case study extremely big problem. HELP SOMEBODY PLEASE....

somehow ive ended here after battling this injury for al most 6 months. im in my 40's . i had jelqed off and on and pumped for a month or 2. nothing serious. felt better, and hung better it seemed. no real serious gains expected. just wanted better bloodflow and quality.

one day, i jelqed a bit harder than i had been, but no pain, and jsut for a minute. next day i pumped and accidentally went more than i wanted. no pain. immediately released and red along the base of the shaft. within the day it was gone. several days later i woke up with a shrunken unit and slight numbess on the shaft. had all hard flaccid symptoms.

was scared, so continued making my self have sex,. after a month or so, it seemed it was subsiding. i still woke up in the morning with a chub. but everything shrank to nothing during the day.then it started seeming like if we had sex more than once a week, it would traumatize everything and destroy my libido and size again.

very sensitive glans with burning /cooling feeling. shrunk all day. no erections. no night erections. then it would come back a week later with her, and we'd have sex again. eventually i figured out we had to quit for awhile. 6 months later, here i am. we just went a month of nothing. i still walk around all day shrunk to nothing. we had sex 2 days ago and it was great, but now it seems to be overly sensitive again. only time i hang normally , is if i lay down in bed awhile. but soon after i get up, its all gone again.

sensitivity/nerve damage, seems likely, but not sure. nothing feels like me down there unless im hard. it doesnt seem like i did anything too hard/painful to cause this, but i obviously did. not sure if this will heal ever, but i cant take any more panic attacks and anxiety. its hard to make it to bedtime every day. its the only relief i get.

it feels like i have half what i did on a normal day now, with no arousal. ive also noticed a constant pressure moreso while shrunken, in my rectum /perenium area,that tightens when i flex my penis. i get decent morning/night erections sometimes, and sometimes not as much. but im sure my anxiety day to day is effecting that . i cannot masturbate to get hard since the 2nd month of this, due to it irritating the nerves it seems on the head. actual sex doesnt irritate it as much, but it still does.

i always have the numbness/sensitivity issue to some degree, but its super bad when its shriveled up and burns. im just not sure the nerves will heal, and i dont know what to do now. im mentally exhausted and depressed. i can barely force myself to work or do anything that involves moving. it lets me know every step of every day what ive lost.

 

[DLD]

I wish there was something more we could offer you. I hate to see you going through this hell. I pray for a miracle from God to help you.

 

[notmeanymore]

Hell is an understatement. I give up trying to have a penis. It’s too far gone really. I’m still not sure how it works at all. I haven’t been back to doc to follow up yet, but urine test shows white blood cell,and ur mucous as abnormal. But no actual amounts, just abnormal. I know this burning when I pee drives me nuts.yet,it’s the most soothing thing I feel all day. Still up 1-3 times a night peeing as well. glans just stays red and hurt looking.and major retraction. Cialis (when it does anything), seems to make it even more inflamed. Sensitivity in glans is so messed up and dulled.yet sensitive.

 

[DLD]

Why have you not seen your doctor for a follow up?

 

[notmeanymore]

Will be Friday at appointment.

 

[DLD]

Will be Friday at appointment.

Ok, great i pray this appointment goes well and you can make some progress. God be with you!

 

[notmeanymore]

I can only hope. I’m so so tired. I’m over it

 

[notmeanymore]

I’m dying here guys. Any insight on this at all is appreciated. I did something just now. Wish I had not. I keep mentioneing redness in the glans,and I’m not lying. I pumped for about 5 minutes cause I haven’t in months. Just wanted to see if it would help this shriveled crap at all. By pumping ,my glans just comes out super dark and red looking. Doesn’t have the same firmness it had before this all happened. It doesn’t seem nerve damage would cause that. But I can’t understand what else would. But I got the coldness I remember touching it after. Feeling was very distant and inflamed feeling like that. I’m at the point id post a picture if it would help. This tissue just isn’t the same anymore. Seems it would heal, but nothing seems to change it.

 

[oldandlively]

I'll be jumping in and out of the forum since I got a crazy busy day today. We'll get you square away with info.

I’m dying here guys. Any insight on this at all is appreciated. I did something just now. Wish I had not. I keep mentioneing redness in the glans,and I’m not lying. I pumped for about 5 minutes cause I haven’t in months. Just wanted to see if it would help this shriveled crap at all. By pumping ,my glans just comes out super dark and red looking.

The description described quite a bit on the pathology blockage, especially for the venous portion (the outlet of the blood). When the blood goes in, it doesn't have a chance to escape, causing the color to change to a darker color. The veins will push elsewhere to the smaller capilaries that can vacate the blood. But you're telling the blood to go from a large drain to smaller hoses. The vacating blood volume will slow down. So, now, we know exactly where the issue lies since you pump. It could have been dealt with simply with SSJ. You're still fine, brother. Let's continued.

Doesn’t have the same firmness it had before this all happened. It doesn’t seem nerve damage would cause that. But I can’t understand what else would.

You are correct to say it's not nerve damage. It venous damage, and partial artery clogging as the blood doesn't flow into the penis in larger volume. Observe carefully to where the coldness starts along the entire penile shaft, and where the numbess also starts. This is two essential info. The coloration will determine where the blockage may occur. Good that you started pumping again, but you should have started with the simple SSJ first. It's more gentle on the penis than the pump in terms of getting out of the injuries.

But I got the coldness I remember touching it after. Feeling was very distant and inflamed feeling like that. I’m at the point id post a picture if it would help. This tissue just isn’t the same anymore. Seems it would heal, but nothing seems to change it.

Where did the coldness starts? How cold in each portion of the penis? Temperature changes occur in different part of the penis tells us how the blood is clogged up and not getting the recirculation it needs. If you can provide a photo and mark things up, it will help tremendously.

We can rule out nerve damage completely. Time to essess pathology for the blood vessels. One step closer to solving the mysteries. In addition, if you are going to the doctor later this week, try to schedule an ultrasound. A competent doctor or an radiological tech can see and determine everything on the spot, for both nerve and blood vessel damages. My entire left side of the body is literally broke and damaged for the past 2.5 months from an accident. We scanned everything through ultrasound, cheaper approach, and saw literally everything, from damages to muscle tissues, to blood vessels, and all the way to the frayed nerves. So yes, a penis is no exception.

 

[notmeanymore]

I'll be jumping in and out of the forum since I got a crazy busy day today. We'll get you square away with info.



The description described quite a bit on the pathology blockage, especially for the venous portion (the outlet of the blood). When the blood goes in, it doesn't have a chance to escape, causing the color to change to a darker color. The veins will push elsewhere to the smaller capilaries that can vacate the blood. But you're telling the blood to go from a large drain to smaller hoses. The vacating blood volume will slow down. So, now, we know exactly where the issue lies since you pump. It could have been dealt with simply with SSJ. You're still fine, brother. Let's continued.

I dont feel fine . At all. I have to mentally ignore I have a penis, and I can only do that so long before I crash again. It’s hard to describe,but pumping (the little I have since injury ),isn’t the same on my penis at all since before injury. It swells so much easier ,and my tissue is so much more expansive and damaged. The whole entire glans looks and feels inflamed after I come out of the pump, and has a mild burning effect to it. And pretty numb. Honestly, my dick doesn’t feel good enough to ssj anymore. I won’t even masturbate at all anymore. It’s not right.

You are correct to say it's not nerve damage. It venous damage, and partial artery clogging as the blood doesn't flow into the penis in larger volume. Observe carefully to where the coldness starts along the entire penile shaft, and where the numbess also starts. This is two essential info. The coloration will determine where the blockage may occur. Good that you started pumping again, but you should have started with the simple SSJ first. It's more gentle on the penis than the pump in terms of getting out of the injuries.

I feel it HAS to be nerve damage. But I’m so confused every day still. It stays so red and shrunk constantly. The more I walk around with it touching my clothes,the more shrunk and red and numb it becomes. Nothing about this bothers me more than the inflamaiton and numbness of the head . It just feels majorly hurt like it needs a heating pad and rest. That’s my best analogy. But nothing ever becomes of it in healing. The tissue on the glans is horrible feeling, but just won’t change.

Where did the coldness starts? How cold in each portion of the penis? Temperature changes occur in different part of the penis tells us how the blood is clogged up and not getting the recirculation it needs. If you can provide a photo and mark things up, it will help tremendously.

We can rule out nerve damage completely. Time to essess pathology for the blood vessels. One step closer to solving the mysteries. In addition, if you are going to the doctor later this week, try to schedule an ultrasound. A competent doctor or an radiological tech can see and determine everything on the spot, for both nerve and blood vessel damages. My entire left side of the body is literally broke and damaged for the past 2.5 months from an accident. We scanned everything through ultrasound, cheaper approach, and saw literally everything, from damages to muscle tissues, to blood vessels, and all the way to the frayed nerves. So yes, a penis is no exception.

Cold is gone now, but at left of glans as before. I only went to max of 5-7, but today I had all kinds of micro red dots all over the shaft. And that’s never happened before. Not even when I injured myself. I just don’t get it anymore. It still burns /hot when I pee, but it’s the most satisfying feeling I have anymore. It’s pretty sad. I HAD a fairly plump dick. But it’s just gone. Most pitiful thing a man can live with now. I don’t even know how I do. Here’s a pic. The head is so granular looking too. It was never like that. So. Ultrasound you say. All this time, those can see nerves? Why am I getting mri’s then. Not that there’s any point now other than trying. I just don’t know of anything that can reverse this damage. I keep trying seriously hard ,but the elephant in the room isn’t changing.

 

[oldandlively]

Let's bring your penis into comparison state with others with the compiled photo.



The top left is yours, while the top center to top right is a comparison to healthy penises. Notice that the penises are healthy, with different coloration from a healthy pink to different shad of pink and white.

The bottom row of penises are inflammed penises due to various issues. So, inflammed in your perpective is not the same as medical inflammation cases. With that comparison in mind, let's continue.

The whole entire glans looks and feels inflamed after I come out of the pump, and has a mild burning effect to it. And pretty numb. Honestly, my dick doesn’t feel good enough to ssj anymore. I won’t even masturbate at all anymore. It’s not right.

