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- Jan 21, 2020
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So I've been writing and rewriting this for nearly an hour because it devolves every time into a manifesto of how I've destroyed my mental health by realizing how inferior and unimpressive I am biologically. My mental health is genuinely really bad so if this post is just weird I'll blame it on that. For reasons more than my penis I've fallen really far down a hole and I don't see the point in getting out to live an embarrasing, unremarkable life but besides that...
Long story short I'm incredibly insecure over everything, I have no one to talk to about any of this, I came across this forum a couple hours ago and I was surprised how knowledgable and helpful some of the familiar members are on here. I finally broke and I'm just sending out an SOS on this specific aspect of my body.
I'm 6.2" BPEL and 5 inches in girth. From what I've read that's ""big"" according to the studies, surveys, articles from MSM but average or within average according to communties like MOS which are focused and concerned with this topic. That's my issue. I do not want to be average. I'd rather be a eunich. I don't want the unicorn status 9x7, I just want to really please and impress one woman and I'm dreading that I'm incapable of that without penis enlargement which I'm anxious of anyways.
Obviously life is unpredictable and concrete answers regarding stuff like this is not at 90% accuracy but I just want some kind of input on this.
At my current size, am I at a place where I could provide a woman with genuinely, consistently enjoyable and exciting sex wherein she feels more than satisfied and like I'm more than enough or do I need to grow? If so, is it like a couple decimal points, is it a modest inch and half, or do I need to make serious gains? God, I wish I was just born enough. It's just so defeating and humiliating realizing you cannot provide a woman with the psychological aspect of being with a man she truly desires.
I'm probably mega nuclear autistic and this post reads like gay psycho babble but I'm at my limit here.
Long story short I'm incredibly insecure over everything, I have no one to talk to about any of this, I came across this forum a couple hours ago and I was surprised how knowledgable and helpful some of the familiar members are on here. I finally broke and I'm just sending out an SOS on this specific aspect of my body.
I'm 6.2" BPEL and 5 inches in girth. From what I've read that's ""big"" according to the studies, surveys, articles from MSM but average or within average according to communties like MOS which are focused and concerned with this topic. That's my issue. I do not want to be average. I'd rather be a eunich. I don't want the unicorn status 9x7, I just want to really please and impress one woman and I'm dreading that I'm incapable of that without penis enlargement which I'm anxious of anyways.
Obviously life is unpredictable and concrete answers regarding stuff like this is not at 90% accuracy but I just want some kind of input on this.
At my current size, am I at a place where I could provide a woman with genuinely, consistently enjoyable and exciting sex wherein she feels more than satisfied and like I'm more than enough or do I need to grow? If so, is it like a couple decimal points, is it a modest inch and half, or do I need to make serious gains? God, I wish I was just born enough. It's just so defeating and humiliating realizing you cannot provide a woman with the psychological aspect of being with a man she truly desires.
I'm probably mega nuclear autistic and this post reads like gay psycho babble but I'm at my limit here.
