I'm so happy you joined this forum.
This forum have by the way, changed my life completely. It's like I had a paradigm shift in my life. I see the world completely differently.
It's not only about the penis size, it's more about the character/person you become after applying super strict discipline on yourself. Without discipline there will not be any bigger penis. I even tell myself in the middle of stretching my inner penis hard.
- This is so comfortable...oh this is nice

, and then I stretch a little harder.
I can relate to you when you talk about ADHD, and depression. I believe I have been depressed my entire life practically. It's called I believe,
hidden depression. It's so normal fir you that you do not even know you are depressed. ADHD medication have helped me a lot as well, would not be here without it.
ADHD is not easy to have (I have this superbrain myself). When you live in a world that tries to conform you to normal sh&#t (for example: sitting on a chair for hours). It's like you are inside of a dryer machine (rotating with 80 0000 rpm/minute), when growing up...and then when you become an adult and get some professional help and after hard life experiences, everything gets much better. I always felt diffrent ...but always loved yourself. My environment was not always the best. This brotherhood have made me feel more normal.
But who wants to be normal right?
So awesome your M.B.D(mind, body and dick) are looking good. Staying away from alcohol is the best, this will also in my belief promote fastest growth (I do not drink it).
I have learned much from you. I will look into TRT later when my levels start to drop when I get older. Awesome your levels are good.
I refuse to walk around with a skeletal body. You need muscle mass for health reasons. Low testosterone levels also are determental to bone density and longevity.
Take care brother.