@MosMaster very inspiring to read what you wrote.
I want to add this into the mix.
I believe in unrealistic goals. Then you just really need to set up everything perfectly and optimally in your life, in order to get to these unrealistic goal. PE have teached me the value of time...if I do not plan well, I will not get in my PE sessions every day.
Remember a goal is never unrelistic, a goal becomes unrealistic when you don't believe, this goal can come true. If you really want something, and you have a good step-by-step plan, you are going to get there.
So my suggestion is to make up a extremely unrelistic goal. A size you want, but at this point is unimaginable.
This is what dicipline helps you with, but you are doing it safe, with progression and keep adding intensity as you go.
It doesn't matter if you sometime feel panic in a really hard stretch, you just keep at it until it's done. You want to let go of the stretch, but you push through it instead, because you know that with repitition of these stretches you will grow big time. This is how I'm doing it. But you need safe progrssion to get to this intensity. So be safe my brother.
You just follow the dicipline and the discipline will be your friend, the discipline is what makes everything happen. Motivation is your enemy, you can't trust him. Sometimes motivation is there, sometimes he's not there, and sometimes he's coming late to the appointment. Get rid of that guy.
You only need one friend, and that's discipline
The hard road to success... This road can feel lonely at times...but you will always have the brotherhood to support you. If you feel like the discipline is walking away...write here on MOS this will keep you on your path...
With discipline, commitment and the brotherhood, you can get to whatever size you want.
So make up your big
unrealistic goal right now is my suggestion. This will keep the dicipline as your friend, and he will guide you to success.
Take care brother and brothers.
