Progress thread Journey To Massive Cock - Colossaltitan's Journey

squirt_inducer_man said:
I understand.

Yeah. We are similar in that way. I also like to push numbers. Insecurities are hard stuff. I'm greedy as well.

Yes. You want the women to be surprised.
It's pretty nice when they already know you have a big penis, without you being naked.

For myself I have experienced a complete shift in no bullshit tolerance (from people) as well...I believe it's due to what PE have done to me. PE teaches everything you need about discipline...and discipline is your way into freedom.

I thought 8 Inch bpel length would be enough for me...but no. I don't understand what I'm doing...help!!!! 😂 This obsession is hard to break.

Not measuring can be helpful. But I'm kinda strange I measure every week. I feed some kind of inner drive from it. I know what you say about insecurity. For me it's my past programming (from when growing up), that holds me back in life... but I'm on my way of breaking through this barrier of programming now

But it would never have happened without MOS.

It's mind blowing that we get blind to our size.
7x5.5 is really big...
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It's amazing how we are never alone in this world, that there is always someone out there that shares the same struggles and habits that we do, it's incredible.

You're absolutely right, PE and sticking to a consistent regimen for months and years on end is something that will teach any man the proper discipline they need to survive in this world. Just like training in the gym for the past couple of years has taught me the same discipline that I have applied to my journey in PE.

No one, once they have made significant gains, is ever satisfied with their size, there is always this question lingering in their mind "oh, maybe a little bit more? Maybe another inch?" that they can never seem to shake. But I think the beauty of it is the purpose that it gives you, the purpose of going out of your way to improve yourself and keep doing what makes you happy.

And it is true, 7.5x5 is huge, any girl would love that.
 
Kurt jock said:
Do you have any pictures to share?
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I never share pictures of measurements.

For one thing, I do not measure. I highly attribute measuring for holding me back in the past which made me give up on PE for 2 years, the dissatisfaction of not making the gains expected is always a killer.

And the other thing is that I had a condition in my younger years called Phimosis which is where the foreskin is tightly wrapped around the glans and doesn't retract. I had that condition up until I was around 15 with doctors refusing me proper treatment twice despite it being completely obvious that I had a big issue. I ended up curing it myself after progressively pulling back at different erection levels until it was stretched out fully to where I could pull back when erect. However this left me with a ring of loose sin that sits under the glans that I personally don't like the look of too much, but it's not something girls have ever had an issue with. Despite this, I don't like my scars from the past being here online, which is why I mostly go my feel and use this forum as a place for accountability to keep myself going no matter what.
 
Today's Session
  • Best Extender 1hr
  • Weight hanger 10mins
  • Bathmate HydroExtreme 2x2x4
Great session today. Got a bit bored siting and using the extender so I got up and hung a but of weight for around 10 minutes. Pumping session was also very good.
EQ hasn't been as absurd as it has been the last few days but I'm certain that it will make it's way back very soon.

Have been feeling a bit shit the past few days as my MMA gym isn't hosting it's classes like they normally do until next year and it's left me feeling a bit annoyed as I love my training in the MMA place. The new year can't come any sooner.
 
collosaltitan said:
I never share pictures of measurements.

For one thing, I do not measure. I highly attribute measuring for holding me back in the past which made me give up on PE for 2 years, the dissatisfaction of not making the gains expected is always a killer.

And the other thing is that I had a condition in my younger years called Phimosis which is where the foreskin is tightly wrapped around the glans and doesn't retract. I had that condition up until I was around 15 with doctors refusing me proper treatment twice despite it being completely obvious that I had a big issue. I ended up curing it myself after progressively pulling back at different erection levels until it was stretched out fully to where I could pull back when erect. However this left me with a ring of loose sin that sits under the glans that I personally don't like the look of too much, but it's not something girls have ever had an issue with. Despite this, I don't like my scars from the past being here online, which is why I mostly go my feel and use this forum as a place for accountability to keep myself going no matter what.
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It's so strange that we men are left alone to solve our sexual problems ourselves...I'm happy you could fix Phimosis yourself. But I'm kinda angry you did not got help from a doctor when you neded that. Meanwhile women get all kind of help. They even get help in adjusting their hormones so they can't give birth (contraception). Meanwhile some men need to fight for the right to get Testosterone levels normalised. I don't understand why this difference exist. It's fu^#ed up.

I respect your decision to not upload picures.
Thanks for sharing that.
 
squirt_inducer_man said:
It's so strange that we men are left alone to solve our sexual problems ourselves...I'm happy you could fix Phimosis yourself. But I'm kinda angry you did not got help from a doctor when you neded that. Meanwhile women get all kind of help. They even get help in adjusting their hormones so they can't give birth (contraception). Meanwhile some men need to fight for the right to get Testosterone levels normalised. I don't understand why this difference exist. It's fu^#ed up.

