I know seeing a thread by my name raises red flags now since all that has went on...but please, this is no drama, I swear. Please read.
I owe [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] an apology, certain people in particular, but also to the entire forum and all of the members. As many of you know, I have posted some threads over at Thunder's that caused much disruption, and I'm sure a lot of hard feelings as well. I didn't think before posting. Instead of looking into situations more thoroughly, I took the words of two people, and posted a very negative thread in which I made [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] seem to be a sexist, arrogant forum and made all members and moderators seem as if they were this way as well. I wasn't thinking, although I didn't mean for the thread to come ou that way, I should've looked into the situation and posted differently, or more than likely never posted it at all. I also posted a thread about a Penis Enlargement device developed by a member from [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words], I again had no idea it was a device promoted on here by a member, but definitely should've checked before I posted, receiving many negative comments making the device, member, and [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] seem like the target of the thread and making the forums again look bad, especially the member with the device. To you, I'm sorry, I never should've posted any thread on the subject until I had looked into it further.
I'm beginning to put my foot in my mouth a lot now. I never had any grudges or hurtful intentions towards [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] when posting these things, just was dumb, new, and obviously not a good influence on forums containing these types of subject matter. I was very wrong in doing what I did, being very inconsiderate to everyone on both forums, as well as I guess I could say arrogant because I thought I knew how to post about topics and that I didn't need to take the time to think things through first. I was warned a few times from various people about my posts and threads, telling me it could be taken the wrong way or stir up trouble cause upset, but again, I wouldn't listen and thought I knew it all and that I was right in my posts and threads. I never stopped to acknowledge or admit the fact that I was being warned by other members far more experienced than I was, that knew better about these things than I. My stubbornness gets the best of me sometimes.
Many of you know, I'm no longer a member of Thunders anymore, due to the disruption I've caused over there as well as the negative disrupting comments and issues concerning [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words]. I didn't seem to fit in anyways and it's for the best. I do not plan on being a member or posting here either, so no worries. I've messed up way too much now, and my posts no matter what content or subject, will always raise red flags. I already feel badly about what has happened, and I don't want to risk causing anymore drama or disruption to any of you.
I really felt that you guys deserved this apology a long time ago, which I should've had enough nerve to give to you, but was too stubborn. I never posted with the intentions of causing [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] or its members any negativity, vengience, slander, or harm, but I did all because I rushed into my posts without feeling it out first.
I am also especially sorry to Stillwantmore and his friends. I made it seem like I was "invading his territory", as well as trying to make swm look bad to his friends and make them turn against him or as another person put it, "bannish" him. I never meant to make it look this way, but my posts had many negative comments concerning him that weren't thought through and came out that way. It seemed as if I was posting to get some type of revenge on swm, which I never intended for it to seem. Swm is a great guy, and I never meant to depict him in a negative way, hurt him, or anger and upset his friends by seeming this way.
DLD, I'm sorry for disrespecting you and your site and being so inconsiderate to your members. I promise to never do it again. I've learned my lesson on this and wish it didn't have to go this far for this long for me to learn it.
Thank you all for taking the time to read this apology even though I've really messed up and caused so much trouble. I just wanted you guys to know I never meant for any of this mess to happen, and that I really do feel bad and realize what my rushing has done to so many of you. So, I'm ending my posting on Penis Enlargement forums career with this apology, hoping that you can at least understand, if not accept. Thanks again.
Love,
Jenny
I owe [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] an apology, certain people in particular, but also to the entire forum and all of the members. As many of you know, I have posted some threads over at Thunder's that caused much disruption, and I'm sure a lot of hard feelings as well. I didn't think before posting. Instead of looking into situations more thoroughly, I took the words of two people, and posted a very negative thread in which I made [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] seem to be a sexist, arrogant forum and made all members and moderators seem as if they were this way as well. I wasn't thinking, although I didn't mean for the thread to come ou that way, I should've looked into the situation and posted differently, or more than likely never posted it at all. I also posted a thread about a Penis Enlargement device developed by a member from [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words], I again had no idea it was a device promoted on here by a member, but definitely should've checked before I posted, receiving many negative comments making the device, member, and [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] seem like the target of the thread and making the forums again look bad, especially the member with the device. To you, I'm sorry, I never should've posted any thread on the subject until I had looked into it further.
I'm beginning to put my foot in my mouth a lot now. I never had any grudges or hurtful intentions towards [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] when posting these things, just was dumb, new, and obviously not a good influence on forums containing these types of subject matter. I was very wrong in doing what I did, being very inconsiderate to everyone on both forums, as well as I guess I could say arrogant because I thought I knew how to post about topics and that I didn't need to take the time to think things through first. I was warned a few times from various people about my posts and threads, telling me it could be taken the wrong way or stir up trouble cause upset, but again, I wouldn't listen and thought I knew it all and that I was right in my posts and threads. I never stopped to acknowledge or admit the fact that I was being warned by other members far more experienced than I was, that knew better about these things than I. My stubbornness gets the best of me sometimes.
Many of you know, I'm no longer a member of Thunders anymore, due to the disruption I've caused over there as well as the negative disrupting comments and issues concerning [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words]. I didn't seem to fit in anyways and it's for the best. I do not plan on being a member or posting here either, so no worries. I've messed up way too much now, and my posts no matter what content or subject, will always raise red flags. I already feel badly about what has happened, and I don't want to risk causing anymore drama or disruption to any of you.
I really felt that you guys deserved this apology a long time ago, which I should've had enough nerve to give to you, but was too stubborn. I never posted with the intentions of causing [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]MOS[/words] or its members any negativity, vengience, slander, or harm, but I did all because I rushed into my posts without feeling it out first.
I am also especially sorry to Stillwantmore and his friends. I made it seem like I was "invading his territory", as well as trying to make swm look bad to his friends and make them turn against him or as another person put it, "bannish" him. I never meant to make it look this way, but my posts had many negative comments concerning him that weren't thought through and came out that way. It seemed as if I was posting to get some type of revenge on swm, which I never intended for it to seem. Swm is a great guy, and I never meant to depict him in a negative way, hurt him, or anger and upset his friends by seeming this way.
DLD, I'm sorry for disrespecting you and your site and being so inconsiderate to your members. I promise to never do it again. I've learned my lesson on this and wish it didn't have to go this far for this long for me to learn it.
Thank you all for taking the time to read this apology even though I've really messed up and caused so much trouble. I just wanted you guys to know I never meant for any of this mess to happen, and that I really do feel bad and realize what my rushing has done to so many of you. So, I'm ending my posting on Penis Enlargement forums career with this apology, hoping that you can at least understand, if not accept. Thanks again.
Love,
Jenny
