I come to MattersOfSize many times because I need help, but I have many, many, many things in my life I have abudant and successful. I know who I am more than ever and I probably know myself a lot better than anybody else I know. Not only have I come to terms with who I am and confessed the truth about how I feel about something people can never even come close to admitting, but the hardest part for me is not me; it is being treated less than human by others for just being myself.
Yes I have regular income it is going all to rent and food at them moment. I have never been in question of who I am it is what others accept it is not my fault I live in a society so filled with prejudice. This has been the hardest time I went through this same thing several years ago and it was very easy but I was also sexually active which is like a huge crutch and this time I am at war and it is no less than a good thing. I am a very peaceful, loving, and caring person.
I have attracted friends, housing, food, daily access to a computer, proving to myself I am worth more than cheap sex, more than what other people would ever allow me to just throw me away, more than I would have believed in my wildest dreams I could have accomplished. Just because I am going through a hard time does not mean I do not appreciate and accept the things in my life that are good. I will never be finished I will always be a work in progress.
This stuff, as you call it, really does help me an enormous amount. I have a reason to dream I have a reason to hope and the funnest part is I get to use my imagination. I have a HUGE imagination, always have and always will. This just taught where it came from and why I have always been this way. The results are what you account them to. Even you Alex testing us just allows all of us to grow including you. Nobody is forcing their beliefs on anyone we are simply having a discussion of how something we already understand works even if you do not see it. Best of all it is easy.
"The pen is mighter than the sword"- famous well known quote.