Dating or Getting into a relationship with a EXOTIC DANCER?

DLD said:
What great news you must feel so happy to find those pictures! I wish I could find my original pictures. Please get them out there so we can see the difference.
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Ya so happy I totally forgot to take before pictures.
I should have done the same when i hit my first short term goal.
It would have been nice to keep a log right from the beginning. (fail)
I'm hoping it will all sort it self out.
 
Tornadocock said:
Ya so happy I totally forgot to take before pictures.
I should have done the same when i hit my first short term goal.
It would have been nice to keep a log right from the beginning. (fail)
I'm hoping it will all sort it self out.
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I had the best proof in the world. I had a videotape of myself maybe a year before I did start PE. You could plainly see my size and you could tell it was exactly what I said it was 6 1/2“ x 4 and three-quarter inches. Now if I had that video tape today with my progress pictures it would be an amazing thing. Unfortunately the girl I was with found the tape and got insanely jealous and destroyed it. I’m glad you found your pictures lock them up LOL
 
DLD said:
I had the best proof in the world. I had a videotape of myself maybe a year before I did start PE. You could plainly see my size and you could tell it was exactly what I said it was 6 1/2“ x 4 and three-quarter inches. Now if I had that video tape today with my progress pictures it would be an amazing thing. Unfortunately the girl I was with found the tape and got insanely jealous and destroyed it. I’m glad you found your pictures lock them up LOL
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Was she more jealous that she didn't get to try the dick you have now, or that she may have been on the tape lol.
 
Tornadocock said:
Was she more jealous that she didn't get to try the dick you have now, or that she may have been on the tape LOL.
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Nah, what is so crazy is it was Jen, and if you do not know the history of our relationship and the site I will give you a brief description. Jen was with me before I started MOS. She is kind of the reason I started MOS, because of her past (with over 100 dudes, the worst type of stripper, working hole in the wall clubs. She had some interactions with some pretty big dudes. I became jealous in so many ways.

She did not tell me at once about all the men. Nope, when I met her the history was she was with two guys. Every other day another memory would come back and she would remember another guy. This memory deal went on for months until we were into the 100s. It was a fucking nightmare relationship. She was insanely hot so I dealt with it.

The jealousy coupled with eq issues sent me off into the intranet. I am not sure how old everyone is but years ago there were newsgroups that resided on the intranet, this was before the internet existed but these groups were still very busy after the internet happened. I am sure @stillwantmore remebers as we met this way.

Anyway I found a news group from Dubai that was a picture group of non-nude-girls (BinHex downloads ?) I was posting pictures on one of the start up internet sites called something like NNboards.com. I found an article about penis enlargement that was in Arabic in one this newsgroup. The only problem was I don’t speak Arabic but the good news was I had a brother-in-law who was Muslim who was able to translate it for me.

The article was about three different exercises that were done every day for an hour and a half. The guy promised if you did these exercises you would get rockhard erections and you would enlarge your penis up to 4 inches in six months. I believed in the harder erections but I didn’t have much hope in the penis enlargement.

I remember I started a website for Jen called JustJen.com. This is when I met Still on the NNboards.com site, we both posted pictures of non-nude girls and we both had girlfriends who were non-nude models.

As all this was happening I was doing the Arabic PE program I downloaded (with some of my own exercises) and after 6 months I gained 2 inches! I was amazed and I did not know what to do. I went back online to try to find the original article so I could send the guy some money but I could not find it. So I started searching online for PE sites where I could discuss my gains. I found an online PE forum. I have no idea how @stillwantmore and I also met in the original PEforums.com too, hope he remembers ? but we were also together on the original PEforum. I joined and I posted my gains and no one believed me. I did have some progress pictures that proved some of my claim but I remained a controversial figure in the PE world.

Eventually Matters of Size opened and at the same time I continued doing Jen pictures. I closed her site and continued it in on MOS. I would shoot monthly updates and post them in the members area. Eventually what started out good ended badly. Penis envy was never so obsessively displayed than when she left me.

Everything shifted when I learned PE worked. I wanted to teach the world, and I did for a very long before MOS. Eventually I needed to make money as all I did was help people all day with pe, I became inundated, So MOS opened. It competed with her in some way. She thought all I cared about was MOS and I did not care for her. That cannot be farther from the truth, I loved her but I knew I needed to pursue PE with as much time as I could. Eventually the relationship ended because of an MOS. She gave me an ultimatum and it was either her or MOS and I chose MOS. I still have her letter she left talking about how much she was against PE and how she was going to go out and live a wholesome life style. Nigga please!

She was gone for about a month until she started to strip again. PE was so bad but her showing the world her pussy was cool. I detect hypocrisy!

She eventually came back but she was so broken that I had to let her go. She just was not the person that left me, she turned into something completely different. After about three months I kicked her out. Of course she went right back to stripping. I wonder what she is doing today? It’s been over 11 years.