The feeling of inflammation is quite subjective when it comes to visual observation. When the medical professionals look at your penile glans, they will have question marks all over the top of their heads if they are looking at your penis at this moment in time. They will probably say, "All you need are moisturizers." There's no comparison photos of before (when you are fully plumped) and now. There's no comparison before you pump vs after you pump All we can say at this moment is, "Hm..."

I feel it HAS to be nerve damage. But I’m so confused every day still. It stays so red and shrunk constantly. The more I walk around with it touching my clothes,the more shrunk and red and numb it becomes. Nothing about this bothers me more than the inflamaiton and numbness of the head . It just feels majorly hurt like it needs a heating pad and rest. That’s my best analogy. But nothing ever becomes of it in healing. The tissue on the glans is horrible feeling, but just won’t change.

Numbness can be a contribution from nerve damage, but it's also a nerve sensing there's not enough blood flowing into the penis and sends out "Danger!" signals because the glans is cold. You can truly experiment this by having your penis sticks into the cup of cold water at 65F for 5 minutes, and 80F for 5 minutes. The nerves will send the right signals to your brain. That is not nerve damage. That is blood flow related. I can tell you, your brain will register the cold water as a threat to the penile glans.

Cold is gone now, but at left of glans as before.

This confirms the statement above.

I only went to max of 5-7, but today I had all kinds of micro red dots all over the shaft. And that’s never happened before. Not even when I injured myself. I just don’t get it anymore.

Micro red dots, or capilaries ruptures, means there is a weakened blood vessel or vessels that don't allow proper drainage. By the way, you shoudln't be hitting 7inHg from such a long period of non-pumping. This is like weight lifting where you push 300lb bench press when you haven't perform any weight lifting for the past 1.5 years. Thats' crazy! We always tell everyone to ease in at 5inHg, and slowly move up 0.5inHg at a time every week, and every few days at the fastest after a 1.5 weeks of break. Brother, you're not listening to our mantras.

It still burns /hot when I pee, but it’s the most satisfying feeling I have anymore. It’s pretty sad.

This is why an ultrasound must be conducted to check what's going on with the urethra from the tip of the glans to the base of the penis, including the prostate. If I have to tell everyone to return to the prostate monitoring every time an issue comes up for the "burning", I would make MoS #1 pinned post on the matter.

I HAD a fairly plump dick. But it’s just gone. Most pitiful thing a man can live with now. I don’t even know how I do. Here’s a pic. The head is so granular looking too. It was never like that.

There's every level of plumpness and shrinkage. What you're seeing is definitely blood flow.

So. Ultrasound you say. All this time, those can see nerves? Why am I getting mri’s then.

MRI seeing things that ultrasound cannot see in captured point in time in ultra details. Ultrasound sees things that MRI cannot see as "live" interaction. Each has its own benefits and negatives. Having both info further evaluate for possible issues. Never get one without the other. I have x-ray, MRI, and ultrasound for the same issues to see everything perspectives possible.

Not that there’s any point now other than trying. I just don’t know of anything that can reverse this damage. I keep trying seriously hard ,but the elephant in the room isn’t changing.

Trying is one step forward. Trying with every combination possible is multiple steps forward. @kriskros testified to his many tries. Many brothers chimed in with their efforts. If you remain with just "trying", that will not be enough. Pushing hard forward will get you back to the normal state you wanted.

 

[notmeanymore]

Let's bring your penis into comparison state with others with the compiled photo.

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The top left is yours, while the top center to top right is a comparison to healthy penises. Notice that the penises are healthy, with different coloration from a healthy pink to different shad of pink and white.

The bottom row of penises are inflammed penises due to various issues. So, inflammed in your perpective is not the same as medical inflammation cases. With that comparison in mind, let's

Yeah,I understand it’s hard to compare. Mine was more like the pic beside mine. Mine is slightly redder. It shouldn’t be.

The feeling of inflammation is quite subjective when it comes to visual observation. When the medical professionals look at your penile glans, they will have question marks all over the top of their heads if they are looking at your penis at this moment in time. They will probably say, "All you need are moisturizers." There's no comparison photos of before (when you are fully plumped) and now. There's no comparison before you pump vs after you pump All we can say at this moment is, "Hm..."



Numbness can be a contribution from nerve damage, but it's also a nerve sensing there's not enough blood flowing into the penis and sends out "Danger!" signals because the glans is cold. You can truly experiment this by having your penis sticks into the cup of cold water at 65F for 5 minutes, and 80F for 5 minutes. The nerves will send the right signals to your brain. That is not nerve damage. That is blood flow related. I can tell you, your brain will register the cold water as a threat to the penile glans.

Nerve damage or not, I still can hardly feel a thing in my street clothes. My glans never feels right in any circumstance. It feels closest to right at night in a full erection.but still not normal. Honestly ,if I had my normal feeling size and libido I occasionally could get back a year ago, the feel8ng is not all that bad. But it just keeps fading .i rarely feel anywhere close to that anymore.even with cialis.

This confirms the statement above.



Micro red dots, or capilaries ruptures, means there is a weakened blood vessel or vessels that don't allow proper drainage. By the way, you shoudln't be hitting 7inHg from such a long period of non-pumping. This is like weight lifting where you push 300lb bench press when you haven't perform any weight lifting for the past 1.5 years. Thats' crazy! We always tell everyone to ease in at 5inHg, and slowly move up 0.5inHg at a time every week, and every few days at the fastest after a 1.5 weeks of break. Brother, you're not listening to our mantras.

Noted.but it has NEVER done that to me. Even at double that. The 7’s were momentary as there was hardly any seal since I didn’t shave. But still.

This is why an ultrasound must be conducted to check what's going on with the urethra from the tip of the glans to the base of the penis, including the prostate. If I have to tell everyone to return to the prostate monitoring every time an issue comes up for the "burning", I would make MoS #1 pinned post on the matter.



There's every level of plumpness and shrinkage. What you're seeing is definitely blood flow related

I have no blood flow I agree. But it seems to cooincide with how much glans irritation I receive . By end of day, I’m nonexistent . Only time I get any plump at all is relaxing before bed. And that’s with cialis. Other than that, it’s pathetic, and feel nothing

MRI seeing things that ultrasound cannot see in captured point in time in ultra details. Ultrasound sees things that MRI cannot see as "live" interaction. Each has its own benefits and negatives. Having both info further evaluate for possible issues. Never get one without the other. I have x-ray, MRI, and ultrasound for the same issues to see everything perspectives possible.

Trying is one step forward. Trying with every combination possible is multiple steps forward. @kriskros testified to his many tries. Many brothers chimed in with their efforts. If you remain with just "trying", that will not be enough. Pushing hard forward will get you back to the normal state you wanted.

What really eats on me is that I know my glans has something wrong. The texture of it at times is puffy. I get a rubbery feel of it sometimes when I touch it. When I rub it along my zipper, I feel it all, but it’s not as detailed feeling as it should be. Feels like anything I try to pursue won’t matter when there’s that much damage in front of me. Yet if I put lube on it and go at it, it doesn’t feel all that wrong. But will definitely look red and irritated from it. Obviously something majorly damaged,cause although I can jack off anytime I want and make it work,I have zero interest in that cause it bothers me a whole bunch. Just really don’t even want to touch it much. And I don’t know where to turn except keep stretching and relaxing to relieve the tightness in my rectum,etc. which I believe can never be rid of with this glans numbness. All the HF/pelvic crap I believe is just a byproduct of the glans damage .

For whatever else it’s worth, lately with this, my left testicle feels all kinds of wrong and tender as well. Some days I swear it’s smaller too, but I can’t believe that honestly.

There’s some new info in post 950/952 I’m also not sure you saw. I want something to connect the dots to,but the glans just keeps convincing me otherwise .

 

[oldandlively]

Yeah,I understand it’s hard to compare. Mine was more like the pic beside mine. Mine is slightly redder. It shouldn’t be.

The higher pinkish color is understandable. This is why I pointed out the venous issue where blood cannot leave the penis and being hold onto more readily. Thinking of a sewer line that's slightly clogged. It still drains, but very slowly. The redder color is a reflection of the stagnant blood. The discoloration, based on your photo, changes due to lack of oxygen. Coldness is because of the lack of blood flow coming from the body core containing the core temperature.

Nerve damage or not, I still can hardly feel a thing in my street clothes. My glans never feels right in any circumstance. It feels closest to right at night in a full erection.but still not normal. Honestly ,if I had my normal feeling size and libido I occasionally could get back a year ago, the feel8ng is not all that bad. But it just keeps fading .i rarely feel anywhere close to that anymore.even with cialis.

Think about this for a moment. If Cialis and Viagra is a nitric oxide booster, something like a booster water pump for your existing water pressure, if you have clogged pipes, no matter the booster, the pump (your heart) is working hard to send to a pipe that is not sending water (your blood) to the needed location. If your house has a booster pump, and your irrigation lines are all clogged up with mud and debris, your house water pressure at 60psi, with the boosted pressure up to 150psi, will not dislodge the clogs that reduce your irrigation water line that dropped to 10psi.

The reason why you have a nice night of erection is because your heart is able to divert all the pressures down to the lower extremities while you're laying down. When standing up, your heart focuses all the blood pressure to places where they need the pressure to function properly such as your brain, your arms, upper legs down to your shins, and all the major organs. Your penis is the last thing on the essential list. Clogged blood vessels will enhance the worst nightmare you're experiencing: Freddy Kueger vs Jason vs Jigsaw all in one scene.

I have no blood flow I agree. But it seems to cooincide with how much glans irritation I receive . By end of day, I’m nonexistent . Only time I get any plump at all is relaxing before bed. And that’s with cialis. Other than that, it’s pathetic, and feel nothing

This is where you need to experiment with blood flow conditioning. Feel pathetic? Hardly. That's your inner side looking for a quick fix. There is no quick fix with any injuries. I got one messy one right now that may take a year or two to heal to some unknown level. No matter what the future is in store for me, I fight back with experimentation of all levels to get myself back onto my usual routines. If you think you feel non-existing due to a bit of pain in your pants, when you can barely walk, lift your arms, balance without keeling over after a few minutes, or turn on your side while laying down without thinking in grabbing some major pain meds to ease your woes so you can sleep for 4 hours of uninterrupted sleep, I can trade with you.

