LONGERDICK7+
Active Member
I went to a city thats like 45 mins away from the shithole i live in, i started to feel sick and dizzy on my way to the city as soon as i got there i was anxious and the back of my hands got sweaty i started walking and there was a lot of people passing by and i felt like i would never get to the place i was going, i started to feel the same thing on my way back i tought i was gonna pass out, somehow i was able to control my toughts and kept those sensations away i fucking hate when places get crowded. when im away from the rest of the people i feel fine but we cant live an antisocial life either.Life is about exchanging and learning from one another. Was a bad experience and i just cant stand the people sometimes, most of the time i would say.The only time when i have fun enjoy and learn is when i write my experiences, my questions,my toughts and feelings,and share them for the bros. Was a quite strange day i really dont want to deal whit that bullshit no more, we cant own the world yet, at least not now.