Thanks DLD! I had some horrible experiences that happened to as a child which left me in a terrible state of mind. Having no one I felt that I could trust I kept it bottled up inside until I let it consume my entire thought porcess. A few months ago I was to the point of ending my life. Actually I sat there with a loaded pistol many nights not really wanting to die but so tired of living in my self created hell.
Luckily on that last horrible night GOD sent me an angel in the form of a person in a Penis Enlargement chatroom. I have literally bugged the shit out of him since March asking questions almost daily. (I work 3 jobs so I did not have a lot of time for reading). My friend was always helpful. He told me what I NEEDED to hear instead of what I WANTED to hear.
About this time late May or Early June I started asking DLD some questions since my friend had recommended some of his routines.(I had been doing pe for months with absolutely no gains). DLD you are a kind soul and I am so thankful to be here.
So many of you guys are inspiring me DAILY. To many names to mention so I won't even attempt to. Slowly my insecurities are leaving. I had a horrible time with malignant hypertension. My blood pressure was literally running up to 160 on the bottom which is twice the normal BP. In the last couple of weeks it has amazingly dropped into the 60-70 range on the bottom. I am working on changing every aspect of my life. I am leaving no stone untouched. I WILL not accept anything less than 100% recovery. I refuse to stand on the sidelines and watch my life go bye. I intend to live it from now on to the fullest. I don't have to apologize for my life anymore thanks to you guys.
Thanks for accepting my into your ranks! I am so humbly thankful to be alive and be here. I have a long way to go but I intent to make every step of the journey. With the help of you guys I no I can do it.
I didn't intent to say all that but its all out in the open now and I feel better. My ultimate pe goal is to be there to help if anyone EVER comes to pe needing help as desperately as I did. Guys thanks a million times over. shyguy is now dead and C-Guy is ALIVE AND WELL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have you had any large gains that caused you to be so different now?
Congrats on the new outlook on life! I never really was too depressed, but for some reason about a year or a year and a half ago I have been more or less in a constant state of glee. I had went from just over 200 lbs down to my goal of about 160 lbs. Was the best shape of my life and I was just an ear-to-ear grin.
I've gained back about 10 of them, so if I take off 5 of them I'll be good to go. But this year my goal is in Penis Enlargement. Right now I'm 6.5 ELBP, only about 5.5 ELNBP and about 4 1/4 girth. My 19th birthday was just yesterday (the 12th) so I'm setting the goal of 8" ELNBP with about 6" girth by my 20th in a year from now. Having less fat made me feel great. Just imagine how happy I'll be walkin around with a unit like that. I'd have to throw out my pair of sweat pants, thats for sure.
Yes I have had some gains! I am now 6 1/8 EBP. That means that I have added almost an inch in less than 2 months in length . The reason I have made this change is that I FINALLY found someone who I trusted to talk with. Congrats on the weight loss! I had packed on some weight from the terrible state of mind that I was in. I am currently doing the Atkins diet and losing steadly. (Body weight is now 18%, my goal is 10% max).
I can't wait to get "the dick of my dreams" which is 9x61/2 or 7. Will I make it. WATCH ME AND SEE! Take care bro.
Even in the relative annonimity of the 'Net, it takes cojones the size of a bull's to share your experiences. Although I think we have all had some low points in our lives, I simply cannot imagine sitting there with a loaded gun ready to end it all. Cripes, that is scary stuff!
I can tell from your post that nothing is going to stop you now. Congratulations on your turnaround and I for one will always refer to this thread for inspiration.
Long Worm Thanks LW, I'm more determined than ever. Not only will I succeed in Penis Enlargement, I will succeed in life. Life is great!
DLD Believe me bro the pleasure is all mine. I had literally wasted 100's of dollars on pe related programs and gadgets that were absolutely WORTHLESS. When I joined MOS last month I was still at a very low point in my life. I was existing but not living. Thanks for taking me under your wing and guiding me toward my goal in life and Penis Enlargement. I am confident enough in my manhood now to say I love Ya Bro! You're awsome . Thanks again
Cushing 68 Yeah its mind boggling and so very awsome!
YGuy What can I say? You know me better than anyone else here. "WE got your back" man that choked me up. It REALLY meant the world to me coming from you. At some low points on this journey you really kicked my ass telling me what I needed to hear instead of pitying me and saying what I wanted to hear. You rocked my world bro!
I still have some very low days emotionally , but with friends like you it gives me the courage to try a literally harder. Thanks for everything!
Kurthungus Thanks dude: To steal a line from an old comedian let me say "I'm just so proud to be here"!
Originally posted by C-Guy DLD Believe me bro the pleasure is all mine. I had literally wasted 100's of dollars on pe related programs and gadgets that were absolutely WORTHLESS. When I joined MOS last month I was still at a very low point in my life. I was existing but not living. Thanks for taking me under your wing and guiding me toward my goal in life and Penis Enlargement. I am confident enough in my manhood now to say I love Ya Bro! You're awsome . Thanks again
Much luv Bro! Like YGuy said keep up the good work. Life can be tricky and deal what seems like a crappy hand sometimes. It's all about playing that hand out and making the most of it. I believe God picks men like you and me to carry such a heavy cross because he knows we can handle it. Keep on keepin on...it all comes back to us in the end.