case study extremely big problem. HELP SOMEBODY PLEASE....

somehow ive ended here after battling this injury for al most 6 months. im in my 40's . i had jelqed off and on and pumped for a month or 2. nothing serious. felt better, and hung better it seemed. no real serious gains expected. just wanted better bloodflow and quality.

one day, i jelqed a bit harder than i had been, but no pain, and jsut for a minute. next day i pumped and accidentally went more than i wanted. no pain. immediately released and red along the base of the shaft. within the day it was gone. several days later i woke up with a shrunken unit and slight numbess on the shaft. had all hard flaccid symptoms.

was scared, so continued making my self have sex,. after a month or so, it seemed it was subsiding. i still woke up in the morning with a chub. but everything shrank to nothing during the day.then it started seeming like if we had sex more than once a week, it would traumatize everything and destroy my libido and size again.

very sensitive glans with burning /cooling feeling. shrunk all day. no erections. no night erections. then it would come back a week later with her, and we'd have sex again. eventually i figured out we had to quit for awhile. 6 months later, here i am. we just went a month of nothing. i still walk around all day shrunk to nothing. we had sex 2 days ago and it was great, but now it seems to be overly sensitive again. only time i hang normally , is if i lay down in bed awhile. but soon after i get up, its all gone again.

sensitivity/nerve damage, seems likely, but not sure. nothing feels like me down there unless im hard. it doesnt seem like i did anything too hard/painful to cause this, but i obviously did. not sure if this will heal ever, but i cant take any more panic attacks and anxiety. its hard to make it to bedtime every day. its the only relief i get.

it feels like i have half what i did on a normal day now, with no arousal. ive also noticed a constant pressure moreso while shrunken, in my rectum /perenium area,that tightens when i flex my penis. i get decent morning/night erections sometimes, and sometimes not as much. but im sure my anxiety day to day is effecting that . i cannot masturbate to get hard since the 2nd month of this, due to it irritating the nerves it seems on the head. actual sex doesnt irritate it as much, but it still does.

i always have the numbness/sensitivity issue to some degree, but its super bad when its shriveled up and burns. im just not sure the nerves will heal, and i dont know what to do now. im mentally exhausted and depressed. i can barely force myself to work or do anything that involves moving. it lets me know every step of every day what ive lost.

 

[oldandlively]

Have you done this? What should be felt? I read of people using it to get off, etc. the times I did try. I don’t even remember seeing or feel anything move whatsoever. That alone made me quit.

Yes. Not only me, but my wife did this as well for her experimental kegel after giving births. Her friends done it as well. Some of the patients in India use a TENS pen to stimulate ED conditions or to restimulate the tissues after penile fractures. So, yes, TENS are used for penile purposes as well.

 

[notmeanymore]

Yes. Not only me, but my wife did this as well for her experimental kegel after giving births. Her friends done it as well. Some of the patients in India use a TENS pen to stimulate ED conditions or to restimulate the tissues after penile fractures. So, yes, TENS are used for penile purposes as well.

So what should happen. Like I said, I don’t remember much if any results onetime I tried it

 

[oldandlively]

So what should happen. Like I said, I don’t remember much if any results onetime I tried it

When a nerve is shot, or nerve is kinked, or even frayed, using low current impulses help the nerve branch to be tested by the brain along the neuro-path. Imagine if you can, a dirt road, not compacted, and not prepared for traffics. A dirt path of a beaten trail so to speak. When you use the TENS unit, the nerve is slowly be tested, prepared, and strength, something like a dirt road is slowly be compacted, then flattened, covered with gravels, and eventually paved.

When you use the TENS machine, what's what you're doing. First, you are tell how bad the nerve pathway is by providing low current pulses. The brain detects how bad the neuro path is. Once the brain can get an assessment through multiple sessions of TENS, the brain can provide instruction to local tissues, cells, and resources to work accordingly to path the damages. It can be quick, or it can be slow, just like a damaged roadway. We have multiple injuries that cause neuro disparity where the areas of our body would not respond properly. Using a high end TENS unit, with the pen electrodes and good conducting patch electrodes, we restore our neuro paths back to 85% to 95% from a state of 30% t 40% functionality. So yes, you can restore your nerve path over time. It's not a short term working miracle. It's constant load of sessions to get things back to normal. This is just one of many methods. The other method is to consult Asian pharma doctor that know holistic prescriptions. I believe we have a few brothers that have been using holistic medication from India and China in early post of this year.