What really eats on me is that I know my glans has something wrong. The texture of it at times is puffy. I get a rubbery feel of it sometimes when I touch it. When I rub it along my zipper, I feel it all, but it’s not as detailed feeling as it should be. Feels like anything I try to pursue won’t matter when there’s that much damage in front of me. Yet if I put lube on it and go at it, it doesn’t feel all that wrong. But will definitely look red and irritated from it. Obviously something majorly damaged,cause although I can jack off anytime I want and make it work,I have zero interest in that cause it bothers me a whole bunch. Just really don’t even want to touch it much. And I don’t know where to turn except keep stretching and relaxing to relieve the tightness in my rectum,etc. which I believe can never be rid of with this glans numbness. All the HF/pelvic crap I believe is just a byproduct of the glans damage .

HF can be misdiagnosed. The rubbery feeling is definitely the plumbing not sending enough blood to soften the tissues. The flow is there, but the lack of the pressure generated from the flow the body temperature exchange cause that rubbery feeling. The same thing for your fingers and toes. Lack of blood flow does that to all your extremities. Your penis is just like your little toes or last segment of your finger: the extremities. Lack of blood is the culprit.

For whatever else it’s worth, lately with this, my left testicle feels all kinds of wrong and tender as well. Some days I swear it’s smaller too, but I can’t believe that honestly.

And there goes another clue. Tenderness and numbness to the testicle is due to something kinking way in the pelvic region. On top of that, remember how we kept on revisiting prostate issues when it comes to burning? It's not to far from it either. Burning of the urethra on a constant basis can be a kidney stone, gall bladder stone, or worst case, abnormal growth around the prostate or urethra lining. X-ray can detect the kidney stone or gall bladder stone with ease. Make sure to consult with the doctors on this. Urine sample can detect any blood in the waste to detect pathological anomaly like cancer as well. Prostatitis is a probability without a blood or urine test panel, or it can be merely a UTI. At this point in time, we can rule out the UTI (crossed from our virtual doodle board since the beginning of year). Work with your physicians and insurance company (if you have one) on what you can do for a full body diagnostic. It can be as simple as a yearly blood test panels (I do this yearly for my work), scan of effected body both above and below the effected region (which you did with the MRI but limited to one zone, the pelvic), and monitoring through radiological dye for tracing. Sounds weird, but it's done if the doctors suspect something major. This is limited to the coverage contract for health insurance. Don't rule out anything and be inclusive of everything. Once you rule one out, don't just toss it to oblivion but put a suspicion marker on the ones you think could be an overlooked issue.

There’s some new info in post 950/952 I’m also not sure you saw. I want something to connect the dots to,but the glans just keeps convincing me otherwise .

Something like this:

Chronic Testicular Pain and Orchalgia - StatPearls - NCBI Bookshelf

 

[notmeanymore]

The higher pinkish color is understandable. This is why I pointed out the venous issue where blood cannot leave the penis and being hold onto more readily. Thinking of a sewer line that's slightly clogged. It still drains, but very slowly. The redder color is a reflection of the stagnant blood. The discoloration, based on your photo, changes due to lack of oxygen. Coldness is because of the lack of blood flow coming from the body core containing the core temperature.

It doesn’t feel that way to me. Plus , the rest of the penis is normal color, and feeling for that matter. The coldness today wasn’t an actual cold. But a nerve cold.

Think about this for a moment. If Cialis and Viagra is a nitric oxide booster, something like a booster water pump for your existing water pressure, if you have clogged pipes, no matter the booster, the pump (your heart) is working hard to send to a pipe that is not sending water (your blood) to the needed location. If your house has a booster pump, and your irrigation lines are all clogged up with mud and debris, your house water pressure at 60psi, with the boosted pressure up to 150psi, will not dislodge the clogs that reduce your irrigation water line that dropped to 10psi.

The reason why you have a nice night of erection is because your heart is able to divert all the pressures down to the lower extremities while you're laying down. When standing up, your heart focuses all the blood pressure to places where they need the pressure to function properly such as your brain, your arms, upper legs down to your shins, and all the major organs. Your penis is the last thing on the essential list. Clogged blood vessels will enhance the worst nightmare you're experiencing: Freddy Kueger vs Jason vs Jigsaw all in one scene.



This is where you need to experiment with blood flow conditioning. Feel pathetic? Hardly. That's your inner side looking for a quick fix. There is no quick fix with any injuries. I got one messy one right now that may take a year or two to heal to some unknown level. No matter what the future is in store for me, I fight back with experimentation of all levels to get myself back onto my usual routines. If you think you feel non-existing due to a bit of pain in your pants, when you can barely walk, lift your arms, balance without keeling over after a few minutes, or turn on your side while laying down without thinking in grabbing some major pain meds to ease your woes so you can sleep for 4 hours of uninterrupted sleep, I can trade with you.

I know what you’re saying. But believe me I’d trade ya. This is so much more hell than it even appears.

HF can be misdiagnosed. The rubbery feeling is definitely the plumbing not sending enough blood to soften the tissues. The flow is there, but the lack of the pressure generated from the flow the body temperature exchange cause that rubbery feeling. The same thing for your fingers and toes. Lack of blood flow does that to all your extremities. Your penis is just like your little toes or last segment of your finger: the extremities. Lack of blood is the culprit.

I’m not sure. I think it feels rubbery cause it’s dead. Cause I’m looking right at it, and the only thing that feels anything is my finger. Using fingernail is a different story.

And there goes another clue. Tenderness and numbness to the testicle is due to something kinking way in the pelvic region. On top of that, remember how we kept on revisiting prostate issues when it comes to burning? It's not to far from it either. Burning of the urethra on a constant basis can be a kidney stone, gall bladder stone, or worst case, abnormal growth around the prostate or urethra lining. X-ray can detect the kidney stone or gall bladder stone with ease. Make sure to consult with the doctors on this. Urine sample can detect any blood in the waste to detect pathological anomaly like cancer as well. Prostatitis is a probability without a blood or urine test panel, or it can be merely a UTI. At this point in time, we can rule out the UTI (crossed from our virtual doodle board since the beginning of year). Work with your physicians and insurance company (if you have one) on what you can do for a full body diagnostic. It can be as simple as a yearly blood test panels (I do this yearly for my work), scan of effected body both above and below the effected region (which you did with the MRI but limited to one zone, the pelvic), and monitoring through radiological dye for tracing. Sounds weird, but it's done if the doctors suspect something major. This is limited to the coverage contract for health insurance. Don't rule out anything and be inclusive of everything. Once you rule one out, don't just toss it to oblivion but put a suspicion marker on the ones you think could be an overlooked issue.



Something like this:

Chronic Testicular Pain and Orchalgia - StatPearls - NCBI Bookshelf

Good read. The weirdest thing I have that’s new is this stupid left foot numbness / occasional burn . Sometimes also half the leg. Doesn’t seem connected but I don’t know anything anymore more than sleep is the only thing I have left. I just reluctantly went and bought the smallest brief underwear they make. Never thought I’d be in those ever again.but I give up trying to feel normal anymore. It’s gonna stay gone, so I might as well wrap it with the tightest thing I can find so I can ignore its existence. No other clothes help,so gotta try this for awhile. Seems the more it touches my boxers ,even if I don’t feel it,the more red and shrunken and irritated it gets. And that fuels the anxiety and worse days. And the only days I have are bad and worse ones.

 

[oldandlively]

Good read. The weirdest thing I have that’s new is this stupid left foot numbness / occasional burn . Sometimes also half the leg. Doesn’t seem connected but I don’t know anything anymore more than sleep is the only thing I have left. I just reluctantly went and bought the smallest brief underwear they make. Never thought I’d be in those ever again.but I give up trying to feel normal anymore. It’s gonna stay gone, so I might as well wrap it with the tightest thing I can find so I can ignore its existence. No other clothes help,so gotta try this for awhile. Seems the more it touches my boxers ,even if I don’t feel it,the more red and shrunken and irritated it gets. And that fuels the anxiety and worse days. And the only days I have are bad and worse ones.

Okay, looks like everything is left extremities. Something is more than just blood and nerve. Notice that the left of everything is effected? Left testicle? Left side of the glans? Left side of the leg-foot? Looks like the clues are being tossed back into the pot for diagnosis.

Right of the bat, single side of the body multi-symptoms, I toss my "stroke precursor" onto the board as the major one. The lighter side is the sciatic nerve pathology like we discussed earlier, which surrounds the nerve kink and not damage, or it can be a hidden multi-sclerosis that can be searched for with ease using ultrasound and MRI running along the entire body (spinal column), or it can be as simple as peripheral neuropathy. The funny thing is, it can be treated as simple as a boost on the B-Complex, Vit D3, and kelp base iodine supplements. But if it goes beyond simple, it can be something else all together. So, it's not PE related, it's systematic related.

 

[notmeanymore]

Absolutely .have told the wife that several times myself that everything is left side.. But I have a really really hard time saying my glans is not pe related. Tissue like this doesn’t just appear and stay red and irritated

 

[notmeanymore]

I’ve got all kinds of serious problems from this. So many I can’t even describe them. But I should have bought these underwear a year ago. It doesn’t fix a thing, but dang , I can actually walk and work without wanting to fall on a knife on purpose all day.

 

[DLD]

Awesome! My prayers for you seem to be working

 

[notmeanymore]

Well, my feeling is pretty much gone I think. Don’t even know how it progressed this far down. This material just allows it not to completely irritate me all hours of the day. Kinda takes what feeling I have left and makes it disappear so that when I move, I don’t get any feedback at all. Still very not awesome at all.

 

[oldandlively]

I wonder if the material you started using is cotton, cotton-polyester blend, polyester-rayon, etc. See if the smoother materials will help.

 

[notmeanymore]

I think it’s more that it’s briefs and tight. Movement is bad. It used to be so much better than this at times. It’s just so dead,and not even remotely a penis anymore. How can you even attempt fixing anything when you tell somebody you can’t feel anything, but at the same time can feel it all. Pretty hopeless

 

[DLD]

Nothing is hopeless all things take time especially when your dealing with such heartbreaking situation as you have. I pray you keep looking for an answer.