So yes she destroyed the evidence that would prove my gains beyond a shadow of a doubt but she also inspired me to go out and find out about PE which ultimately led to MOS. All things happen for reason and God works in mysterious ways! I would not change a thing because the brotherhood means so much more to me than any relationship ever could. ❤
 
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Good golly, I'm not really sure @DLD about the how part of us meeting other than coincidences. I was with a girl named Jenny at the time. Similar themes in our lives then.
 
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DLD said:
Nah, what is so crazy is it was Jen, and if you do not know the history of our relationship and the site I will give you a brief description. Jen was with me before I started MOS. She is kind of the reason I started MOS, because of her past (with over 100 dudes, the worst type of stripper, working hole in the wall clubs. She had some interactions with some pretty big dudes. I became jealous in so many ways.

She did not tell me at once about all the men. Nope, when I met her the history was she was with two guys. Every other day another memory would come back and she would remember another guy. This memory deal went on for months until we were into the 100s. It was a fucking nightmare relationship. She was insanely hot so I dealt with it.

The jealousy coupled with eq issues sent me off into the intranet. I am not sure how old everyone is but years ago there were newsgroups that resided on the intranet, this was before the internet existed but these groups were still very busy after the internet happened. I am sure @stillwantmore remebers as we met this way.

Anyway I found a news group from Dubai that was a picture group of non-nude-girls (BinHex downloads ?) I was posting pictures on one of the start up internet sites called something like NNboards.com. I found an article about penis enlargement that was in Arabic in one this newsgroup. The only problem was I don’t speak Arabic but the good news was I had a brother-in-law who was Muslim who was able to translate it for me.

The article was about three different exercises that were done every day for an hour and a half. The guy promised if you did these exercises you would get rockhard erections and you would enlarge your penis up to 4 inches in six months. I believed in the harder erections but I didn’t have much hope in the penis enlargement.

I remember I started a website for Jen called JustJen.com. This is when I met Still on the NNboards.com site, we both posted pictures of non-nude girls and we both had girlfriends who were non-nude models.

As all this was happening I was doing the Arabic PE program I downloaded (with some of my own exercises) and after 6 months I gained 2 inches! I was amazed and I did not know what to do. I went back online to try to find the original article so I could send the guy some money but I could not find it. So I started searching online for PE sites where I could discuss my gains. I found an online PE forum. I have no idea how @stillwantmore and I also met in the original PEforums.com too, hope he remembers ? but we were also together on the original PEforum. I joined and I posted my gains and no one believed me. I did have some progress pictures that proved some of my claim but I remained a controversial figure in the PE world.

Eventually Matters of Size opened and at the same time I continued doing Jen pictures. I closed her site and continued it in on MOS. I would shoot monthly updates and post them in the members area. Eventually what started out good ended badly. Penis envy was never so obsessively displayed than when she left me.

Everything shifted when I learned PE worked. I wanted to teach the world, and I did for a very long before MOS. Eventually I needed to make money as all I did was help people all day with pe, I became inundated, So MOS opened. It competed with her in some way. She thought all I cared about was MOS and I did not care for her. That cannot be farther from the truth, I loved her but I knew I needed to pursue PE with as much time as I could. Eventually the relationship ended because of an MOS. She gave me an ultimatum and it was either her or MOS and I chose MOS. I still have her letter she left talking about how much she was against PE and how she was going to go out and live a wholesome life style. Nigga please!

She was gone for about a month until she started to strip again. PE was so bad but her showing the world her pussy was cool. I detect hypocrisy!

She eventually came back but she was so broken that I had to let her go. She just was not the person that left me, she turned into something completely different. After about three months I kicked her out. Of course she went right back to stripping. I wonder what she is doing today? It’s been over 11 years.

So yes she destroyed the evidence that would prove my gains beyond a shadow of a doubt but she also inspired me to go out and find out about PE which ultimately led to MOS. All things happen for reason and God works in mysterious ways! I would not change a thing because the brotherhood means so much more to me than any relationship ever could. ❤
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Wow DLD that's intense story man it's sad ? that you couldn't work it out, but it sounds like she had a special place in your ♥. But obviously she wasn't good for you even though you put in the effort. It's amazing how much effort we put into relationships and put up with so much.
 
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stillwantmore said:
Good golly, I'm not really sure @DLD about the how part of us meeting other than coincidences. I was with a girl named Jenny at the time. Similar themes in our lives then.
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Maybe it was a much smaller world back then. Almost 20 years! Crazy right? So much has changed.
 
Tornadocock said:
Wow DLD that's intense story man it's sad ? that you couldn't work it out, but it sounds like she had a special place in your ♥. But obviously she wasn't good for you even though you put in the effort. It's amazing how much effort we put into relationships and put up with so much.
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I got the brotherhood out of the relationship and if is was only for that it would have been worth it. I sure did love her, and I still love her today but you guys meant much more to me when faced with an ultimatum. If God sees fit to bring her back in my life that will be awesome if not I’m all good.

