MOS has taught me that sometimes it's just a matter of finding the RIGHT cult.
I found this site when I was 18. I was a freshman in college.
I had rotten luck with women and I wasn't sure what I could do about it. I didn't think it was being unattractive, as there were tons of blobby guys around me getting laid. But I was insecure about my penis size and I let it eat away at me. I never asked girls out. I pussyfooted around dates when I did ask girls out. I wanted SOME kind of validation that everything would be okay. I tried to research it. I came across a bunch of sites that were very high strung and seemed to be for the express purpose of shaming any guy that didn't have 6 inches or more. Others just told me that women and hung men were the only ones that could have passive sexual encounters. There's also some toxic forum called LPSG (Large Penis Support Group) what, as if hung guys need help of some kind? Then digging deeper I discovered what cuckoldry was, and then SPH which was all people could suggest as a non-solution to a huge problem. Up until now I only read the Lesbian genre of Literotica because there were no giant dicks involved, but it didn't stop the reality that the most popular genre on that site was stories about women who cheat on their husbands with hung men. And I thought...No matter how kind a woman I marry, the bad sex will ALWAYS end up with me being humiliated when they get swept off their feet by a huge dick.
I went insane. I didn't know what to think or feel. I was alone in my dorm in a constant cold sweat panic. My schoolwork hit rock bottom, as did my social life. Felt like my long-distance girlfriend was just humoring me. Felt like girls were just superficial cunts. ALMOST became an incel. Still feel the occasional panic attack anytime I'm around catty women.
I kept digging, eventually found this place. Saw people reporting on progress, basing it off a strict training regimen. The gains seemed realistic, not too overwhelming but doable and that was really all I needed. I know there are guys out there with even worse problems and, hell, some people are handicapped and I'm just sitting here thinking, welp, it could be worse. This seems like a manageable climb.
But also I discovered there were so many other things wrong with my life than just my penis and I ended up working on those for the past decade. Considering my wife has always given me every reason to believe that I'm actually quite good in bed (and she WILL tell me otherwise), I realize that things aren't as bad as I think they are, and I don't have too hard a climb to get the penis I want. Even then sex is not totally off the table like I thought it was, especially if I'm in shape and take better care of myself. There's more important things too, like living in a town that allows you to steadily meet new people instead of a hippie college where everyone's bigoted against you. Now I wont be so impatient, and I'll have better mastery over my power. I'll get that huge dick and go be that wife stealer myself!
(Not cheating BTW. We're polyamorous.)