Example of nerve application holistic mixes are ashwagandha, brahmi, guggulu, abhyanga oil massage/application, tumeric, haritaki, vacha, panchakarma to excrete anomalies inside kidneys and liver, and shankhpushpi. There are many types of powder, liquid, and oil combos to use. Each formulation, like any drug, works well with specific patient's body type. In China and Korea, they use buyang huanwu (my mom used to take it), jisuikang, corydalis roots and flowers, wu-tou, jinmaitong, tangbi, and many others. I can't recall on the top of my head.

Western medicines have been experimenting with these old formulation of holistic combos for the past decade to make the pharma version stronger, which is a bad thing. It's up to you to do research on these combo usages and either accept and give them a try, or simply stay stagnant. We can only provide you options, and lots of them.

 

[notmeanymore]

When a nerve is shot, or nerve is kinked, or even frayed, using low current impulses help the nerve branch to be tested by the brain along the neuro-path. Imagine if you can, a dirt road, not compacted, and not prepared for traffics. A dirt path of a beaten trail so to speak. When you use the TENS unit, the nerve is slowly be tested, prepared, and strength, something like a dirt road is slowly be compacted, then flattened, covered with gravels, and eventually paved.

When you use the TENS machine, what's what you're doing. First, you are tell how bad the nerve pathway is by providing low current pulses. The brain detects how bad the neuro path is. Once the brain can get an assessment through multiple sessions of TENS, the brain can provide instruction to local tissues, cells, and resources to work accordingly to path the damages. It can be quick, or it can be slow, just like a damaged roadway. We have multiple injuries that cause neuro disparity where the areas of our body would not respond properly. Using a high end TENS unit, with the pen electrodes and good conducting patch electrodes, we restore our neuro paths back to 85% to 95% from a state of 30% t 40% functionality. So yes, you can restore your nerve path over time. It's not a short term working miracle. It's constant load of sessions to get things back to normal. This is just one of many methods. The other method is to consult Asian pharma doctor that know holistic prescriptions. I believe we have a few brothers that have been using holistic medication from India and China in early post of this year.

Example of nerve application holistic mixes are ashwagandha, brahmi, guggulu, abhyanga oil massage/application, tumeric, haritaki, vacha, panchakarma to excrete anomalies inside kidneys and liver, and shankhpushpi. There are many types of powder, liquid, and oil combos to use. Each formulation, like any drug, works well with specific patient's body type. In China and Korea, they use buyang huanwu (my mom used to take it), jisuikang, corydalis roots and flowers, wu-tou, jinmaitong, tangbi, and many others. I can't recall on the top of my head.

Western medicines have been experimenting with these old formulation of holistic combos for the past decade to make the pharma version stronger, which is a bad thing. It's up to you to do research on these combo usages and either accept and give them a try, or simply stay stagnant. We can only provide you options, and lots of them.

Ok,so for the tens. What should I be seeing or feeling ? Should I pulses? Or feel pulses? Or feel nothing at all?

 

[oldandlively]

Ok,so for the tens. What should I be seeing or feeling ? Should I pulses? Or feel pulses? Or feel nothing at all?

When you place the TENS electrodes along each side of the penis, not at the top, run the pulses very low. You should feel a light sensation, something close to a quick massage, along the two electrodes on each side. If you get an erection, the pulse will provide a pleasurable feeling, similar to when you get a blow job. As you increase the current over time, the pulses get stronger, and your penis can get very strong erection response, making you want to ejaculate. This is an ancient ritual of thousands years ago performing penile endurance training from early ejaculation.

 

[notmeanymore]

Yeah, I got no response like that whatsoever. I don’t recall any pleasurable feeling at all really. I’ll have to have another look. But it didn’t really give me any kind of enjoyment that i remember.