I live a very peaceful happy life and I treasure my privacy and I have learned to live with myself and really love myself in the right way. I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t need a woman to help me feel complete. That’s not to say that a good woman could come along and make me a better person but it is what it is right now and I gotta make the best of that.

I have been thinking a lot about my wife who is been estranged for 20 years. I have fond memories of us when we were younger and I kind a wish she would call me. Who knows we’ll see what happens but as I said I live vicariously through you and my other brothers here.❤️?
 
DLD said:
I got the brotherhood out of the relationship and if is was only for that it would have been worth it. I sure did love her, and I still love her today but you guys meant much more to me when faced with an ultimatum. If God sees fit to bring her back in my life that will be awesome if not I’m all good.

I live a very peaceful happy life and I treasure my privacy and I have learned to live with myself and really love myself in the right way. I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t need a woman to help me feel complete. That’s not to say that a good woman could come along and make me a better person but it is what it is right now and I gotta make the best of that.

I have been thinking a lot about my wife who is been estranged for 20 years. I have fond memories of us when we were younger and I kind a wish she would call me. Who knows we’ll see what happens but as I said I live vicariously through you and my other brothers here.❤?
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Well to be honest with you DLD this chick is hard working trying to transition out of that career into a real government job with benefits, Working 2 jobs right now I think she is hard working and dedicated, and trying to make a change. I want to say Loyal as well, but I think that term should be used loosely because there is a point where Loyalty becomes blinding of the truth. I think that her "Ride or Die" is one lucky S.O.B because he did something wrong and she is standing by his side as far as i can see. But its a numbers game and I say this because we are creatures of "Habit" and the numbers don't lie. Hes locked up for I don't know what & i don't know how long, but statistics don't lie, 68% of repeat offenders get locked up within 3 years & 77% get arrested with in 5 years, these numbers are from 2005. I think she can do better and should do better, but as the french say c'est la vie (that's life).

Ill stay in touch with her as long as I can or as long as she wants, but I have made peace with the fact that she may never see me more then a Client. That I think is what is most important to do so that at any point its easy to move on in any direction.
 
Ride or Die says it all! Hey I know i am much better because of the experience I went through and I would never change it. I do think sometimes back on my past and think wow I wish I could change this or that but then the reality sinks in that if I change my past I probably wouldn’t have the blessings that I have now.

Many brothers on the forum take my celibacy as me not wanting a woman but that’s not the case. I just feel as though when the right woman comes along I’ll know it. My life is all about God, Family and the Brotherhood. If I could find a woman that would fit into this situation I would be all for it. But I just don’t see that happening in my own mind but hey maybe God has different plans.
 
So I have an update on the situation, I was trying to not go and see her for awhile. But we have been texting the last 2 weeks about exercising, protein and other stuff fitness wise. I even help make sense abit where she should be buying and what type of protein she should be buying. So now I had a hickup last week where I have been stuck on achieving my goal and made no progress. She has made me a some protein balls which I am going to be getting from her next time I see her. She said it's a special batch just for me. By the way if you guys want I can share her Instagram account. Instead of just the pictures.
 
Tornadocock said:
So I have an update on the situation, I was trying to not go and see her for awhile. But we have been texting the last 2 weeks about exercising, protein and other stuff fitness wise. I even help make sense abit where she should be buying and what type of protein she should be buying. So now I had a hickup last week where I have been stuck on achieving my goal and made no progress. She has made me a some protein balls which I am going to be getting from her next time I see her. She said it's a special batch just for me. By the way if you guys want I can share her Instagram account. Instead of just the pictures.
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DOX her ass! ?

After all that I have to see the Instagram account!
 
Holy smokes she is hot! I would last about 30 seconds LOL
 
Tornadocock said:
Now you see why I have a hard time saying NO ???
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Dude, seriously I look at that, being a celibate man for more than 10 years, and I feel weak, If she came up to me I would have a very hard time saying no. You’re very lucky to have such beautiful women in your life. I’m very happy to live vicariously through you.
 
DLD said:
Dude, seriously I look at that, being a celibate man for more than 10 years, and I feel weak, If she came up to me I would have a very hard time saying no. You’re very lucky to have such beautiful women in your life. I’m very happy to live vicariously through you.
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I'm laterally using that as my motivation to get into shape I'm 80 lbs down and 10 lbs from hitting my goal.
 
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I'm laterally using that as my motivation to get into shape I'm 80 lbs down and 10 lbs from hitting my goal.
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Good for you my brother I’m so happy that you’re making all these changes happen for yourself. I hope you meet a woman that you completely connect to need to make her your wife. I’m assuming you can get with any woman you want because the one you just showed me lose my mind.
 
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