I respect your decision to not upload picures.
Thanks for sharing that.
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I really appreciate the support brother.

Us men are told to sit back and never complain. To keep our feelings hidden and to never show emotion. And it always ends up leaving so many of us suffering in silence. Like me with my issue. Like thousands of men all around the world with so many different conditions, like testosterone insufficiency like you mentioned.
It's all a sad reality, but at the end of the day we're all gonna make it.
 
collosaltitan said:
I really appreciate the support brother.

Us men are told to sit back and never complain. To keep our feelings hidden and to never show emotion. And it always ends up leaving so many of us suffering in silence. Like me with my issue. Like thousands of men all around the world with so many different conditions, like testosterone insufficiency like you mentioned.
It's all a sad reality, but at the end of the day we're all gonna make it.
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Of course I will support.

It's hard for us men. But in a way it's supposed to be that way. We grow that way. But it's tough. We men need care and love as well. Suffering indeed in silence. Yes indeed we will make it in the end.

Take care brother.
And as always...grow big.
 
Today's Session
  • Best Extender 1hr
  • Bathmate HydroExtreme 2x2xsomething
Great session today. Extender work was very good, felt a very good stretch on the tunica. Tomorrow I am going to set the extender to twist round 90 degrees when I extend, this will hopefully lead to more tunica collagen failure.
Bathmate session was also very good, EQ wasn't gold standard but the session left me with little to no oedema, and as I said in the session description I did 2x2xsomething as I lost track of how many sets I did. Still good though.
 
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collosaltitan said:
Today's Session
  • Best Extender 1hr
  • Bathmate HydroExtreme 2x2xsomething
Great session today. Extender work was very good, felt a very good stretch on the tunica. Tomorrow I am going to set the extender to twist round 90 degrees when I extend, this will hopefully lead to more tunica collagen failure.
Bathmate session was also very good, EQ wasn't gold standard but the session left me with little to no oedema, and as I said in the session description I did 2x2xsomething as I lost track of how many sets I did. Still good though.
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It sounds like a good day.
Maybe I will consider a extender in the future.
 
Today's Session
  • Best Extender 1hr
  • Bathmate HydroExtreme 2x2x5
Great session today. Used the extender with my penis twisted this time, for some reason I didn't feel as stretched as normal, maybe I didn't put the tension high enough? Doubtful, unlikely that nearly 8.8lbs of tension on a twisted penis isn't enough to cause collagen breakdown in the tunica. I will try it again tomorrow and we will see.
Pumping session was also very good, I exceeded my penis' capacity as I started to get some oedema build-up towards the end but this will become less as my penis gets used to the interval pumping with this volume. 2x2x5 is a good point to be at so I will gradually increase if necessary.

EQ is getting better after an all time high which turned into a low, hopefully in the next few days I will see some astronomical boners.
 
Also to add to this, my fat loos phase is going to start January the 1st. I'm hoping to get down to a very lean bodyfat percentage in order to set me up nicely for my next bulk phase.
@Abdiel Bull Berg hasn't been on in a while, I hope he is okay, would have loved for him to hear this and to hear where he is at with his bulk as we were both doing the same thing before he disappeared.

It's about time as I literally cannot stand any sort of food now haha. I hate chocolate now, I never thought I would say this but I do, I hate it. So that'll be another bonus - regaining my apetite.
 
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  • Best Extender 1hr+

Good session with the extender today. Used a relatively high tension, stretched the tunica, did what I had to do. No girth work as it's been 2 days now. Nothing much to report today sadly, other than a very intense leg workout.

Hope everyone has an amazing new year. I hope that this new year brings everyone all their desire in abundance, not just gains, but health, wealth and prosperity.
 
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collosaltitan said:
Today's session
  • Best Extender 1hr+

Good session with the extender today. Used a relatively high tension, stretched the tunica, did what I had to do. No girth work as it's been 2 days now. Nothing much to report today sadly, other than a very intense leg workout.

Hope everyone has an amazing new year. I hope that this new year brings everyone all their desire in abundance, not just gains, but health, wealth and prosperity.
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Happy new years
 
Not going to train today as my EQ has been poor and there is some soreness in my penis that would have been exacerbated by using the pump, I also felt a pain with the extender at a low tension.
Gonna be honest and say that I have been ejaculating consistently and this has been holding me back in my opinion. I have been losing time from it as well as EQ. I will use the start of the year as a marker of the start of my new journey as I failed the previous one.

I will become better.
 
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