 

[notmeanymore]

Yeah. I agree. Until you live it. Doctor today had no help,offered dumb things like trying different lube.,etc. nobody can ever understand this. I keep mentioning physical damage to glans, and they just don’t know what to do with that but double the dose of cialis. Sending me to neurologist now due to foot numbness,etc. I feel we’re gonna chase the wrong thing now, but I guess it doesn’t really matter. I’m never gonna be able to know what I used to feel like again. All over just trying to be young again and trying something. It just seems there’s no end to the downward spiral here. I think back and remember the months going by, and having somewhat decent experiences, and thinking I was actually making improvements, and then I look at now….if it hadn’t taken my size and arousal away, it wouldn’t be so bad. But along with irritation and feeling, there’s just not much left to look forward to. Except bedtime. Every day. That’s it.
I’m trying to get used to being microdick cause there’s no other choice. But it just real dang hard when it looks so unhealthy and I get no energy down there other than nerve deadness. Pretty sad way out of this place from what I used to be.

 

[oldandlively]

Sending me to neurologist now due to foot numbness,etc. I feel we’re gonna chase the wrong thing now, but I guess it doesn’t really matter.

Actually, the neurologist can perform a specific nerve signal tracking form the base of the head to the tip of your toes. It can actually be quite beneficial to detect possible kinked signal location. Not all hope is loss on the medical examination. When you do see a neurologist office, make sure to indicate where the numbness occurs at the upper region (above your waist), including the numbness leading to pelvic atrophy that cause numbness to the specific left side of the penis, all the way down to the left side of your extremities. A proper pathologist and neurologist can immediate detect something is wrong with the sciatic that leads to the deep pereneal (your foot), and the branched pudental leading to dorsal nerve branches (your penis). Sorry to say, but competent doctors will immediately pick it up. Just like the doctor that you saw, they didn't notice the info you provided, or the communication lost in the translation somewhere.

My doctors here, all though just a group of regular and specialist in ortho, understood what I told them immediately just by hinting the pains, the radiating points, and the areas of phantom events. It's about communication between the patients and the competent doctors.

I’m never gonna be able to know what I used to feel like again. All over just trying to be young again and trying something. It just seems there’s no end to the downward spiral here. I think back and remember the months going by, and having somewhat decent experiences, and thinking I was actually making improvements, and then I look at now….if it hadn’t taken my size and arousal away, it wouldn’t be so bad. But along with irritation and feeling, there’s just not much left to look forward to. Except bedtime. Every day. That’s it.

When you do mention about bed time, also mention the differences during mobile period while standing up and lateral rest phases. Also mention about the sitting positions that allow penile erection (if any) which indicate the possible pinched area along the upper sciatic regions that effects the pelvic regions.

 

[notmeanymore]

Well, I can get an erection(I think) about anytime. (Have had almost zero interest from it except at night lately)It just has to have my wife around.i don’t even try to do it manually anymore. It just feels too weird and isn’t even exciting whatsoever now. And I just don’t think anything pinched is my main problem. There may be, but I don’t think it’s causing my main problems. Which is tissue or nerve damage or something in the glans. It’s pinker, it don’t have much feeling, and the feeling it does have is altered. It is also regularly “sweaty” at times at its worst. It just doesn’t ever heal past where it’s at now. I’m just confused why it took so much time to get that way .

 

[oldandlively]

Your healing already went past the original state of normal. As we already diagnosed based on the blood flow, it's either, or, and even a combo of venous and artery blockage somewhere. This is why I'm so freaking surprise why the doctors don't just listen and do a simple ultrasound to clear just put a bullet on the list of possible issues.

 

[notmeanymore]

I still say my dead glans is the source of all the issues . It’s just very confusing. Sex feels pretty good on it. But touching with fingers, etc feels like I’m rubbing it with a condom on. With lube it livens up a bit. It’s just been deadened I believe.

 

[oldandlively]

I'm curious. What lube are you using and how it liven things up?

 

[notmeanymore]

Just astroglide liquid. Not really liven. Just seems to feel more normal and less dulled.

 

[notmeanymore]

things currently going on. Though I’d update for god knows why. Still bad shape, on cialis daily. occasionally seems better but not anything like it used to be. Don’t ever get any feelings of excitement during day anymore. Quite opposite. I wear briefs to keep it contained and not moving. I still can’t feel ice on glans. But weirdly I can feel a cold toilet seat,etc.

Foot has weird burning,numbing,coldness ,that comes and goes. Also hand. Both left side. It doesn’t hurt,but seems oddly connected at times,but also not. Some days, it feels like I’m standing on a cushion. Whatever it is, isn’t horrible, but it’s undeniably there. Still have frequent urination which I still think means something. When done peeing, I usually can’t expel the rest kegeling like I used to. It’s like nothing is connected . After I pee, I sometimes get an after burn. Other times, for the next half hour, it just feels as if everything just numbs at the tip from it. When I kegel I sometimes get that inner burn back to left side of my anus ,and simultaneous need to urinate feeling. Still can t feel my penis in my clothes other than what I don’t want to feel. Stays very small and hurt looking. Sitting generally brings on kegel burning / hard to describe sensations.

I still have night erections every night usually. Sometimes glans is filled and responds to kegel Sometimes, not. Sex can happen whenever I want usually. Although I feel backed up and smaller than I should be. Glans is usually very red and doesn’t look like me at all.

So, today, I rubbed it a tad with some lube. Been a long time. It’s completely not mine,but I do feel it all and after 20 sec or so, it started to transform into somewhat decent size. Glans is just totally not right,and tissue just feels smoother or something,and spongy feeling. Never the less, it still feels amazing ,and got me to the end in short order. I didn’t finish, but just edged to get the feeling started. Once again, it burned a bit while some semen came out. Was QUITE chunky and thick in parts of it.keep in mind , we just had sex Saturday and got off. while at full erection, it kind of burns when I try to kegel while hard. As I sit here afterwards a good 30 minutes, kegeling still elicits the same burn inside,but it’s more intense. And so is the urge to urinate with it. My penis, while able to get hard mostly anytime like this, just doesn’t feel or look healthy . Just burns and overall feels like it need to rest is best way I can describe it. But just never changes really. I’ve had a super weird Deja vu feeling about it this whole time, and it creeps me out and I’m so confused I can’t think straight.
Plus doctors are aggravating the crap out of me. I try to say , look , my glans feels all kinds of wrong here. And she wanted me to do a sleep study cause my co2 was still in normal limits, but high. I mean, really? I sleep fine and this has nothing to do with that at all. I keep thinking there’s something here to find, but I keep drawing blanks,. I did get another pic of my shrunken disaster again. Which may show the pink / redness a bit better. I know it’s hard to do much with without knowing what it’s normally like. But it shouldn’t be like that. And has never been that grainy/sectioned looking. Like I’ve mentioned before, it just feels almost like “new” pink tissue that won’t heal.and feels about like that too.

 

[DLD]

I am so sorry for what you're going through but I do have confidence you will find a way just remain calm and look forward to when you are healthy again. God says search and you shall find. I hope this rings true for you. You are very determined so stay with the attitude and pray.

 

[oldandlively]

I still can’t feel ice on glans. But weirdly I can feel a cold toilet seat,etc.

Cold on cold can overstimulate the nerves faster than warmth. Nerves perceive the cold is a more threatening event than the warmth and slightly hot. It's a natural response to lack of blood, or possible missing blood flow to essential cells.

Foot has weird burning,numbing,coldness ,that comes and goes. Also hand. Both left side. It doesn’t hurt,but seems oddly connected at times,but also not. Some days, it feels like I’m standing on a cushion. Whatever it is, isn’t horrible, but it’s undeniably there.

Nerval isolation on left side only is a major sign to something huge. My uncles got those sensation before as well as after a stroke. Some other acquaintances felt a lack of sensation on one full side of the body, burning, or even chills. They all went through pathology full body scan, and each of them had different root causes for single isolation. This is a full flag. Your doctors shouldn't be nonchalantly ignoring this.

Still have frequent urination which I still think means something. When done peeing, I usually can’t expel the rest kegeling like I used to. It’s like nothing is connected . After I pee, I sometimes get an after burn. Other times, for the next half hour, it just feels as if everything just numbs at the tip from it. When I kegel I sometimes get that inner burn back to left side of my anus ,and simultaneous need to urinate feeling. Still can t feel my penis in my clothes other than what I don’t want to feel. Stays very small and hurt looking. Sitting generally brings on kegel burning / hard to describe sensations.

This is no longer just pelvic symptomatic. This is a full blown something that's hidden along the spinal cord. Pay attention to chill, numbness, or odd sensation along the entire left side of the body, from the top of your head to the bottom of your feet. Pay very close attention to the hair responding to temperature changes and touches. Constant hair standing up on one side of the body is another sign of something significant. Make a lot of observation notes. This will be a battle ahead. Now we can conclude that it's no longer PE related, but something manifested, and you noticed through PE.

So, today, I rubbed it a tad with some lube. Been a long time. It’s completely not mine,but I do feel it all and after 20 sec or so, it started to transform into somewhat decent size.

The lube AstroGlide contains the two ingredients that absorbs into the nerve branches to create comforts and reduce irritation, such as the propylene glycol and methylparaben. It doesn't numb the penis, but rather, sooth the penis. The so called "tingling" is the methyl portion, causing the blood to rush and the temperature in the tissues to rise. Again, blood flow stagnation is the cause for the chill/cold/numbness feeling. This literally proves its.

Glans is just totally not right,and tissue just feels smoother or something,and spongy feeling. Never the less, it still feels amazing ,and got me to the end in short order. I didn’t finish, but just edged to get the feeling started. Once again, it burned a bit while some semen came out.

More info from you. The burning is a cause of concern. There should be any burning. Burning is bad since the body works hard to create balances and neutrality. The burning is probably at the prostate, or deep in the base I assume?

Was QUITE chunky and thick in parts of it.keep in mind , we just had sex Saturday and got off.

Thickness is due to hydration. If you have sufficient hydration, but the semen is still thick, something is wrong when you just let the load go not too long ago. Check to see if the load contains globules (the chunky clear glops) and the color of the semen. White like Elmer glue? Slightly clear but thick? Yellowish white?

Plus doctors are aggravating the crap out of me. I try to say , look , my glans feels all kinds of wrong here. And she wanted me to do a sleep study cause my co2 was still in normal limits, but high. I mean, really? I sleep fine and this has nothing to do with that at all. I keep thinking there’s something here to find, but I keep drawing blanks,.

