Still alive and kicking. I needed a break from posting, but haven't slacked on my sessions. I went through a rough patch, and am getting my bearings back.
My life hasn't been easy these past couple of years, and I keep falling and pulling myself back up onto my knees. I have yet to regain my footing. Trying to keep my business afloat, and putting every extra penny into my startup business. I just want to provide for my children, while doing something I am passionate about.
Every time I have gone all in, somebody used and abused me, leaving me to rot in the rubbish bin. This has left me very guarded recently. Even my family has worn masks, and held daggers behind their backs, only to thrust them into mine once I revealed my weak spots.
I apologize for my absence, but I have internal work that needs to be done. I greatly appreciate your support and understanding. This thread has helped me grow, and has kept my mind stronger than it has been in 8 years. I'm not giving up, I am only organizing my mind, decluttering and organizing the disorganized and cluttered mess that has accumulated within.
Bless'ed Love, my brothers. ❤???
Normally I was always consistent with posting every single day but that has held me back. Putting lots of work into my posts and so I need to edit them sometimes. But I haven't seen when I marked words, no blue background as usually and confused me a lot.
