I apologize to you all. I am to aggresive. I was only asking questions and was asking for philosophical advice( The Whys and anything extra than the Hows). I should not have added any political Staements. Politically Correct is not a term I believe in. I will say this one more X and if you think it is only a Matter of being so-called Politically Correct then I ask you to think about it more “Do not call any Women whores-Professional Sex Workers provide a Service for Men who do not have wives or do and those who do not want to go thru any complicated processes to have sex and many other reasons. It was a most respected profession and even Sacred and done in Temples in Ancient India-Courtesans they were called then. Today we use the term Escort, Provider, Sex Worker not prostitute or especially not whore).No woman is a Whore! For me the whole point is to make them orgasm, I dont care if I do or not orgasm and it is better if I dont, anyways. If you think size doesnt matter in this. Then our experience is different.
I dont want to throw any negative energy at anyone.
I write to much and I will stop, I have tried all the things you have said and picked and chose what I wanted from them.
I dont have money fort anything other than buying broken caps and sleeves and parts and they are way to expensive as it is.
SI I never wanted to say anything negative to you and I dont care if you are strait or Gay but Since the discussion between me and you was about How to Make a WOMAN squirt I would never have impied that you are gay in any way. Abbreviations are a part of your Inet generation which I am barely used to, like emojis and emoticons which are just to much learning for my brain to do. However, I will look into it. LY means I 1 of the 2 fingers I use to type hit those 2 letters and when I looked back at the earlier part of that sentence i didnt even know why I started writing I then stopped and went to write something else in a different column but it came up right underneath that sentence. I then realized that I need to hit POST REPLY so I could move on to the next place I wanted to write in and I just assumed you would see it and disregard it as a started sentence that I just stopped in the middle of. I dont think I ever said anything negative to you. You kept giving me advice and platitudes and I did not want that. I am 58 anything you or anyone on hear says to me I will have already heard 1,000s of X, especially from my own father who finally had to give up because even as a small child I did not want to hear that kind of stuff that was forced down my throat in Catholic school. I have also internalized as the years have passed as I watched the consequences of my earlier actions accrue in my life later on. Again, it still doesnt matter. I dont have patience and will most likely never have it. I must and can live with that.
I am extremely kind, possibly over-kind in my life, except with aggressive males but for some reason on the I-net I turn into the worse asshole that I have ever know and can barely control the obscene, aggressive, hateful things I will say especially in the Political sphere where I have raged and ranted since 2016 when someone entered the environment and destroyed the last vestige of calmness and Peace I have and said Person has entered the Fray again and I feel that terrible person arising in my again.
I have not done any of that on here but maybe the tone has carried over.
Hg has given me a lot of advice that I have taken. I may not have much patience but I have commited to a longer period of time for this to happen,
To Clarify to everyone I know size doesnt matter. It matters to me and I have my own reasons.
That is the kind of stuff that I did not know I should have pointed out at the beggining
I did not want any philosophical advice. Not Why? Only How?
You can do this, this and this: 1- 2-3-4- . That is 1 option or you can do this, this and this...
Not statements like “If you are not going to take anyones advice then we cant help You”- “You have to many issues I cant help you”-Hg got a sarcastic Serously, C’mon-because the day before he asked me to pay $100 to join his group-He told me “YOu have to many issues I cant help you” and I took that as a sarcastic, negative comment which did not need to be made. Then out of the Blue I was asked to pay $100 for a personal coaching service. That struck me as a disengenuous in the least and a scam at the other end of the Spectrum. However, after I though about it I wrote back to him I cant afford it an honest remark which is kind of shameful and angers me that I wrote, as I think aboutb it in the moment right Now!
-I dont need you to tell me the obvious. I react to such statements because I feel they are belittling. I am extremely sensitive to anything I deem affecting me coming from others.
It is probably to late for me to gain or give anything more from these discussions as most of you have already written to me and said you wont comment to me again, anyways.So, thanks for not kicking me off at least I can go to the sections and look thru them for stuff I can glean
I just had the realization that I am trying to write a single response that covers many persons comments written at different times to different responses that have gone back and forth over a period of time and that is why maybe none of this fits together.
I dont even know who responded directly to me in my e-mail today but if you did not say the words that I wrote you did and You di quote them back to mein the email, then it was someone else. I took a photo of them and saw them again with my own eyes before I commented.
So, I wrote the comment under the wrong name but someone said it to me.
I apologize to you because it wasnt you but I wrote under your section instead of theirs.
This appears to also be to complicated for me to keep everything straight between who is commenting and when and when I am responding and to who. So, it seems ther was another factor to take into account and another reason for me to Stop writing in here now.
I am only writing today because I got a not in my e-mail and I wanted to apologize to a few of you because I put my comments under the wrong peoples section. Some of you I owe an apology for mistakes and not re-reading and checking what I was Writing. Especially SI-I explained it above-It was nothing. A sentence I began didnt want to finish. I moved on and didnt delete it and tryed to reply to someone else. I hit Post Reply to the 1/4 sentence I wrot to you and never thought about it again. I should have gone back and deleted it.
Men dont squirt(at least I never heard of it) so I never thought or implied you were gay and it wouldnt matter anyway. I wouldnt have made a negative comment to you if you were or made some response implying it.It just wouldnt matter.
But at the beginning of this. You were the 1st person I commented to in a non-serious or questioning attitude. If you Remenber “Yo, Squirt Inducer, damn you must keep the ladies happy if you really are an SI, I have been haveing sex for over 40 years and have caused a lot of orgasms but never seen a squirt before and am not sure if they are even real. If you know how you better teach me. So I can see 1 live before I croak”-paraphrased.