High CO2 level is an indicator of something large as well. CO2 should be lower during awake, but if it's high, something is truly wrong. Sleep study will discover apnea conditions, but to have erections at night, that's not the case. The case is high CO2 while awake. That's another concern. Something else is affecting internally, specifically the lungs. The other I'm suspecting is the kidneys as well. High acid level in the blood can also cause high CO2 level.

I did get another pic of my shrunken disaster again. Which may show the pink / redness a bit better. I know it’s hard to do much with without knowing what it’s normally like. But it shouldn’t be like that. And has never been that grainy/sectioned looking. Like I’ve mentioned before, it just feels almost like “new” pink tissue that won’t heal.and feels about like that too.

Like I said earlier, any doctor looks at it and says, "Huh?" Only you know how it should be because that is part of your body since birth. You know the coloration, sensation, and sizing. However, now there are signs coming up everywhere, it's like your body is sending alarms to your brain. Don't let the alarms go without diagnosing. It's like the check engine lights go on, but you're simply ignoring them. Don't let the doctors dictate what you should do. Time to bring the worries to them and start performing the series of tests. If you have to do the sleep test, do it. This is one way to eliminate something on their checklists.

 

[notmeanymore]

Cold on cold can overstimulate the nerves faster than warmth. Nerves perceive the cold is a more threatening event than the warmth and slightly hot. It's a natural response to lack of blood, or possible missing blood flow to essential cells.

Be that as it may,I should still feel it if it’s not damaged.

Nerval isolation on left side only is a major sign to something huge. My uncles got those sensation before as well as after a stroke. Some other acquaintances felt a lack of sensation on one full side of the body, burning, or even chills. They all went through pathology full body scan, and each of them had different root causes for single isolation. This is a full flag. Your doctors shouldn't be nonchalantly ignoring this.

Yeah,they didn’t.but of course they don’t know what it means. So guess what, now another doctor who doesn’t know what it means.

This is no longer just pelvic symptomatic. This is a full blown something that's hidden along the spinal cord. Pay attention to chill, numbness, or odd sensation along the entire left side of the body, from the top of your head to the bottom of your feet. Pay very close attention to the hair responding to temperature changes and touches. Constant hair standing up on one side of the body is another sign of something significant. Make a lot of observation notes. This will be a battle ahead. Now we can conclude that it's no longer PE related, but something manifested, and you noticed through PE.

Yeah, I don’t have any of that stuff at all yet. And I cannot conclude that at all. My glans is absolutely pe related.if not causing the rest somehow. Or it isn’t even connected. The rest I could live with and not blink an eye. My glans, is not the case.

The lube AstroGlide contains the two ingredients that absorbs into the nerve branches to create comforts and reduce irritation, such as the propylene glycol and methylparaben. It doesn't numb the penis, but rather, sooth the penis. The so called "tingling" is the methyl portion, causing the blood to rush and the temperature in the tissues to rise. Again, blood flow stagnation is the cause for the chill/cold/numbness feeling. This literally proves its.

Nah. I can do the same thing with spit,soap, etc.

More info from you. The burning is a cause of concern. There should be any burning. Burning is bad since the body works hard to create balances and neutrality. The burning is probably at the prostate, or deep in the base I assume?

Not really. Burns in the center ,and definitely at the glans. Possibly a little at base as well.

Thickness is due to hydration. If you have sufficient hydration, but the semen is still thick, something is wrong when you just let the load go not too long ago. Check to see if the load contains globules (the chunky clear glops) and the color of the semen. White like Elmer glue? Slightly clear but thick? Yellowish white?

I should be as hydrated as any other time really. It was the color of semen.some of it was normal consistency ,but definitely had big chunks in it.

High CO2 level is an indicator of something large as well. CO2 should be lower during awake, but if it's high, something is truly wrong. Sleep study will discover apnea conditions, but to have erections at night, that's not the case. The case is high CO2 while awake. That's another concern. Something else is affecting internally, specifically the lungs. The other I'm suspecting is the kidneys as well. High acid level in the blood can also cause high CO2 level.

This I have no idea. But doesn’t seem related to these issues. Nor do I have any breathing difficulty

Like I said earlier, any doctor looks at it and says, "Huh?" Only you know how it should be because that is part of your body since birth. You know the coloration, sensation, and sizing. However, now there are signs coming up everywhere, it's like your body is sending alarms to your brain. Don't let the alarms go without diagnosing. It's like the check engine lights go on, but you're simply ignoring them. Don't let the doctors dictate what you should do. Time to bring the worries to them and start performing the series of tests. If you have to do the sleep test, do it. This is one way to eliminate something on their checklists.

I’m not ignoring anything. Just have n9 idea what it means at this point. And yes, I know my glans, and I know it doesn’t look like that. It feels tender now, and new,and very raw. But it doesn’t seem to ever go away.

 

[oldandlively]

Yeah,they didn’t.but of course they don’t know what it means. So guess what, now another doctor who doesn’t know what it means.

When you go to one doctor to the next, and they're not part of the same collective communication group or able to pull your records from the other doctors because they are not part of the same medical institution, there tends to be disconnects. This is how it was for me when I was with a PPO plan. You can go anywhere, and get anything done, literally. But because you can go anywhere, there's no communication from one doctor to the next. They only based on what you've done so far by your own summaries. Now, I'm under an HMO, but it's one institution overseeing all medical professionals with the same medical access system. The crappy thing is the institution will elevate you one step at a time, when one doctor cannot diagnose and needs a secondary and tertiary doctor specialized in their fields.

Yeah, I don’t have any of that stuff at all yet. And I cannot conclude that at all. My glans is absolutely pe related.if not causing the rest somehow. Or it isn’t even connected. The rest I could live with and not blink an eye. My glans, is not the case.

I can only leave it here for you to decide if it's PE related or not. But PE related doesn't isolate one side of the body. The incidental conclusion is way too far removed. It's like saying cutting the tip of the finger will cause the higher portion of the body's one single side to also experience similar symptoms. The medical professionals will all go, "Huh!?" when they hear this.

Nah. I can do the same thing with spit,soap, etc.

if spit, soap, and any fluid will allow you to have smooth sensation back without the irritation on the glans, something is truly not correct. If this is me, I would use a dense/thick condom, fill it with different fluid (be just plain water, lube, or whatever may be) each time, and test out the oddity of comforts. What is triggering the irration sensation without the lubrication, split, soap, etc? What lies only on the left side of the penile glans, triggered irritation, chill, numbness, coldness, and rigidity on the top 4mm of the skin? Something is not seen but it's there.

Not really. Burns in the center ,and definitely at the glans. Possibly a little at base as well.

Something burns at the center, but near the glans, or the urethra opening? So, somewhere along the urethra, just below the base of the glans? Within the portion of the glans? At the tip of the glans?

I should be as hydrated as any other time really. It was the color of semen.some of it was normal consistency ,but definitely had big chunks in it.

Globules are a common thing. High level of globules leads to an indication of irritated or inflamed prostate and/or seminal vesicles. Again, we're revisiting the prostate. Check the prostate. So far, there hasn't been a report on the examination of the prostate. Any MRI result on it when the MRI was performed?

I’m not ignoring anything. Just have n9 idea what it means at this point. And yes, I know my glans, and I know it doesn’t look like that. It feels tender now, and new,and very raw. But it doesn’t seem to ever go away.

Very raw without stimulation is odd. A rubbery feeling because of thermo fluctuation as blood is not present to provide warmth is common. But raw and inflamed is a different story altogether. Pair it up with the burning feeling along the urethra at the base and around the glans is not normal. It doesn't matter how the urethra is damaged, but for the burning sensation to last more than a month is beyond typical. At most, the burning sensation from urethral damage goes away 6 weeks max. Otherwise, there's a greater sign for something. If the doctor prescribed a whole bunch of medication and methods but the symptoms don't go away after 6 weeks, the source is beyond a mere urethral damage. This is us all thinking out loud. We all agreed to the same thing.

 

[notmeanymore]

When you go to one doctor to the next, and they're not part of the same collective communication group or able to pull your records from the other doctors because they are not part of the same medical institution, there tends to be disconnects. This is how it was for me when I was with a PPO plan. You can go anywhere, and get anything done, literally. But because you can go anywhere, there's no communication from one doctor to the next. They only based on what you've done so far by your own summaries. Now, I'm under an HMO, but it's one institution overseeing all medical professionals with the same medical access system. The crappy thing is the institution will elevate you one step at a time, when one doctor cannot diagnose and needs a secondary and tertiary doctor specialized in their fields.



I can only leave it here for you to decide if it's PE related or not. But PE related doesn't isolate one side of the body. The incidental conclusion is way too far removed. It's like saying cutting the tip of the finger will cause the higher portion of the body's one single side to also experience similar symptoms. The medical professionals will all go, "Huh!?" when they hear this.

The glans part is pe related .

if spit, soap, and any fluid will allow you to have smooth sensation back without the irritation on the glans, something is truly not correct. If this is me, I would use a dense/thick condom, fill it with different fluid (be just plain water, lube, or whatever may be) each time, and test out the oddity of comforts. What is triggering the irration sensation without the lubrication, split, soap, etc? What lies only on the left side of the penile glans, triggered irritation, chill, numbness, coldness, and rigidity on the top 4mm of the skin? Something is not seen but it's there.

It’s not that I have sensation back, it’s that it is a little more pleasing ,and more towards normal feeling.whenits dry, it has the “damaged” feeling on glans. And it’s not just the left. Entire glans . Everything but the very center of the tip really. Left has a spot that is a tad more pronounced maybe .

Something burns at the center, but near the glans, or the urethra opening? So, somewhere along the urethra, just below the base of the glans? Within the portion of the glans? At the tip of the glans?

Entire glans.

Globules are a common thing. High level of globules leads to an indication of irritated or inflamed prostate and/or seminal vesicles. Again, we're revisiting the prostate. Check the prostate. So far, there hasn't been a report on the examination of the prostate. Any MRI result on it when the MRI was performed?

I’ve had 3 mri but not sure if they looked at it for certain.

Very raw without stimulation is odd. A rubbery feeling because of thermo fluctuation as blood is not present to provide warmth is common. But raw and inflamed is a different story altogether. Pair it up with the burning feeling along the urethra at the base and around the glans is not normal. It doesn't matter how the urethra is damaged, but for the burning sensation to last more than a month is beyond typical. At most, the burning sensation from urethral damage goes away 6 weeks max. Otherwise, there's a greater sign for something. If the doctor prescribed a whole bunch of medication and methods but the symptoms don't go away after 6 weeks, the source is beyond a mere urethral damage. This is us all thinking out loud. We all agreed to the same thing.