 

[notmeanymore]

So every one of you need to take a hard look at this idea , and realize how bad it will be if you end up like me. I know you won’t listen, cause none of this phases you ,till it’s too late. There’s no help for you out there. None. Once you’re screwed, you are screwed.
I found out why I ain’t ever gonna get any help from doctors and why they don’t suggest things that make any sense. Cause they only suggest what’s available. I asked for an ultrasound. They said that’s a great idea. But nobody does that .youd have to go to California. And if they were to find something, they wouldn’t even operate anyway. Fantastic. Thanks, guess I’ll just continue this stretching fiasco nonsense ,and continue on dying.

 

[oldandlively]

This doesn't make sense. Why do you have to travel out of state to get an ultrasound? They practically use and ultrasound to see where your veins are to perform pre-surgery IV needling. They use ultrasound for pregnancy and topical scan for foreign materials from accidents. Why in the world do you have to fly out of state just to do a simple ultrasound for venous and nerve scanning?

Are the doctors there incompetent or there is no radiologists at site to perform the procedure?

 

[notmeanymore]

Not sure. But I googled ultrasound locations,and it’s few and far between for a penal one. They ain’t lying. I don’t get it

 

[oldandlively]

Not sure if you are bound to specific locations for your health insurance. That could be the case. For example, Dr. James Wilcox of IU School of Medicine and Health Center, Dr. William Nall at Village Osteopath, Indiana Regional Imaging Center in Merriville, Community Health Network's connection for spinal/musculoskeletal ultrasound services (ask for extended penile scan for nerval continuity scan as well), Hendrick Regional Health, and the list goes on. There are so many ultrasound in the surround areas that you can call and ask. If you are truly bound by the medical insurance facility and service provision, you're stuck.

If you're not, it makes no damn sense.

 

[notmeanymore]

That part wasn’t even mentioned.

 

[oldandlively]

Reach out to your insurance company and ask for an ultrasound specialty office or doctor. If the federal is required, ask your doctor(s) that you went to for a referral note. Your doctor that you went to made no freaking sense at this point. If the doctor seems the method of radiology is good, the office should be the one doing the research for referral on the spot.

 

[notmeanymore]

the whole medical industry is incompetent and worthless. This is why I hate going.

 

[Jdog1234]

I keep looking up,but I just can’t shake this. No matter what I do, I’m stuck here. I’ve been on cialis awhile. It helps,but it don’t. The red glans never truly leaves. If cialis engorges me for no reason, I’ll be pretty red. My feeeling sucks still. It’s all there,but it’s off. In clothes, it’s pretty horrible though. I still have sex. I have no idea how.
I had 2 more mris. Only thing was mild spinal stenosis on l4,l5. I’ve had a lot of numbness /prickling in my left foot. Left hand and fingers also at times. I’d believe it was something to do with tthat ,except for the fact I still “see” damage on my glans. It don’t look right.
I’ve noticed my peeing difficulty and frequency is worse on days that I get really shrunk and tight. And it burns after. Most days, the more I work and move, the less I feel, and the smaller I get. And it’s bad. Terrible . I wore the pants I can’t stand today all day. I get more sensitivity in them, and it’s not good . By end of day, I’m so shrunk, I can barely pee.

My gut this whole time is my glans is totally screwed. My body just rejects whatever it feels,even if I don’t feel it . My pelvic floor just keeps cutting it all off. I stretch and get bits and pieces of relief, but it just comes right back when I get up again. My glans obviously isn’t getting better, which seems to be feeding the merry go round of problems. I used to have times when I’d “come out of it “, but that isn’t much happening anymore. I stopped taking cialis these last 4 days to try to see if my foot would change at all. All I’ve done is gotten smaller. My wife can touch me at any moment, and I’ll get hard though. It’s confusing. If I’m not relaxed,my erection feels forced up from the depths, though. But it happens every time. My glans is commonly weird looking to me or spongy/not firm while erect. Occasionally I’ll awake at night ,usually after I’ve stretched,and it will be harder than normal. I’m just really hurt. Unless I’m just totally off. Sigh, but I’m usually not sadly. I’m sitting here writing this after being outside working all day,getting less and less feeling and size. I’ve sat here about 30 minutes,and now when I kegel, I get that familiar inner burn that feels like something is trying to get back through.its hard to pinpoint, but sometimes lately, it’s as if I feel that in the top of my foot as well.

