Ok heres whats up. I dated this woman for 6 months which I had known and growed up with me my whole life. We even got engaged she asked me,lol. and she once told me she would never get married. It was great we got close more as friends then lovers. so the relationship ended but we was still the best of friends. She was also my first true love and only the second woman I had been with. Which did still love her. But she passed away earlier this month. and it has crushed me. I have never really lost anyone that close to me before. I mean I went and seen ever day before I went to work, I pretty much spend all my spare time with her. We was so close we would about anything and everything stuff that would even tell my own brother. Now I feel as if my world has been crushed and turned upside down.
any advice?
any advice?