If there’s anyone who knows it’s not normal, it’s me.

 

[oldandlively]

The glans part is pe related .

I rather not argue, but let's throw in the glans oddities was due to PE pumping related. Let's take a worst case scenario and stay there, such as the pumping pressure snapped a segment of the dorsal nerve, starting around the base of the penis. I'm creating a possible scenario to correlate to the numbness of the glans when it's cold or when it's dry. It doesn't explain anything since you do feel "nice" or "good" when you have a full erection. This will throw all expertise professionals for a loop, and they will all call for an ultrasound to detect the entire nerve branch from the tip of the glans to the base of the penis to track for break in the nerve segment. Without this info, they will all throw their hands up and walk away from the case. If the radiologist looked at the entire MRI and didn't provide summary results on the nerve and blood vessel conditions from the tip of the glans to the base of the penis, everyone will throw their hands up and simply walk away from the case because they can't determine the culprit of the numbness. There are way too many conflicting information.

It’s not that I have sensation back, it’s that it is a little more pleasing ,and more towards normal feeling.whenits dry, it has the “damaged” feeling on glans. And it’s not just the left. Entire glans . Everything but the very center of the tip really. Left has a spot that is a tad more pronounced maybe .

Let's say your penis is lubricated. Your penis feels comfortable. Not perfect, but comfortable. That means there's a epidermal trigger related issue around 1mm from the surface of the skin. It can even be a subdermal trigger issue just below 1.5mm. Unless we can zoom in and check things under the microscope, and again, under the ultrasound, there's not a whole lot of info we can scavenge out of this. Is there a crack in the skin? Why is the skin feels dry that's not more than the usual condition? Is there a chemical from the clothing that causes irritation?

You indicated you wrapped it up earlier, and still feel the irritation. You also use a cap (be a condom or a penis silicone cap to prevent allergenic reaction) and still feel irritated. Have you test it again, using sterile non-allergenic materials like food grade silicone wrap, pure medical cotton, or even Tegraderm/fake skin layer to retain moisture while creating a barrier shield? I can go on and on and on. But did you retest?

Entire glans.

So, let's say there's a burning sensation near the base of the penis. That's too far from the prostate. Let's correlate it as the accidental snap of the urethra during pumping, including the entire urethra in the glans. That should have healed ages ago. Let's say something else worst is manifesting at those two points. An anomaly that didn't heal correctly. Those areas required reviewing from the MRI again, or at least a quick ultrasound for possible continuous tears or abnormal growth that allows acidic fluid to irritate the internal lining through live viewing.

I’ve had 3 mri but not sure if they looked at it for certain.

What the freaking crap. No detail summary? What the hell are they waiting on? A message from God?

 

[notmeanymore]

I rather not argue, but let's throw in the glans oddities was due to PE pumping related. Let's take a worst case scenario and stay there, such as the pumping pressure snapped a segment of the dorsal nerve, starting around the base of the penis. I'm creating a possible scenario to correlate to the numbness of the glans when it's cold or when it's dry. It doesn't explain anything since you do feel "nice" or "good" when you have a full erection. This will throw all expertise professionals for a loop, and they will all call for an ultrasound to detect the entire nerve branch from the tip of the glans to the base of the penis to track for break in the nerve segment. Without this info, they will all throw their hands up and walk away from the case. If the radiologist looked at the entire MRI and didn't provide summary results on the nerve and blood vessel conditions from the tip of the glans to the base of the penis, everyone will throw their hands up and simply walk away from the case because they can't determine the culprit of the numbness. There are way too many conflicting information.

To be clear, there is always a numbness of the glans. When I have a full erection, the glans doesn’t have that fullness it used to have. And if I rub it on bedsheets at night, etc, I feel it. But it’s not completely there as it should be. To me, it feels as if I still have feeling everywhere, yet it’s really dulled . In clothes, almost nonexistent ,and bothersome . I literally just felt it touch toilet paper that my wife left in the toilet a few minutes ago. So, I felt it, but it was so dim I had to look down and see what it was that made me feel something.

And a lot of nights when I’m hard, I don’t feel as hard as I really am when I reach down. And the glans doesn’t have that pop it once did.

Let's say your penis is lubricated. Your penis feels comfortable. Not perfect, but comfortable. That means there's an epidermal trigger related issue around 1mm from the surface of the skin. It can even be a subdermal trigger issue just below 1.5mm. Unless we can zoom in and check things under the microscope, and again, under the ultrasound, there's not a whole lot of info we can scavenge out of this. Is there a crack in the skin? Why is the skin feels dry that's not more than the usual condition? Is there a chemical from the clothing that causes irritation?

You indicated you wrapped it up earlier, and still feel the irritation. You also use a cap (be a condom or a penis silicone cap to prevent allergenic reaction) and still feel irritated. Have you test it again, using sterile non-allergenic materials like food grade silicone wrap, pure medical cotton, or even Tegraderm/fake skin layer to retain moisture while creating a barrier shield? I can go on and on and on. But did you retest?

I’ve used all kinds of stuff. The fact Is, the whole glans tissue doesn’t appear normal. It looks reborn and changed. And feels as such. When I pull my a pants down to piss, I kind of get that clean vapor rub feeling before I even touch it. And it’s always really pink.

So, let's say there's a burning sensation near the base of the penis. That's too far from the prostate. Let's correlate it as the accidental snap of the urethra during pumping, including the entire urethra in the glans. That should have healed ages ago. Let's say something else worst is manifesting at those two points. An anomaly that didn't heal correctly. Those areas required reviewing from the MRI again, or at least a quick ultrasound for possible continuous tears or abnormal growth that allows acidic fluid to irritate the internal lining through live viewing.



What the freaking crap. No detail summary? What the hell are they waiting on? A message from God?

That I do not know

 

[oldandlively]

To be clear, there is always a numbness of the glans. When I have a full erection, the glans doesn’t have that fullness it used to have. And if I rub it on bedsheets at night, etc, I feel it. But it’s not completely there as it should be. To me, it feels as if I still have feeling everywhere, yet it’s really dulled . In clothes, almost nonexistent ,and bothersome . I literally just felt it touch toilet paper that my wife left in the toilet a few minutes ago. So, I felt it, but it was so dim I had to look down and see what it was that made me feel something.

Let's acknowledged that there is an association to nerve branch serverity, or a break. Most of the time, fray or cut nerve segment heals 1mm or so per day. Some may be 0.5mm per day. In a due course of 1 year, a nerve segment can literally heal the entire 9in of penis. However, nerve can become detached or linked up, or even cross over to another nerve segment. In my case, sensory nerve segments bounded to the metal plates in my body and cause sporatic misfiring after my surgery. Can you feel the love with that? I have to get them chopped off and realigned again.

In your case, assuming the worse case scenario, your frayed nerve branches decided they either linked up with other branches or just didn't want to regrow at all for some reason. Something akin to neuropraxia, where the penile tissues formed a scar over the nerve branch during healing, blocking the segments from healing properly. Only surgery or tissue breakdown from a device like the focused LIST (low intensity soundwave therapy). I'm uncertain how effective the radial version will fair.

And a lot of nights when I’m hard, I don’t feel as hard as I really am when I reach down. And the glans doesn’t have that pop it once did.

The pop that you mentioned is sensory or hardness? Or both? Blood flow increases hardness. Sensory provides pleasureness and sensation. Two different arenas.

I’ve used all kinds of stuff. The fact Is, the whole glans tissue doesn’t appear normal. It looks reborn and changed. And feels as such. When I pull my a pants down to piss, I kind of get that clean vapor rub feeling before I even touch it. And it’s always really pink.

The coolness or tingling is a signal being detected by the nerve's body, and not the synapses and nerve endings. It's rare occurrence, but it does happen. Again, surgery or mechanical intervention is needed

 

[notmeanymore]

Let's acknowledged that there is an association to nerve branch serverity, or a break. Most of the time, fray or cut nerve segment heals 1mm or so per day. Some may be 0.5mm per day. In a due course of 1 year, a nerve segment can literally heal the entire 9in of penis. However, nerve can become detached or linked up, or even cross over to another nerve segment. In my case, sensory nerve segments bounded to the metal plates in my body and cause sporatic misfiring after my surgery. Can you feel the love with that? I have to get them chopped off and realigned again.

My confusion with this ,is it seems it took a long time to even get bad first. So I don’t know .

In your case, assuming the worse case scenario, your frayed nerve branches decided they either linked up with other branches or just didn't want to regrow at all for some reason. Something akin to neuropraxia, where the penile tissues formed a scar over the nerve branch during healing, blocking the segments from healing properly. Only surgery or tissue breakdown from a device like the focused LIST (low intensity soundwave therapy). I'm uncertain how effective the radial version will fair.

I looked into shockwave. They only do it on the shaft, which has nothing wrong with it.

The pop that you mentioned is sensory or hardness? Or both? Blood flow increases hardness. Sensory provides pleasureness and sensation. Two different arenas.

Most likely both

detected by the nerve's body, and not the synapses and nerve endings.

Explain the difference there. I’m unclear

I also worry massively due to not feeling ice. Very little anyway. Whereas less than a year ago I still did. And I remember it hurting from the cold. And that was around July. Almost a year after this all started. Which confuses the heck out of me how it took well over a year to lose cold sensation. Also totally can’t understand how overnight, I lost all precum from arousal which I always had.

 

[oldandlively]

My confusion with this ,is it seems it took a long time to even get bad first. So I don’t know .

That is correct. A one time off chance of injuries doesn't suddenly create a lifetime of woes. Some rare cases, yes. 99%, no. The body is resilient to the point where even half of your brain or body gone missing, the body will find a way around it. However, if you keep pushing through a manifested injury for a long, long, long while, the body deems it as a new normal. When that new normal is "adopted", even with the one time off chance of injury, the body will simply accept it as a new normal. This is why we warn, warn, and warn some more about causing the body to "adopt" and it becomes "adaptive" to the new normal to injuries. Not a good thing.

I looked into shockwave. They only do it on the shaft, which has nothing wrong with it.

