I did read the post but no it was not clear. So far I've been reading gallons of assumptions from you and others. I tried to go into this thread with Glee and Positivity but it Feels like You and DLD came in here just to stomp out my happiness. At first it was like "okay people will be as they are" but it's been a month since I made this thread now and I haven't heard a lick of just being happy for me or having some semblence of encouragement. Nobody has really engaged with anything I've written in this thread so far and it just sounds like a really one-sided religious circle-jerk.