So these days, i still have no penis. It gets red still a lot. I kegel and feel restricted, and just want to pee. I pee a lot. My feeling is crap,but I will say this. I can, and have always been able to deal with what feeling I have. I feel sex absolutely every time. It’s good enough, I know it’s off, but it’s plenty close to 100%. Maybe 90. I feel really happy I at least have that.it doesn’t seem like it should effect my pelvic floor like it does. But apparently ,my body isn’t cool with it at all. I’m in this rut, and I want to give up. But I can’t. I still have “something” left. It’s absolutely garbage,but I’ll try till I can’t. Stretching to get a hope of relief is all I got.i don’t know what else to try. Damaged tissue just seems unhealable.

Have you tried peptides yet?

 

[notmeanymore]

Have you tried peptides yet?

Eh. I researched it . Doesn’t seem it would even help in pill form. And i have no idea what I’m doing to try to inject someth8ng that isn’t even exactly approved by anybody. I’m at least still functional. Not looking to make anything worse.

 

[Jdog1234]

Eh. I researched it . Doesn’t seem it would even help in pill form. And i have no idea what I’m doing to try to inject someth8ng that isn’t even exactly approved by anybody. I’m at least still functional. Not looking to make anything worse.

I really want to help you dude.

 

[notmeanymore]

Me as well man. I think it just is what it is and more time maybe. But I’ll never be what I was again sadly I don’t think.

 

[notmeanymore]

At this point, I think I’ve made it about as far as anything is gonna go. It’s not much use to expect much better than where I’m at. I’m tired,and tired of being anxious about what will never be. This crap killed me period. I can’t get out of it, I can’t feel anything .and I can feel everything. Is what it is now.

All I can do now is wear briefs, take cialis and hope and pray I just lose complete feeling . Briefs are the only thing that keep my pulse at normal levels. Boxers are too smooth. I get all kinds of weird nothing feelings in them. And always have since this started. I tried them again yesterday. I made it the whole day but I about had panic attacks 3 or 4 times. Back to briefs today, and I can work all day. I feel a little more, but it’s hardly there. No way to win this game. Sucks to have this on your mind literally 24 hours a day. I’ve tried every way I know to get over this. These underwear are the only way I’ll live. It’s a garbage way to live. I’m stuck on cialis, just to feel something. Anything while I’m moving around. Don’t really care anymore. Comfort is all I try for,and sometimes cialis makes my junk come back for a couple minutes at random.so be it. The rest of the day, it’s completely in a coma. Yet given the moment, I can be ready for sex with her in about 5 seconds. It’s too stupid to try to understand anymore. And even more stupid to expect any doctor to help whatsoever. My nerves are completely screwed up. Somehow cans still use it anytime I want though. But nothing ,and I mean nothing, is even remotely as it should be and likely never will be. Having sex and feeling it all very well for a year and a half (and still going)gave me endless useless hope that it could get better. But no, it’s just that weird and broken ,that it just eats your mind . And still yet, I have erections EVERY night. I’m just now listening to what I knew was wrong this whole time,and there’s nothing I can ever do but just pretend I don’t need a dick. And that, is something you don’t wanna ever try to tackle, cause it’s involved in every movement and decision you make all day long. I know that now.

 

[DLD]

I am so sorry for this mess. I wish there was something I could do. for now I offer my prayers and pray that you find a way forward. Don't give up, put this all in the hands of God.

 

[notmeanymore]

Me too. I’m done with life. I work for my family. The rest, I could give a crap. I have no desire to ever be around anybody again,or excel in anything whatsoever. I just do what I gotta do to get to tomorrow. Nothing I ever enjoyed is enjoyable like this. So I give up. Anybody else would too. No idea how I tried this long. Seems the more I try the harder it gets,so I’m just over it for now.