LIST devices doesn't just focus on the shaft. The shaft is a common thing due to Peyronie's issues. However, Peyronie's don't exist in the glans. In your case, this is a rare Peyronie's incident that occurs in the glans and not on the shaft. If you do researches, you do find Peyronie's scarring issues in the glans, around the base, and even from the tip of the glans to the very pelvic floor. Rare cases...

Most likely both

When both are presence, something else is larger than just the normal "Oh, I injured myself with PE." Blood vessels, like the nerves, regrow, repair, and reestablished very quickly. Otherwise, most of us would be half dead, swollen like puffer fishes, inflammed like tomatoes, and numb with chills like being in ice paths for injuries and surgeries.

This is where exploratory dive requires for each area: nerve and blodo vessels. Time to hound those doctors.

Explain the difference there. I’m unclear

Imagine your arm is an entire nerve branch. For the sensory nerve branch, imagine the arm is nerve segment, while your palm is the nerve nucleus, and your fingers are spreading synapses and nerve endings. Nerve endings is considered as both the nucleus and the synapses, but in reality, it's more complicated than that. The synapses is the ending bracnch, while the nerve endings are feeler branches that spread all over the muscle tissues in between the cell linings. Thin of them as the end point of antennae that receive sensory information from the areas they are embedded in.

If you cut off the arm and hand, you will not get any more information from the hand. But, you still get sensory information from he rest of the arm. Hope that explains it better.

I also worry massively due to not feeling ice. Very little anyway. Whereas less than a year ago I still did. And I remember it hurting from the cold. And that was around July. Almost a year after this all started. Which confuses the heck out of me how it took well over a year to lose cold sensation. Also totally can’t understand how overnight, I lost all precum from arousal which I always had.

Let's just take worse case scenario into account. The icy feeling. If you went from feeling an icy feeling to practically less than icy feeling, your body adapts to a new programming that your brain don't like the sensation. So, to prevent the feeling of uncomfortness, the brain literally shuts off the signal processing for that icy feeling. Now, you're having a numbness or rubbery feeling because the signal continues to send as icy feeling, but your brain does not want to register it as it will cause you uncomfortability.

As for precum, in order to generate lubrication known as precum, your penile body needs to get excited or the sensation requires to be "pleasureable". Your brain is shutting down the pleasurable signal because there's an "uncomfortable" signal comes from the glans. Since there's no longer pleasureable sensation, precum is not generated. This is literally a brain function.

 

[notmeanymore]

That is correct. A one time off chance of injuries doesn't suddenly create a lifetime of woes. Some rare cases, yes. 99%, no. The body is resilient to the point where even half of your brain or body gone missing, the body will find a way around it. However, if you keep pushing through a manifested injury for a long, long, long while, the body deems it as a new normal. When that new normal is "adopted", even with the one time off chance of injury, the body will simply accept it as a new normal. This is why we warn, warn, and warn some more about causing the body to "adopt" and it becomes "adaptive" to the new normal to injuries. Not a good thing.

I think you misunderstood me. One time off chance is EXACTLY what happened. Unless I’m not understanding what you mean here.

LIST devices doesn't just focus on the shaft. The shaft is a common thing due to Peyronie's issues. However, Peyronie's don't exist in the glans. In your case, this is a rare Peyronie's incident that occurs in the glans and not on the shaft. If you do researches, you do find Peyronie's scarring issues in the glans, around the base, and even from the tip of the glans to the very pelvic floor. Rare cases...




When both are presence, something else is larger than just the normal "Oh, I injured myself with PE." Blood vessels, like the nerves, regrow, repair, and reestablished very quickly. Otherwise, most of us would be half dead, swollen like puffer fishes, inflammed like tomatoes, and numb with chills like being in ice paths for injuries and surgeries.

This is where exploratory dive requires for each area: nerve and blodo vessels. Time to hound those doctors.



Imagine your arm is an entire nerve branch. For the sensory nerve branch, imagine the arm is nerve segment, while your palm is the nerve nucleus, and your fingers are spreading synapses and nerve endings. Nerve endings is considered as both the nucleus and the synapses, but in reality, it's more complicated than that. The synapses is the ending bracnch, while the nerve endings are feeler branches that spread all over the muscle tissues in between the cell linings. Thin of them as the end point of antennae that receive sensory information from the areas they are embedded in.

If you cut off the arm and hand, you will not get any more information from the hand. But, you still get sensory information from he rest of the arm. Hope that explains it better.

Yeah. Except I still do get info from the fingers per se. just not as prevalent.

Let's just take worse case scenario into account. The icy feeling. If you went from feeling an icy feeling to practically less than icy feeling, your body adapts to a new programming that your brain don't like the sensation. So, to prevent the feeling of uncomfortness, the brain literally shuts off the signal processing for that icy feeling. Now, you're having a numbness or rubbery feeling because the signal continues to send as icy feeling, but your brain does not want to register it as it will cause you uncomfortability.

So I don’t feel ice cause my brain decided it doesn’t like to feel it. not sure I buy that one lol

As for precum, in order to generate lubrication known as precum, your penile body needs to get excited or the sensation requires to be "pleasureable". Your brain is shutting down the pleasurable signal because there's an "uncomfortable" signal comes from the glans. Since there's no longer pleasureable sensation, precum is not generated. This is literally a brain function.

That’s the thing. I had zero knowledge of any feeling issues for a good month to 6 weeks before any sensory issues came up. But no precum. And still to this day i do still have pleasurable sensation. Especially if I’m with the wife and aroused. Which is easily done. With all the issues I have ,she arouses me like never before ,and I don’t think I’ve failed an erection a single time,nor has it taken even a touch to get there most of the time. Which is stupidly baffling to me given my state of feeling. Take for instance this morning. I was preparing for work. Feeling zero anything.shrunk even. She summoned me back To our room. I was hard before I could get my clothes off. Wasn’t even that into it. lol. I don’t feel that surge of blood anymore though. I’m just “hard “. Touch her with my glans, and feel it all. But it’s not right. I can even feel the bottom of the vagina quite well.Yet it makes me want to get off quicker,which sucks. But, yeah. It works. The rest of the day however, blows horribly. With no chance of even a whisper of arousal or feeling of anything mostly for that matter.

 

[oldandlively]

I think you misunderstood me. One time off chance is EXACTLY what happened. Unless I’m not understanding what you mean here.

As I said, a one off chance of an event that left you broken is such a rare case that it's like winning a lottery ticket worth billions. That may be your case, and at the same time, it may not. But let's say it is. To confirm this, we still have to do an evaluating scan or do an in-depth analysis of what you have on files already. If the doctors are not willing to do a microscopic evaluation, then all those tests are pretty much worthless on files.

Yeah. Except I still do get info from the fingers per se. just not as prevalent.

If you still feel from those endings, the nerves are not damaged. If you can only feel 50% of the original feeling all the time, then it's nerve damage. If you can still feel 100% sometimes, it's not nerve damage. It's definitely a different kind of damage. It can be a pathological hindrance or neuropathic compression issues.

So I don’t feel ice cause my brain decided it doesn’t like to feel it. not sure I buy that one lol

Oh, the brain can do quite a of reprogramming that you can't even fathom. But we'll leave it at that.

That’s the thing. I had zero knowledge of any feeling issues for a good month to 6 weeks before any sensory issues came up. But no precum. And still to this day i do still have pleasurable sensation. Especially if I’m with the wife and aroused. Which is easily done. With all the issues I have ,she arouses me like never before ,and I don’t think I’ve failed an erection a single time,nor has it taken even a touch to get there most of the time. Which is stupidly baffling to me given my state of feeling. Take for instance this morning. I was preparing for work. Feeling zero anything.shrunk even. She summoned me back To our room. I was hard before I could get my clothes off. Wasn’t even that into it. lol. I don’t feel that surge of blood anymore though. I’m just “hard “. Touch her with my glans, and feel it all. But it’s not right. I can even feel the bottom of the vagina quite well.Yet it makes me want to get off quicker,which sucks. But, yeah. It works. The rest of the day however, blows horribly. With no chance of even a whisper of arousal or feeling of anything mostly for that matter.

Like we have mentioned earlier, if the nerves make you overly sensitive, it's something in addition. Overly nerve stimulation is another sign of something else as well. The key is, can the "full sensation" be felt sometimes, any time, randomly, but 100%?

 

[notmeanymore]

As I said, a one off chance of an event that left you broken is such a rare case that it's like winning a lottery ticket worth billions. That may be your case, and at the same time, it may not. But let's say it is. To confirm this, we still have to do an evaluating scan or do an in-depth analysis of what you have on files already. If the doctors are not willing to do a microscopic evaluation, then all those tests are pretty much worthless on files.



If you still feel from those endings, the nerves are not damaged. If you can only feel 50% of the original feeling all the time, then it's nerve damage. If you can still feel 100% sometimes, it's not nerve damage. It's definitely a different kind of damage. It can be a pathological hindrance or neuropathic compression issues.



Oh, the brain can do quite a of reprogramming that you can't even fathom. But we'll leave it at that.



Like we have mentioned earlier, if the nerves make you overly sensitive, it's something in addition. Overly nerve stimulation is another sign of something else as well. The key is, can the "full sensation" be felt sometimes, any time, randomly, but 100%?

Used to be it was. But over time,I don’t think I ever get 100% anymore.the shower head on it is the best way I can tell. I can feel it all over,but it’s a weird half numb, half over sensitive response. But back over a year ago, when stretching did open things up some, I swear there were a few times when everything just popped, and I’d hang like the old days, and get very aroused by it. And all the feeling seemed way way better. Not so much any of that anymore.

 

[oldandlively]

Used to be it was. But over time,I don’t think I ever get 100% anymore.

When the "used to be" did you notice ended?

If you're not at 100% of sensation and stimulation, what is the most in percentage wise?

the shower head on it is the best way I can tell. I can feel it all over,but it’s a weird half numb, half over sensitive response.

This is where my colleagues and I scratched our heads. Half numb, but half over sensitive. Just like burn patients, myself included for a portion of my body, nerve tends to regrow back abnormally after 3rd degree burns. The sensation is numb, but not overly sensitive. Near the burnt outer edges, the sensitive increased but not numb because the body compensated for the damaged portions. My family members have nerve damages as well through blunt traumas, which resulted in paresthesia. The nerves repaired themselves, but due to muscle tissues interference or scarring, some part of the sensory nerves became numbed or hyper sensitive. Same for other patients. In your case, it's a combo of both, which flag unique case of peripheral neuropathy. Once again, we have to know what the hell is going in the penile segment, especially the nerve, from the base to the glans. Without the exploratory scan, we wouldn't even know where to start in the diagnosis.

