
NOT feeling sorry for myself though, just a bit tired of this whole thing called life at times. Life just ain’t the same after having lived the type of life I’ve lived. Heck, sex isn’t even the same after having had sex on ecstacy, cocaine, amphetamines and even when high as those drugs sure do make sex feel even 100 times better. NEVER EVER do what I did though you’ll just ruin normal sex by having sex on amphetamines especially.