Thanks DLD! I had some horrible experiences that happened to as a child which left me in a terrible state of mind. Having no one I felt that I could trust I kept it bottled up inside until I let it consume my entire thought porcess. A few months ago I was to the point of ending my life. Actually I sat there with a loaded pistol many nights not really wanting to die but so tired of living in my self created hell.
Luckily on that last horrible night GOD sent me an angel in the form of a person in a Penis Enlargement chatroom. I have literally bugged the shit out of him since March asking questions almost daily. (I work 3 jobs so I did not have a lot of time for reading). My friend was always helpful. He told me what I NEEDED to hear instead of what I WANTED to hear.
About this time late May or Early June I started asking DLD some questions since my friend had recommended some of his routines.(I had been doing pe for months with absolutely no gains). DLD you are a kind soul and I am so thankful to be here.
So many of you guys are inspiring me DAILY. To many names to mention so I won't even attempt to. Slowly my insecurities are leaving. I had a horrible time with malignant hypertension. My blood pressure was literally running up to 160 on the bottom which is twice the normal BP. In the last couple of weeks it has amazingly dropped into the 60-70 range on the bottom. I am working on changing every aspect of my life. I am leaving no stone untouched. I WILL not accept anything less than 100% recovery. I refuse to stand on the sidelines and watch my life go bye. I intend to live it from now on to the fullest. I don't have to apologize for my life anymore thanks to you guys.
Thanks for accepting my into your ranks! I am so humbly thankful to be alive and be here. I have a long way to go but I intent to make every step of the journey. With the help of you guys I no I can do it.
I didn't intent to say all that but its all out in the open now and I feel better. My ultimate pe goal is to be there to help if anyone EVER comes to pe needing help as desperately as I did. Guys thanks a million times over. shyguy is now dead and C-Guy is ALIVE AND WELL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!