But back over a year ago, when stretching did open things up some, I swear there were a few times when everything just popped, and I’d hang like the old days, and get very aroused by it.

The word "pop" got us all scared. Pop can be the ligamentary pop, which can indeed stimulate the pleasure zones like popping your back, legs, and hands near the pressure points where the fluids built up. But there is the wrong kind of "pop" as well, which is the pop of blood vessels and possibly nerves that we don't want to every go close to. There are cases where the fluid bubble popped in proximity of the blood vessels and nerves and acted as like a landmine. Yeah, not a pretty picture there. The best correlation to this is popping your finger joints, especially near the carpal-metacarpal. Most of us don't understand that irritation and pain resulted from popping the joints too much, especially where the blood vessels and nerves are concentrated, can cause pain and irritation down the road. Any compaction, infraction, injury, or compression can speed things up to bring you the injury results that you don't want. I speak from first hand perspective of a sufferer. So that "pop" from the past until the "event" is a progressive injury and not just a first time or one time off-chance event.

 

[notmeanymore]

When the "used to be" did you notice ended?

If you're not at 100% of sensation and stimulation, what is the most in percentage wise?

I’m unclear, cause I’m confused as ever still. If I’m in clothes, I don’t even put anything in my front pockets anymore cause it’s too weird and I don’t want to even feel it. I don’t even get a jump out of anything from girls I see that really excite me. Even though mentally they still do. And I try just for the sake of research. I “feel” nothing at all in that case really. But at times, I move and I can feel it . Most noticeable when sitting or driving. Nothing is as it should be though. But I can lay in bed and touch it actually in my hands, and feel everything. It seems to be 80-90% there at that time. Pleasurable even. It will get me aroused almost always whether I get an erection or not. Then if I have sex, I feel the entire entry and The whole act. Still quite pleasurable. A little muted some times, but not always. But most of the day is like I am currently sitting here at the table. I kegel and I don’t feel anything but a restriction feeling. And the urge to urinate/ burn. Again.

Last night , I went to pee. Again. Just before I did I noticed I had a watery milky discharge come out again. And a smaller amount again this morning. Had this way back when a few times as well. Not normal for me that I ever remember.

My left foot thing is every day now. I’m just ready for it to either to get worse or get better. I’m tired, worn out. And over it. This isn’t life. Somehow I just keep trying.

This is where my colleagues and I scratched our heads. Half numb, but half over sensitive. Just like burn patients, myself included for a portion of my body, nerve tends to regrow back abnormally after 3rd degree burns. The sensation is numb, but not overly sensitive. Near the burnt outer edges, the sensitive increased but not numb because the body compensated for the damaged portions. My family members have nerve damages as well through blunt traumas, which resulted in paresthesia. The nerves repaired themselves, but due to muscle tissues interference or scarring, some part of the sensory nerves became numbed or hyper sensitive. Same for other patients. In your case, it's a combo of both, which flag unique case of peripheral neuropathy. Once again, we have to know what the hell is going in the penile segment, especially the nerve, from the base to the glans. Without the exploratory scan, we wouldn't even know where to start in the diagnosis.

The word "pop" got us all scared. Pop can be the ligamentary pop, which can indeed stimulate the pleasure zones like popping your back, legs, and hands near the pressure points where the fluids built up. But there is the wrong kind of "pop" as well, which is the pop of blood vessels and possibly nerves that we don't want to every go close to. There are cases where the fluid bubble popped in proximity of the blood vessels and nerves and acted as like a landmine. Yeah, not a pretty picture there. The best correlation to this is popping your finger joints, especially near the carpal-metacarpal. Most of us don't understand that irritation and pain resulted from popping the joints too much, especially where the blood vessels and nerves are concentrated, can cause pain and irritation down the road. Any compaction, infraction, injury, or compression can speed things up to bring you the injury results that you don't want. I speak from first hand perspective of a sufferer. So that "pop" from the past until the "event" is a progressive injury and not just a first time or one time off-chance event.

You took that too literal. No actual pop at all. I just meant everything clicked and felt good somehow.

 

[oldandlively]

I’m unclear, cause I’m confused as ever still. If I’m in clothes, I don’t even put anything in my front pockets anymore cause it’s too weird and I don’t want to even feel it. I don’t even get a jump out of anything from girls I see that really excite me. Even though mentally they still do. And I try just for the sake of research.

This is part of your brain reprogramming. Just like the brain is reprogrammed to ignore the irritation signals as much as possible, your brain is suppressing the excitement signal to prevent irritation. Your brain has extreme plasticity to adapt and adopt at an extreme rate. This is how the human race survived for so long.

I “feel” nothing at all in that case really. But at times, I move and I can feel it . Most noticeable when sitting or driving.

Mind estimating the percentage of sensation or feeling (0% to 100%) when you're sitting or driving?

Nothing is as it should be though. But I can lay in bed and touch it actually in my hands, and feel everything. It seems to be 80-90% there at that time. Pleasurable even. It will get me aroused almost always whether I get an erection or not. Then if I have sex, I feel the entire entry and The whole act. Still quite pleasurable. A little muted some times, but not always.

So, during excitement, laying in bed, and blood flows, there's an 80% to 90% stimulation. It's not 100% since the brain does suppress that 10% from reprogramming. In other words, the nerves are still there. The nerves will respond to the higher blood flow and higher body temp. If I'm there, I would have pull all the tools out, including IR to scan your skin thermal flux during irritation and pleasureable. I would have hand off my TENS machine for you to do electrical stimulation as well using Russian TENS settings to stimulate blood flow an hour each day.

This little segment of statements alone already provide a massive insight that your current nerves already healed, but something else beside the nerves manifested. The suspicion still falls on the blood vessels and the kinking of the upper nerve branches. Ny wife saw your earlier posts and she and I bounced our diagnoses right off of each other. Surely enough, she came back with the same conclusions without reading the entirety of your posts. Let's say she dealt with plenty of penises.

You took that too literal. No actual pop at all. I just meant everything clicked and felt good somehow.

Got it. In medical, biological, and scientific professions, you have to take things literally. If you keep on approaching things not literally, you'll only find phantoms and not the sources. Sorry. I'll make my correction on the notes for the "pop" as "things fall into place like they naturally should be".

 

[notmeanymore]

This is part of your brain reprogramming. Just like the brain is reprogrammed to ignore the irritation signals as much as possible, your brain is suppressing the excitement signal to prevent irritation. Your brain has extreme plasticity to adapt and adopt at an extreme rate. This is how the human race survived for so long.



Mind estimating the percentage of sensation or feeling (0% to 100%) when you're sitting or driving?

50-60 maybe? It’s really weird. Almost nothing if I sit still,but I reckon that’s normal. I just don’t know what that is anymore.if I reach down and touch it, I can feel it. What’s even weirder , is if I just lightly touch my pants, I can feel that too. The main thing about sitting is that it does change things. And that’s when I kegel and do get internal feelings coming through it. And they feel like something is trying to get through. But it’s a constant merry go round of dead ends. Then I’ll pee some more.

So, during excitement, laying in bed, and blood flows, there's an 80% to 90% stimulation. It's not 100% since the brain does suppress that 10% from reprogramming. In other words, the nerves are still there. The nerves will respond to the higher blood flow and higher body temp. If I'm there, I would have pull all the tools out, including IR to scan your skin thermal flux during irritation and pleasureable. I would have hand off my TENS machine for you to do electrical stimulation as well using Russian TENS settings to stimulate blood flow an hour each day.

This little segment of statements alone already provide a massive insight that your current nerves already healed, but something else beside the nerves manifested. The suspicion still falls on the blood vessels and the kinking of the upper nerve branches. Ny wife saw your earlier posts and she and I bounced our diagnoses right off of each other. Surely enough, she came back with the same conclusions without reading the entirety of your posts. Let's say she dealt with plenty of penises.

I have a tens. But I gave up trying to figure it out or where to put it, and it creeped me out to proceed since I don’t want any more damage cause I’m doing more idiotic things.

Got it. In medical, biological, and scientific professions, you have to take things literally. If you keep on approaching things not literally, you'll only find phantoms and not the sources. Sorry. I'll make my correction on the notes for the "pop" as "things fall into place like they naturally should be".

 

[oldandlively]

50-60 maybe? It’s really weird. Almost nothing if I sit still,but I reckon that’s normal.

No, that's normal. Now, when you sit, allow 30 minutes to pass allowing the blood to pressurize. Now, pleasurize yourself. Let us know the percentage of sensation you feel compared to 100% of the old sensation.

I have a tens. But I gave up trying to figure it out or where to put it, and it creeped me out to proceed since I don’t want any more damage cause I’m doing more idiotic things.

Using the TENS unit, the position is 0.5in apart from each other, using at a very, and I mean VERY low pulse current. If you can go from 1 to 20 mA, start at 1, then proceed slowly up to 5 mA only. You want to stimulate the nerves and not jumpstart them. You can't hurt the nerves at this point since it's not part of the spinal column complex nerve bundle. The nerves in the penis is similar to the ones on your arms and legs.

 

[notmeanymore]

No, that's normal. Now, when you sit, allow 30 minutes to pass allowing the blood to pressurize. Now, pleasurize yourself. Let us know the percentage of sensation you feel compared to 100% of the old sensation.



Using the TENS unit, the position is 0.5in apart from each other, using at a very, and I mean VERY low pulse current. If you can go from 1 to 20 mA, start at 1, then proceed slowly up to 5 mA only. You want to stimulate the nerves and not jumpstart them. You can't hurt the nerves at this point since it's not part of the spinal column complex nerve bundle. The nerves in the penis is similar to the ones on your arms and legs.

On the glans? Or?

 

[oldandlively]

Yep. But the trick is to start from the base towards the glans first to detect anomoly.

 

[notmeanymore]

Yep. But the trick is to start from the base towards the glans first to detect anomoly.

Have you done this? What should be felt? I read of people using it to get off, etc. the times I did try. I don’t even remember seeing or feel anything move whatsoever. That alone made me quit.